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A Jesus Piece

You give your heart and your soul, he will provide you with the rhythm. Hand in hand as we dance, I know that we could never be. Scratch that…KNEW…because before I chose to know, God kept all but one blessing from me.

As I turn my life over to Christ..I can honestly say that, if it’s meant to be, he has already given you my heart. Understand that the same things that make wonderful are what make me simple, and simply stating I think that you and I are unique. With a love that is special. Believe d it or not..I love you and have loved since BEFORE the day that I met you. Because the just before I met you is the day that I laid face down in the dirt and asked God to remove me from this earth, because if I had to go another day without you, another day was something thru which I would not make.

And while I may not know how things with us will end, I do know that we’ve had one hell of a beginning. I say that I’m a writer, but the story that is unfolding before us, is not a story written from within my mind. But from my heart, and all the words that make up all of the parts, are all small bits of an even bigger blessing.

All that I ask is that you accept me for who I am and understand that I can never be anything more that what the I was made to be.

In my heart and in my mind I know that raised thru God, I am the son of the father and will one day be the proud father of a preacher.

The only thing that is missing now Is a son to carry on the Williams name. Which is exactly why I keep telling  you:

PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE

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  1. AnonymousJuly 30, 2009

    I hope you know what you are doing.I love you.. and well stay strong..

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