@Who's Saying This

What if I told you all you need is hope to live your dreams? What if I showed you? What if I shouldered all the load? Would you believe? All your worries, all your fear, all your anguish is my pain...                       Tick tocking my way through some ordinary thoughts, scenes of loss, stings of death, pangs of misery all around How can I heal? How can I help? How can I give more of myself? What else is needed from me in this world? What else is needed from me in this world? I'm wondering loudly about tomorrow, but tommorow's a long ways from today, wondering if I give you all my energy, will you allow to quietly absorb all of your pain, If I sacrifice my wants, will that satisfy your needs, If I promise to keep pushing forward, will at least consider following the path I leave, Solemnly swear to you my open heart, hand-in-hand, I gotcha back, bet as long as...

Step One:   http://www.soundclick.com/bands/default.cfm?bandID=1108668 Step Two: Read while listening to songs 1-4 (Songs must play in order) Step Three: Sit back and mid-day groove one Final Step: TURN THAT ISH UP!! GiiiiiiiiiYou hold the key to my heartiiiiiiiiiiiirrMy BabyrrrrrrI love yourrrrrrrrrrllllllllllMore & Morellllllllllllll ALL I KNOW from This All I want and I care for's throUgh- that's it So for the rest of my life it's hand to heart ring on finger, Kiss after kiss no grass grows greener, Is what it is when I say this shit: Fuck the rest only make love to the Mrs. Real talk 365 days and nights, Who can't love no bitch that ain't his wife, When I hit them gears she's right by side, As I make these mills WE paid for life Saying All I -all I wanna know Is you wit(h) that boo? All I wanna do is Honor you All I wanna do is Love ya too All I want Infinity & Beyond Is to be...with..you All I wanna do All I wanna do A...

I TRUST YOU! I trust you to make the smart decision(s) as those decisions pertain to our daughter. I trust you ensure that she is taken care of mentally, emotionally, and physically. We share the life of someone special. A child. A child given to us by God. A child. Better than money, better than cars, far superior to any drug induced high. One of the most beautiful gifts in this world is a child...and when blessed with one you must do your most for them. I trust that you will. So you have made mistakes and bad choices, that's okay...we all have. But for every mistake, you've done your fair share of things correct. I ask that you find a way to teach both (mistakes/correct) to our daughter. Explain each, provide detailed account...shit..show her the result of doing things the right and wrong way. Teach her how to be a woman...more than that...teach her how to be a responsible, goal oriented, over achieving, self reliant and efficient woman. Show her what it is like to be stron...

  They say that dogs are “Man’s Best Friend”, and until today I never really understood what that meant…Today I lost a very important and special member of my family, a part of the family that while now gone, will never be forgotten. For you Chance..I miss you and  I love you     I already miss you Miss you forever I will Just know I really will Hurts me to my heart to lose you, a part of my world is gone and right now I don't know else what to do My BFF4Ever & Ever Never will there be another replace you I already miss you Miss you forever I will My baby Chance has gone off to heaven today, guess that means that come tomorrow there's no more ears for me to play with, no more watching you trying to catch your tail, stared at me with those big brown eyes while the girls painted your nails, really gonna miss those one-of-a-kind Chancey-pants licks, and even yes the doggy gas from hell ...

Right behind you every moment, Right behind you each step along the way, Behind you through all that happens, always will, won't ever walk away Behind the lines of confusion, heartbreak, and broken trust that has fallen upon you here I am, the one who has long ago perfected the art of hiding the cries beneath dry eyes and a simply silly grin, I confess to the charge of secretly plotting and attempting to change and heal the heart of man, by taking the weight of the world on my back, while allowing the pain that others face to soak into my skin, asking not for a second to anyone for assistance I persevere, know that I for any I'd give up everything but my kids, sacrifice personal wants for the sake of anthers' needs, life is what you make of it, thus so amazing to me, see the world the way I see it and see what true love really means, taste the air the way I taste it and have always the constant the taste of success born from the silliest of dreams... Right behind you eve...

Intro(0:03) Time to pull ya seat up Pilot dun turned the light on Upright positions please, only smoke what you can hold & choke Headed out of sight Board a first class flight Only limits on this trip, is all that we live behind   First Verse: It never gets easy or any fuckin’ better than/being up on stage/thirty-thousand scream n’ hollerin/swear that in that moment my,my,my heart is thirty-thousand/half a world/endless miles and miles away/Who’s Saying This to the world/Dad to La,Nat, and Shay/do this for my girls/damn Hook: You won’t see me cause I’m gone/I’m sitting in the sk yyyyyyyyy /lookin’ forward to coming home/lookin’ forward to the day I’m home/(half a world a way)/sitting with a first class ticket no joy ride/’cause I’m gone/I’m gone/I’m g oooooowwwwwnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeeee /because I’m gone/I’m gone/’Im goooowwwwwnnnnneeeeee yeeeeaaaaahhh Second Verse: Give anything in the world just to delive...

He's  justa young lion, found him lying by a tree justa watching all the leaves  justa catching a few zzz's justa relaxing in the breeze life passing him by at an accelerated speed, my friend the lion formerly known as the one they call "sheep", gonna show the boy how the man becomes king, shit Mik3y already Knows how to make the  jungle halt when he proceeds, teach him to stop and watch time the world and all will stop, close eye the vulchers as they circle above the clouds, keep watch & wait to see what's left for them to eat while zebras justa hope it ain't upon them he feast down for the  top of the food chain roar of lion type of speak, the ama-zone beast remains  so far far from the wars he will always be the piece never in cage often always off the chain it's funny how life is a game many how times the story of history repeats about once everyday wonder if the rest of the world will ever match this pace, will man ever learn that the real key...

Amari L. Williams always have been and always will be…not like anyone else I am indeed an individual by thought and by nature. While some people can only hope to be and accomplish things in life I believe that everything I want is possible so long as I concentrate on those things, put forth the efforts, and make the necessary sacrifices should I need to…Many people to include those on this page consider me to be selfish, and to a point I am. I’m selfish because I think that the world belongs to me, and that everything in this world is available to me. Does that mean that I should pursue all that there is? No, but does that mean that I should just sit back and try to pick where and when to insert my thoughts and actions? The answer to that is a clear NO as well. So I think that I am a writer, a musician, an actor, a politician, an advocate, a poet, a philosopher, a student, and a few other things. Some of those things are only dreams to others, dreams had or held in youth…could show t...

-“Lay Back” Instrumental by Mister K.A- As you listen this instrumental and you read these words, I want you to feel this shit. I’ve got a lot on my chest, a lot on my mind, and lot that stands in my way. But I’ve never been the type to turn my back, and today…well...I’ve feel I’ve got some things to say. With special respect to the family & friends of Lt. Bret Miller, Lt. Joseph Houston, all those who were killed & injured yesterday at Fort Hood. My heart goes out to you all…friends thru friends..   24Sec Mark- Intro Hook: What would you do? What-what,what would you do? What-what,what would you do, what if it happened to you? 1st Verse: My name is Amari Williams/aka Who’s Saying This/and I admit with all my heart/that I’ll never betray ya/just listen wit ya heart/and you’ll hear what I’m saying/tryin’ ta clear my head of thoughts/negative things that I’m feeling/ May I take a minute/may I take...

The following is an open request for help to anyone who can. Please read the following stories, provided courtesy of the Corpus Christi Caller Times: 1 Navy pilot's body found By: Fanny S. Chirinos, Elaine Masilio CORPUS CHRISTI — Coast Guard officials confirmed late Friday they found the body of one of the Navy pilots missing since Wednesday. Coast Guard crews found the body 11 miles northeast of Port Aransas after receiving a call from a floating rig about 4:40 p.m. reporting something in the water, said Coast Guard spokesman Lt. Nick Leiter. The other pilot has not been found and no debris from the plane has been located, Leiter said. Navy officials identified the pilots Friday as Lt. John Joseph Houston and Lt. Bret Travis Miller. Coast Guard officials did not identify the name of the deceased. Both instructors have combat support experience and were graduates of the U.S. Naval Academy in Annapolis, Md. Houston’s hometown is listed as Houston, and Miller’s hom...

You give your heart and your soul, he will provide you with the rhythm. Hand in hand as we dance, I know that we could never be. Scratch that…KNEW…because before I chose to know, God kept all but one blessing from me. As I turn my life over to Christ..I can honestly say that, if it’s meant to be, he has already given you my heart. Understand that the same things that make wonderful are what make me simple, and simply stating I think that you and I are unique. With a love that is special. Believe d it or not..I love you and have loved since BEFORE the day that I met you. Because the just before I met you is the day that I laid face down in the dirt and asked God to remove me from this earth, because if I had to go another day without you, another day was something thru which I would not make. And while I may not know how things with us will end, I do know that we’ve had one hell of a beginning. I say that I’m a writer, but the story that is unfolding before us, is not a story writte...

Black America forgive me for I do not understand what you go through.. I understand the history, the culture, the passion, the plight…I have the skin color, the physical attributes, everything/all of it. But I am in a way…none of it. So I apologize today to you Black America, because for the past 29 years I’ve tried but have failed to understand what you have and what you continue to go thru. Unlike you, I have never faced oppression. I’ve never been judged purely on the color of my skin. Never have I felt that I needed to perform better to show that a Black Person could do it, I work as hard as I do because I always want the world to know that I was/am the best…I suppose my personality and who I am is based more on my confidence and ego than on the color of my skin… I’m free to say all of that and whatever I say because I’m an American and well…I fought for the right to… I think, feel, and know that it’s harder to be a person, a human being, a child, a sibling, a parent, a...

Put your fingers on the screen from the start….this is me, this my mind, FUCK it this is my heart… I’m gone type it you gone feel it..we gone be and fuck it! we gone kill it, this is mine, this is us this is we, this is me..this is he, who is confessing that he loves you, can’t you see?   Feel the rythm as it be, as it be, as it carries you to me, as it be as it be..put your fingers on the screen and see what I see, as I see you with me…do you see what I see? I am not perfecdt by any means, I am but a man who loves a woman, can you see, can you see? Touch screen is who I be, touch screen to touch me, touch screen to believe, touch and you will see that far apart is never what we’ll be.. So fuck it I’ll jsut type it..to the beat to the rythme to the heart to the mind to the spirit I love you you and sayint the never gets old..The hook says..iff you don’t love me by now…understand that that doesn’t apply to me..This is..Ha..understand that I can attempt sound like Barry W...

So…True Story: Gotta phone call today…got a phone call about my daughter Natalie(See Post: Dear World)”, seems as though justice really is blind…Fuck it, I think I’m saying..So..Once again I get to lose something that matters the world to me. Damn, I took a heart hit today. What your read below is what I do when I have a bad day, or my heart gets broken, this I cope when I am sad…Perhaps that’s sad, whatever, today I just don’t give a FUCK. Fuck You, if you take my daughter, fuck you if you think you know what’s best for her, and fuck you if thought that I didn’t care. Fuck you for thinking that her dumbass fucking mom really cares, HELLO, she’s a FUCKING BITCH, she just wants the money, don’t be fooled by the faces, check my daughters scares, you can clearly see them there. In her eyes and her heart are where the answers lay to “what’s best for her” and well yeah I may have my own problems, but none of my problems have been any of your courts…I say things a lot, that’s my problem....

“…and here we are it’s 2009 and we have a White House in which we have a Negro as President, surrounded and protected by a bunch of Jews…” Jack Levin, Criminologist That’s the world that we live in today, that above quote is what I heard on the news just now.  A “negro surrounded by Jews”, is that like a pimp surrounded by all his hoes? What the fuck America? Now we’re shooting up Monuments in the Summer time? There’s kids out there,  89 years old WTF is wrong with that dude?  Anti-Semitic or not, shooting up a museum goes way beyond “crossing the line” my children go to museums. What if little Maria and her family, who were at the museum today, had another question for that security guard. What if we had to rush more than the “Hero” & the “Villain” to the hospital? And…If that is his red “Hyundai then I’ve gotta call “Bullshit”, so now you mean to tell me that we have 89 y.o Anti-Semitic, skin heads, who shoot up museums in the middle of the day with a rifles, raci...

It’s “Thought A.M” and this is what I think… -Can an open “Can of Worms” be buried beneath the surface? -Is it possible to “Make Believe” on purpose? -When is it ever “Okay” to “Fuck-Up” on purpose? -Is it possible to do something on purpose by “accident”? -When is it “cool” to be the idiot? -How can you tell when an actor is “acting”? -How does one “practice” being “fake”? -How can a argument be one sided if neither person agrees? -Speaking of “One-Sided”…How “One-Sided” is Where’s Waldo? Think about it…we are supposed to look at the picture to figure out where Waldo is..but we never know what Waldo is looking for… -How the FUCK did Waldo end up in there to begin with? -Is Waldo on the Stuff? Is Waldo like Kobe, is he to “Unstoppable”? -is it possible to make a living by not being perfect? -Is “Sexting” Illegal if both parties consent and are over 18? -If it is legal, can someone “Sext” me and “teach me” how to do it? -What do you do when you know that yo...

Is it the person of the their presence that we miss the most when a loved on is away? What hurts the more, losing someone or having to let them go?  A friend, a distant relative, a sibling, a best friend, a lover, even a pet. Who for whatever reason is gone or is “away” at the moment. I sit and wonder about things like this, I wonder how they’re doing, I wonder if they know that they are in thought..Funny- but-not-funny how we get the joke a person tells well after they’re gone and “unavailable” to tell it again. Funny the “tricks” that one performed that one time…Even with all of the “Technology” that we have today, nothing is better than when you have a few moments to share with those & that which is close to you. I asked my mom & sister what they thought about this and just like everything else I say to them, my questions were answered with questions and the only conclusion that they came up with is this: I NEED MEDS My mom feels that I have problems and that I use wor...

Some people wonder why I write. Some say that I have "WAAAAYYY to much time on my hands". Some think I've just gone crazy and others well they don't really know why.... So I decided that today I'd tell ONE of the reasons: I write to not to see my own words, I write not to show my superior knowledge and ability to use words. I write not for the joy of writing. I write for my son, My 18 year pain in the ass, lazy, unmotivated son. See I say that and you instantly assume that I dislike him or that I believe that he is a failure. When in fact I say those things about him not only because they are true, but because those are his only NEGATIVE qualities. Interesting really, here you have all these other parents in the world pulling their eyes and hair out trying to figure their child out and yet here I sit wit perhaps the greatest prodigy ever. His brain is amazing(almost equal to mine) and his personality is like mine "vastly unique". I don't have to worr...