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14,324 Days and Counting

14,324 Days and Counting... For every eighty-six thousand and four hundred seconds I'm given, I swear to God that I'm living like breath twenty-nine thousand and ninety-nine is my only limit. Truth is just about anything and everything I've been through, is anything and everything that I've made it through. No shame, no secrets, no regrets, just living proof. Truth is I know I'm known as I'm a hero to a few, known as a villain to a few, and nothing more than just another nig ger to 'em all. Still me with the scrapes and the scars. I used to have a lot of money, I used to have none at all, I used to live in a big fancy house, I used to live in a car, I used have a storage unit full of finer things only to watch it all get auctioned off..leaving me with nothing more than memories of what used to be and insight that what was once could with enough effort be once again, but only if its value of need trumped its feeling of want. I used to have close frien...

Projecting Reality

I project that one year from now I will be sitting in a chair, in my office, looking out the window and just staring off into the majestic view that surrounds me. If I squint I swear I can see the beads of water as they drip from the orangish-yellow leaves as they float glowingly in the mornings slight breeze. A mix of seasons I would guess if pressed. I can tell you that the way that the sun reflects off of the water is mirror like. As I sit there, I know that if I were to open a window, close my eyes, and use my ears to paint a picture based off of the sounds as subtle as they may be from near or afar, I could paint a picture of a world at peace.  I project that multiple goals that I have for this year will have been achieved or nearly achieved. I project that there will be trying days and nights that will lead to triumphant nights and days. No road easy, no path ahead clear. Prepared to recognize and operate accordingly in the realm of opportunity, relying at times if ...

C8H11N02 (Dopamine)

Glances to smiles,  Dearly beloved we are gathered here today   Smiles to introductions,  In the presence of these witnesses   Introductions to conversations,    To join this man and this woman in matrimony If any person can show just cause why they may not be joined together – let them speak now or forever hold their peace    From this day on I pray to be the only man who shares your hopes & dreams,  From this day on I’ll forever treasure being the first and only man whose hand you take for now into eternity, (And) I promise, right here, right now, to forever give you all of me (And) with that all of the love in my heart so long as you’ll allow me,  Glances to smiles  For better or worse Born from an infinitesimal spark of attraction,   Oh how I marvel  and  F or richer, for poorer,  am ever enamored by our intense chemistry,...

Killer's Remorse

A lot of people ask me what it's like to be a Combat Infantry Vet. What's it like to go to war? What it's like knowing that at any moment you could die? And what the question I hate the most....Did you kill someone? For years I've tried to avoid answering other than saying, "I did my job". I was okay with that being the answer I gave and the lie that I've told myself to get through each and everyday since returning home. That was until the Department of Veterans Affairs denied my claim for Disability Compensation, stating that none of my issues/contentions were combat related..Hmmph..Who know that killing people for a living didn't qualify? That being the case...my honest answer, the honest truth, and my response to the VA: I usually try to avoid I was raised by parents whose only want for me, was to one day be grow up and prove to the world that the experience of truly being loved and truly being in love only elude those too afraid to risk encou...

Mirror, Mirror

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Linked Up

I think in terms & conditions. Regardless of market, constants of flow is my defining line and launching point of directive. Seeking to exceed by determination of supply vs. influence of need at least allows me to recognize from flaw of demand vs. expectation. I learned a long time ago that a notion allowed to settle without further examination seldomly proceeds positively which yields a negative return in terms of action, slamming shut the window of possibility. It took me long time to learn and understand that the less there are of those who mind me, the more I am able to accept without reservation, regret, and depreciation. My incontestable style of solution renders from rejection of #impossibility. I guess, it seems instantly and returns infinite profit without exhausting means. Even from the odds inherited, all I do is #print. Click + Click + Click = Heads in books #SafeMode

One of Those Days(Victory)

One of those days when if I were sitting face to face or on the phone with any one of you I'd likely talk your ears off..On the real. It's probably best that none of you live across the street or next door. One of those days when sitting here with a keyboard and blank space, is either good or a very very bad thing. One of those days, one of those days, one of those #AmariLogic days...Not a care, not a worry, not a fear..not today. One of those days when I don't need a joint to get high, don't need a shot of Jack to get by, don't need a pill, don't need a 'Port, don't need a thing that I don't already have. So (yeah!) my tongue is a little twisted and my vision a little different...I don't know if I'm talented or gifted, if I'm losin' my mind or shiftin'.. Blessed, destined or designed.. For all I know I note no holding back, from the grey to the line, either the student in search of tutoring or the professor giving the lessons...

Mint Intention

buy bÄ«/ = [By Definition] Okay. Alright. So-so-I-may-I might-I could another thought: I really do believe that ones future can only be broughten forth through the path that ones imagination investigates. And that deep with the spirit is where ones truest passions reside.  So okay I may not be perfect, I'm still me though.  So yeah okay, I'd agree if you were to ever say that there are many decisions that I've made in the past that I should regret, not be proud of, embarrassed about, or fear to be known, but to be bluntly honest with you in the same breathe I'd tell you that I wouldn't have had it any other way.  To be tried, to have failed, to toppled, stumbled and to have fallen is such a blessing to me. Has, is and forever to have proven to be exactly what I've always needed..no matter how much I thought otherwise.  Didn't matter how strong I was, if I didn't recognize where I was weak.  From taking too much of the pl...

Open Interpretation

Just because I'm never worried, doesn't mean I'm never scared. Just because I have faith, doesn't mean I'm never afraid. Just because I'm brave, doesn't mean I'm a fool. Man! Just because I am, I can. I do. I do believe like Joesph that our Heavenly Father is real and #itestify this in front of the whole wide world to all my family and all my friends, #itestify from my heart no matter how that makes anyone else feel. #itestify that my mission is to extend Gods love far beyond any stretch of imagination or distance..I may not be a Rhodes Scholar or High School graduate, nor a sports star or a celebrity, doesn't change the fact that I'm blessed in the traditional sense, not wealthy, living just barely above impoverishment, still though I know that when I need, whatever I need will be provided for me in  tremendous abundance. #TRUTH I oftened wish that making a million bucks was only as simple as closing my eyes and counting...1-2-3. Then one...

One Like, Forever All (If Einstein Had Facebook)

Just like Einstein, but I'm not. All it takes is one to like and history is saved. All it takes is one like and change is forever made. All I need is one like: All I need is one to say: I know All I need is one to say: I am All I need is one to say: I can All I need is one to say: I will All I need Is one to say: I do I need a friend of a friend to say: Me I need a friend of a friend to say: I'll be the one I need a friend of a friend to say: Me too And I present proof...That I'm not just like Einstein...I'm who Einstein would like if Einstein had @Facebook... $10,000.00 is nothing compared to the billions that one can affect. Though I suppose to sum is the only reason why some are. For all though, I have found that the glory comes not in the joy of the moment but rather in the sustainability of the stimulant.   Hello my name is Amari L. Williams, and well while neither my grammar nor approach are correct, my evidence is more precise than suffice. m...

Duplicity

Before I leave this earth, I will prove it to each and everyone, in one way or another that sometimes all you need is love. MAN! The power of love is unstoppable. MAN! The power of love makings anything possible. MAN! The power of love is the only weapon I used to survive a war. MAN! The power of love is all I've had sometimes when my cupboards were bare, when my stomach would rumble, when my hands would tremble until frozen from the cold. Damn I'm saying though no matter how spicy or dicey, all I needed then, all I need now, all I'll ever eat sleep dream to achieve and beyond with three just three words. I believe it's true so much so that this is for better or worse is my sworn and solemn testimony: I Amari L. Williams, stand by my affirmations just as steadily as I do my convictions. I Amari L. Williams, equally adept at dispensing as I am at receiving. I Amari L. Williams, find virtue in both failed solo ventures and successful collaborative jaunts. ...

Chorus

{I NEED A LITTLE BACKUP} -Whew- Okay... -Ahhem- I'll sing these words to you over and over again if it means that for once they have any hope, any chance of eliciting any sort of a reaction from you, just so for once I'll be the first to know that what I'm feeling isn't just being felt by me, so need to know, need you to show that I'm not alone I swear I'll scream these words out loud if I have to in the middle of a crowd full of strangers, just for the slightest glance from you...just so you know..that I'm never  #LettinGo Sayin' Let's go! Let's go! Anywhere Let's Go! Anytime day or night it doesn't matter I don't care nah-nope just take me with you if you leave just don't leave without me, take me with you..whether by land hand in hand or on a lone raft at sea..anywhere in the world  you are I'll travel..just so you know I'll bust my knuckles, work my fingers to the bone, BREAK MY BACK FOR YOU just to ...

You Plus Me Plus 7Billion Hearts

I may not ever draw in loud colors, I may not ever paint a portrait, I may not ever have my words printed in books, but I when I speak I know my voice is heard, when I'm seen I know I am witnessed, when I leave I'll be remembered!  ‪#‎ HEAVY‬ Understand my level is: Constantly Risen Above My title: Thy Fathers Son My price: 107,602,707,791 My value: Under Estimated My Reach & My Purpose: 7 Billion+ You + ME +

I Wants It All

You know... SOMETIMES Sometimes, Sometimes, SOMETIMES! Sometimes I think about what if it really was --> just about, just between, and just because of  me and you... Sometimes me, I wonder if what I dream aloud is what you sometimes dream about too, If what I see could be, you see as being done in just a matter of time by just us two, -shit- God as my witness, Sometimes even when I shouldn't have a reason for us, I why we, yes I do, Sometimes I fight and fight and fight, Just for the sake of argument with you, yeah I do, With you by my side, Sometimes I wish and I wish it's all ours, over everything, until it's us, True I may not, we may never, But wouldn't you agree, that sometimes it's worth the thought to hope, now truly means forever? Oh if ever that were true! Sometimes, All it takes is a little time spent searching to realize how close one was to knowing as to owning up, Cheers to a past of talking without evidence to prove in the t...

I NNNN I AIM

May the power of the words I produce provide works for those who lack strength when needed most:   Soo anyway with give-in and to entertain, that my oh well pfffts at all doubts     1draw Conclusion Conclusion   |\/| [= /-\ |\|   |_ [= /-\ |\|   Let that soak..   Effect for no matter whom I forge forth no other matters need pertaining regardless of shameless attempts to tempt and diver my path, my motion remains forward..that's a given even towards to all those into the indulgences of judgment, take heed for as surely as I am to forgive remembrances of the moments stone tossed never lost nor or ever sow longer earth interrelations for real in exchange oft proofs that all it ever takes is one to separate from amongst a million render an experiment falied..   |\/| [= /-\ |\|   |_ [= /-\ |\|   Son of a King slave to none from birth..can I get a ::AMEN::   If ya wit me and you wit...

Let's Go

Good morning, Good afternoon, Good evening, To you all a toast I raise, Here's to you wherever you are, whatever you're doing, however your getting it, a glass half full slightly tilted in honor of how you're handling your business. #Salute to all my fellow geniuses, What's up to my fellow grinders, How do ya do to my admirers and a tip of the cap au revoir to all detractors. This is year is the year I go from barely scraping the surface to shattering the walls, from pacing around in my living room dreaming up ways to do, to sounding out my solutions in crowded halls. No more nights spent sitting in the dark on the edge of the bed worrying about tomorrow, nope, not this year, this year I'm stepping into the thickness of uncertainty and completely immersing myself into the joy of possibility. Just talking about it isn't enough for me this year, nope this year is about soaking it all up and taking it all in. Knowing that I finally, finally, finally have what it...

aNotion

It's always darkest right before the dawn.. A reflection requires inspiration... All roads traveled leave a path for others to embarke upon... Simply put I am ah MAHR ee... prince among kings.. A spirital combination of passions explored... Just another after another yet unlike any cometh before.. I may or may not ever finish as others would imagine though I happily accept the challenge to defy all expectations...

Chapter i

[Untitled] Chapter i Two Forms, One Meaning On any given day I'm sure that we all have our own issues and our own problems, which on their own, keep us connected. Oh but how I sit here and wonder aloud if somehow, someway, to someone I could show the proof of daily prayer. For a way through, my life. I.   Seek. Ways. Ways to show another how to make use of the tools provided us each by each. I give thanks and show gratitude as often as possible, as I know that without Jesus how profound an impact consistent trust, faithful patience, and commitment to loyalty comes to fruition in form of firm absolutes would not be possible. The role of pure in the rawness that is love for one another regardless of, and how such provides all the glue anyone shall ever need to hold us together is if nothing else….an awakening. As essential as one Lego is to another with which to build upon an idea projected, love and my dreams are exactly one in the same in my self disc...

TToL

[UNTITLED] By Amari L. Williams. If these words I feel could match with the words I think, I am for certain that they would read to you exactly how it feels when I take a chance and branch out. Maybe then you'd understand that while I may not always say it in the way I mean for it to be heard, I am willing to do so for eternity if for nothing more than to prove it you. What am I rambling about is what keeps my going, the very thing that keeps us all connected. The one piece of evidence I offer to you proof. The Power of Love as written, lived, and breathed...an excerpt from my daily values. The one thing on this earth that I could count on when I had nothing or no one else in this world to rely on. I firmly believe that with the power of love, one can. Every ever and ever every after from dreams to fairytales, Thick as thieves, tight as knots, through the weeds, a rose born from a rock. A, (What if I told you?) & B, (What if I showed you) conversation for example. ...