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Yes No Maybe Always Sincerely Yours

  Dear Miss Thang, I hope you miss like I miss you Dear Miss Thang, I hope you need me like I need you Dear Miss Thang, I hope you love me like I love you... Just so you know I am from here on out, without a doubt, yours and yours only.. Smoking another joint just sitting here after another class thinking about another chance at making love to you my bad if saying this comes out a tad bit awkward but shucks honestly my dear I've been off guard ever since the day I laid eyes on you that's what's up with me my honey-cup just me smitten in oh so many ways since the moment I met you still it takes my breathe away will always & forever so elated and overjoyed anytime I hear the beautiful sound of your angelic voice ever so so softly in my ears like the first time you said my name knew that you were the only one for me the first time we ever came even if my words sometimes are jumbled my thoughts for you always seem to fall perfectly into place simple and plain there...

GET IT GOT IT

No matter how hard you may try, until you for yourself are able to recognize the reality that lays within all that you dream, then unfortunately my friend you will never be able to follow in the footsteps of those who believed. #GETITGOTIT Let's float: If I can do it, then my friend you can too, swift flip of the switch leads to treks never trips foggy quips slipped often appear clearer upon reflections lipped, quietly climbing ladders to think chains it through sync'n deep, attic finds stick to the wall like hanging tick that's inner talk text for takin' time, get-it-got-it make-it-take-it own or set on the line, lease fear to your hopes and sign a contract of worry filling yourself worth account with a lifetime of debt, sleep nightly with your worries awake daily with regret, |YOU|'n commits suicide that's a RIP, risk [ON] OFF for anything that sets the tone for everything you dream.. If I can make it, ten folded for ya friend, share the naked filthy proof...

Dear Lord

  Dear Lord, Maybe it's because I always feel so alive on the inside that perhaps then Lord the reason why I'm so unafraid ta die again and again on the outside is because I know that no matter what as long as there is time there always a moment for me to shine, Until it bursts my heart beats harder and faster, until they pop I keep my eyes staring farther and farther past the limits, past the limits, Boom I see Chance Boom I see Audrey Boom Just like Einstein once said IMAGINATION MAKES ANYTHING POSSIBLE The solution to the Theory of Relativity requires you that you see past the obstacles 1/2 is what you connect to the . . . in order to cross the _ Makes ¢ if change your outlook, talking $ always if you change your mind   Who's Saying This stays in concert with constant life shift on forward focused from within toward the invisible limitation of gifts, fatal head on collision awaits any anyone emotionally incapable of mentally v...

CREATIVE REALITY

IMAGINE.   Imagine it all. Imagine not if you can't...nah...IMAGINE and I'll swear you'll see you could.   Circle of MUST, Square of CARE   The same old thing, just-just uh'me and my same old dreams, me and my tired thoughts, me on how I feel versus the seeds, growth through victory, stiff arm my way pass doubt dealing defeat a bit of bitter lathered kick blocking low and swinging wide connectin' knockouts on repeat I win the most, sprinkled scantily gladly I take the reigns of success while sailing life through all storms, good with the bad mixed mood seas of salties range my peeps happy-happy joy-joy or :('y doin' it for my team wit no chains only αδάμας in our rings I@y@ Imagine' if: THIS = THAT THAT = WHAT WHAT = WHO WHO = YOU YOU = ME See it. Feel it. Say it. + Belief is how I manage to beyond, what others perceive as improbable or impossible is simply a matter or worth in my self estimation. I'm making scents for my Beans & Brew, blaz...

I'm About Ta Blow Up

I'm About Ta Blow Up by: Who's Saying This                       I'm about ta blow up (Clap, clap, clap)  Say I'm about ta blow up I said that I'm about ta blow up I'm about ta blow,  I'm about ta blow, I'm about ta blow up! I don't give a fuck about them no life biatches stalkin' me on the threads, Bitch #IMABOUTTABLOWUP how I mean it cup Red, grip ingrained helmet off flo back diggin' in, Rich boy Cali board certified product Real dropped from the gums my seed invades the hearts of the weak in a spring is to secrete as flood her river overflows when I'm in bed sorta peep, over This sick BlindBeat Who has 'em throwin' up arms in defeat, while them girls I used ta fuck wit wrists at risk of deep tissue rip, Scrreeetchh and pump tha brakes on ya Corolla when a Ninja burns the 'crete, pose unique when it comes to the handeye so fucks with my stand strong and find...

Three Rules of One

Ever since the idea hit me as a child, my has been to buy beachfront property somewhere along the coast of San Diego, California and building a house with walls that open so that every night I can fall asleep to the sounds of the sea. Purchase a sports franchise or two and run one of the world's most successful companies ever. All while giving back, paving new ways, and providing an avenue of forw ard. I held onto that plan throughout my life and not once have I ever considered any alternate. I couldn't, though I admit there have been a plethora of moments where a review of the steps taken has been warranted. Never a single day where "I'll settle with this for now" or "Maybe it's not possible" prevailed over my pursuit. The end result has appeared to move farther into the distance, but never into the abyss. I have examined the results achieved by those before me and those along side me, and have drawn the conclusion that if it were possible for one t...

Truly iMind

Isn't it amazing how your circumstances can change in an instant? One minute your outlook provides very little (if any) indication of improvement, the next minute you find yourself on a collison course with that which you had so tirelessly sought.. Funny really how things can change from one picture to the next... For weeks now, months, years really I have sought to prove of myself for myself, to learn from myself to learn more of myself, depending solely upon me to do/attain/have for me because I at one point I found myself lost in life, where I truly had no clue of who I really was as a person. I tried to and eventually became the type of person, the type of son, the type of brother, husband, and friend that I felt those around me wanted to be. I lived up the expectations of others, I went outside of my box and willingly placed myself in the multiple boxes that I allowed myself to placed in. Well, I think I'm closing to rediscover something beautiful I almost left behin...

Pathway

-- Boy oh boy, man oh man....This whole attempt at being an author thing is something SERIOUS! I mean like hot damn! Oh shit fa'real fa'real, muh'muh'muh-MOTHERFUCKING fa'fa-REAL(?) YES I AM! Will I make it another page or will I crumble it all up and throw it away? Worth vs. Self > or = to my type & spray, that be my write & say. -- To put my life on Word thus into words for others to observe, requires a sort of loosening of nerve combined with the acceptance that I am running the risk of ridicule, and above it all letting people that I know..those who know me, and that those I don't know at all, inside of a place that I for most part I've kept to myself for the past 32 years. This may turn out to be my toughest thing I've ever done in my life and God knows..I have dealt with some very tough shit before, but shit God also knows the real shit I've been dealing with on a daily for the past few months away from this book that at this...

We Gon/Heart2Heart

<3-2-<3 We gone, We gon' We gone ride forever baby, Take it to whole new level on them lady, Me + You ='s FOREVER...oh ya-yay So sit back & let me sweet serenade you baby If you ever listened to my heart then my love you've always known, If you ever heard my voice then my love is always told, If you ever took the time to look my love always shown, If I share my heart with you I hope world just rides along, -Shift- We gon' rise forever, we-guh we-guh rise forever baby, I could never, I could never, I could never lose you never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever ever leave you times get rough I do what it takes to please you- Yep, We gone, ride for ever-ever, Treat me like a your sponge, I'm here to soak up all your pain, Know I may not be thug but I'll ride on any bank, shit I may not be hood but I'll bubble up that cake, shit I'm talking 'bout woulds & coulds, for you there ain't anythang I can't, ...

Clarity Sans Meaning

As the eyes seek to define the architects' proof-wit-meaning view of the world words prognosticate a smattering of intrinsically motivated sights  subjugating chants twined artfully to infinitely clash mystically enticing strength by spirit rendering mental weak souls forever rift from rest as the talented amongst the few dilute care fueled waves collectively soil the drowning pond of forgotten thought deep lapses of gravel pave the way a'head logical definition buried a thousand streams beneath wrought for a wrath of cleverly placed uncovered shall bend minds translated the image stained upon the beating chest  forcing two to wander the relativity of pain a windfall of broken hearts claims connectivity to shame....Sold as is to the highest bidder a better life provided by the luminous ether living eternally incoherent throughout the rampant dream of glimmering lights.. *Sometimes what is most obvious is most obviously unclear...* WHO'S SAYING THIS?
SuperStar O - Lights Down Instrumental Taking Over  I'm just like you, you'll see, yet unlike you I like being me, me is he, I am Who, Who of whom the confused seethe pools of hate for the me they'll never be, hated so much because he is who few could never understand or relate, blind never see, defeat is by conscience so unconsciously I delve with schooled matter grey, Einsteinian lisp leaks, defect my past I'm a whole 'nother me, eclipsed the climax of shined moons over sleep, soon the sun will shed light on all I laid in plain lands full of dreams, That's the plan, that's the path, no plot, thicker than them big girls with shorts showing ass, Every time I see the lights go on, I'm ON, I'mma get it tick-tick 'til my life's gone cold, Steady rising to the top skybox no end insight always in the zone, If ya really for penny change thoughts with me ohhh, dropping dimes over lines for the minds open eyes , See me on the list of goats, face f...

Pushing on, Pushing up

I keep my nose so buried in many books, my head cluttered with so many random thoughts, and my heart open to so many people that more often than I forget that but only a simple a man, no greater than the next, no more supreme than the supreme King... It's weird to me that I am in many ways I am unable to connect with my fellow man, and as a result am often left wondering how to make the connection. I recognize that I lack the ability to communicate my visions in a clear enough manner that those around me are able to share what I think and see...I've been told on numerous occasions by a great number of people that I am too complex, that I am wildly unique, that I am...different...but when I press for details as to how, my head is often filled with more questions than answers, which leaves me dumbfounded... The one reasons why I push so hard, why read so much, why do so many things, take so many risks, and am so confident is because I truly do believe that anything is possibl...

Times When

Time & time again, I find myself so stifled and stuffed, stuck on repeat Stuck on stupid, stupid-stupid me for all times lost spent in thought, fell so deep I fell apart, There are nights when all I can do is think about that life I've always imagined & have always know that I may never have, never have because I'm too afraid to explore, too afraid to explore, because of my history full of failures, There are moments when I wish that I could take it all back, times when I just want to give it all up, hours I wish I could give in, Seconds lead to minutes, minutes lead to hours, hours lead to days, days lead to weeks, weeks lead to months, and months lead to years, yet no matter how much time passes somethings seem as though they may never change, There are days when I wake up & all that I want to do is pack a bag, gather a few belongings and walk out of the door, but I think about you my secret love it's true, Throw it all away, throw away all of ...

Raise Ya Hands

"I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life." Seems the perfect verse to start with, JESUS in John 8:12 Leads me to an action of thoughts, through my heart I let these words flow: I'll take freedom, give me love I need liberty, live a life of going strong for the ones who depend on me,  forever wants trump desire, Are you hearing me? Seems I've found a new use, know the truth, the devils' a liar, ask God for the proof Who's Saying This - no strings required - keep inspiring the youth Gospel says give to love is always give back - thing I'm wrong check the book for the fact, I speak the truth can't no hater silence that, spread ya angel wings baby, soar an' rise 'cross the map, wave my 50 stars high, while I break through to minds, can't feel me then you're blind, I'm on that Halo but ain't no Master Chief in me, While some are staring, I lean a shoulder for weak...

Ups and Downs

In the span of two months I've done seen, been through and overcome a got damn lot, life's ups outweighed by the downs but fuck them frowns I keep a smiling mouth, as I ink my thoughts I hope this helps someone somewhere in some got damn way somehow, spent two months in jail with no bail until them motherfuckers let me out, then I lost my aunt, the only person in the world who seemed to understand my thoughts (RIP Audrey),  damn I really miss you & love you lots, gained a nephew back in Feb but now in June his parents are splitting apart, wish I could save their love searching for the glue that bonds two hearts together when two minds are lost, celebrated the graduations of my little brother, and my two nieces hope I'm around to see the '15 of my future daughter inlaw, hope my son recognizes all his past failures are the foundation of future success the types of which few have known before, while I hope my brother puts it all together soon before he loses it all,  l...

Wondering WTF

The high and ever rising price of oil and thus the price of gas is but enough to drive a person mad, while big corps watch from the windows of their offices fresh suit & tie they laugh. Just as politicians are content to sit hold counsel behind closed doors, drafting unwritten agreements each planning to do very much in the way of forever achieving nothing, yet place blame on each other when questioned by the voting public. So quick they say , “it’s the Presidents fault,” so quick to quick to tear him down, expect “his people to lift him up. I’m wondering WHAT THE FUCK? The fate of man has truly gone off course, no matter the color of skin it appears that each day more and more people are losing their jobs, even teachers. The numbers of those who fail to posses the proper education and skills to fill the openings available are growing, while others with talents beyond that of many are constantly being overlooked. But everyday a new ‘g’ is being added by cell phone provide...

Full of Forethought

If you’re reading this page, and this is your first time..I welcome you, and the same time I offer you very little explanation of course of verbal direction as I foolishly assume you possess the mental capability to comprehend.. For anyone else…You may not know this, but it’s been a while since I’ve sat down and just wrote what I thought and how I felt. Pretty strange turn my page has taken over the course of the past few months, I suppose one would be correct in saying that lately I’ve put so much of my efforts and thoughts into writing music, that a part of me has fallen silent. Well I’m quite sure how I would respond to such a opinion, perhaps mainly because on some level such an opinion would be true. But you see, it’s not that I no longer care about sharing what I think, or that I feel as though nary a soul would care anyway…It’s just that it’s hard to know and understand how people feel, if everyone is so afraid to share… The world as you know is ever changing, as one c...

Home Pride

  The hardest tasks that will ever be involved will that of defining, understanding, interpreting, and reasoning…. A’s & B’sorta scholar, student kinda maybe I’m stunna, staying rolled ^ to the sleeve with my hands on pulse, riding waves of the coast, headed straight to U of C, Golden Bridge off the edge, Golden Bear on my back, watch me as I saddle ride, narrowed my choice down to one and in the end this is the place that changed my life, challenged me to give my best, each time, every line, beyond knowledge always question what’s next> played in front of the eyes off the cuff my styles hands free catering feeds mouths through ears, traveling circus, crossing rivers, moving mountains upon miles, city buildings fading slowly, watch me closely, appetite for distinction ,hold my tongue references 'til the day of my extinction, desires for  falling confetti, work the greatest Dr. on critically ill patients, offer...

All the Time I Spend Imagining

Who’s Saying This Constantly I will repeat it, until one day everyone in the world comes to recognize that second to only God with whom nothing I do would ever be possible .. I AM THE GREATEST! So, although my methods of self-promotion, my bravado, to some may seem from afar as grandiose, I will never offer an apology when it comes to how I represent myself and my art. I am aware that there may be times when I rub some ever so tightly  in the wrong way, that when they go to compare themselves to me they feel as though any attempts to repeat is quite nearly impossible. T hat is perhaps the reason why I will forever be misunderstood. Yet if only they too could find reasons and ways to imagine, then maybe they too would find that greatness within me by God has given to them as well -Who’s Saying This Presenting:                           ...