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One of Those Days(Victory)

One of those days when if I were sitting face to face or on the phone with any one of you I'd likely talk your ears off..On the real. It's probably best that none of you live across the street or next door. One of those days when sitting here with a keyboard and blank space, is either good or a very very bad thing. One of those days, one of those days, one of those #AmariLogic days...Not a care, not a worry, not a fear..not today. One of those days when I don't need a joint to get high, don't need a shot of Jack to get by, don't need a pill, don't need a 'Port, don't need a thing that I don't already have.

So (yeah!) my tongue is a little twisted and my vision a little different...I don't know if I'm talented or gifted, if I'm losin' my mind or shiftin'..
Blessed, destined or designed..
For all I know I note no holding back, from the grey to the line, either the student in search of tutoring or the professor giving the lessons based off facts..not for show I assure thee that I'm real as reality in the flesh breath by breath..One of those days when I'm just getting started, on the verge of doing, on the cusp of gaining. What a day!

One of them days when my 56 ounces are in sync with my 4.7 by 3.5 inches...Man...ALIVE! What a day! What!?!? What?!? What?!? more could I ask for..what more can I say?

-SALUTE- to all my brothers and sisters here on earth and beyond, #Turnt^ForChrist everyday in my own way no matter what another may say, #TurntAllTheWayUp in my own manner regardless if it leaves some stuck feelin' some type of way...

One of days, one of them days, one of them days!
I thankful for the sun and the storms In Jesus name, Amen!

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