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Staring up at the constellations and I’m wonderin’ something new, will I’m waitin’ for that Folger’s French Vanilla Blend  this feeling that I’m gettin’s-gots-me grinnin’ like a kid   No shit notions adding to the pile of ∞ Goals versus ∞ Dreams (Yet again) For the moment, I'm going forward with all hope and casting aside all reasonable doubt What if I fucked around and I did it! What if I fucked around and I made it! What if I fucked around and flipped a penny on it’s ass Going for it Goal was only to attend the iHeart Music Festival this year and every year for the rest of my life has now quickly became the Dream opportunity of my life…what if a friend shared and showed with a friend could turn into a voice millions could understand, if you feel me then you’ll hear me the moment when I’m @ the point SayingThis in front of all my homeboys and homegirls with they bottles of  Rye Jack in the air that’s gettin’ it in mixed with Rockstar What if did that, would you s...

Yes No Maybe Always Sincerely Yours

  Dear Miss Thang, I hope you miss like I miss you Dear Miss Thang, I hope you need me like I need you Dear Miss Thang, I hope you love me like I love you... Just so you know I am from here on out, without a doubt, yours and yours only.. Smoking another joint just sitting here after another class thinking about another chance at making love to you my bad if saying this comes out a tad bit awkward but shucks honestly my dear I've been off guard ever since the day I laid eyes on you that's what's up with me my honey-cup just me smitten in oh so many ways since the moment I met you still it takes my breathe away will always & forever so elated and overjoyed anytime I hear the beautiful sound of your angelic voice ever so so softly in my ears like the first time you said my name knew that you were the only one for me the first time we ever came even if my words sometimes are jumbled my thoughts for you always seem to fall perfectly into place simple and plain there...

GET IT GOT IT

No matter how hard you may try, until you for yourself are able to recognize the reality that lays within all that you dream, then unfortunately my friend you will never be able to follow in the footsteps of those who believed. #GETITGOTIT Let's float: If I can do it, then my friend you can too, swift flip of the switch leads to treks never trips foggy quips slipped often appear clearer upon reflections lipped, quietly climbing ladders to think chains it through sync'n deep, attic finds stick to the wall like hanging tick that's inner talk text for takin' time, get-it-got-it make-it-take-it own or set on the line, lease fear to your hopes and sign a contract of worry filling yourself worth account with a lifetime of debt, sleep nightly with your worries awake daily with regret, |YOU|'n commits suicide that's a RIP, risk [ON] OFF for anything that sets the tone for everything you dream.. If I can make it, ten folded for ya friend, share the naked filthy proof...

Dear Lord

  Dear Lord, Maybe it's because I always feel so alive on the inside that perhaps then Lord the reason why I'm so unafraid ta die again and again on the outside is because I know that no matter what as long as there is time there always a moment for me to shine, Until it bursts my heart beats harder and faster, until they pop I keep my eyes staring farther and farther past the limits, past the limits, Boom I see Chance Boom I see Audrey Boom Just like Einstein once said IMAGINATION MAKES ANYTHING POSSIBLE The solution to the Theory of Relativity requires you that you see past the obstacles 1/2 is what you connect to the . . . in order to cross the _ Makes ¢ if change your outlook, talking $ always if you change your mind   Who's Saying This stays in concert with constant life shift on forward focused from within toward the invisible limitation of gifts, fatal head on collision awaits any anyone emotionally incapable of mentally v...

4Ever Loved

What if I told you all you need is hope to live your dreams? What if I showed you? What if I shouldered all the load? Would you believe? All your worries, all your fear, all your anguish is my pain...                       Tick tocking my way through some ordinary thoughts, scenes of loss, stings of death, pangs of misery all around How can I heal? How can I help? How can I give more of myself? What else is needed from me in this world? What else is needed from me in this world? I'm wondering loudly about tomorrow, but tommorow's a long ways from today, wondering if I give you all my energy, will you allow to quietly absorb all of your pain, If I sacrifice my wants, will that satisfy your needs, If I promise to keep pushing forward, will at least consider following the path I leave, Solemnly swear to you my open heart, hand-in-hand, I gotcha back, bet as long as...

Alone

  Ss-Ss-Sometimes I'm all alone, with these demons, feel 'em watching, Waiting for me to fall, once again, I see 'em plotting, My life is a constant bowl of equal circumstance & conflict, Contemplation of misery or memory confirmation, Held up in the midst of turmoil using joy as my only outlet, In my head I see a gathering of enemies friends and family my end dealt by the same pair of dirty hands that once cared for me, fatal outlook, Heart for you to diagnose in the place your secrets dwell, Laying it all on the line, for mine, give me peace or give me hell, Ss-Ss-Sometimes I’m wanderin', wanderin', wanderin', all alone in this world Fighting with my back against the wall, Against these demons for the throne, I give my all 'till I fall Epee thrusts for ethics cause, I give my best, give my best, give my best for it......:ALL: Forum my epic efforts cryptically, dispensing newly found resolve, without pau...

CREATIVE REALITY

IMAGINE.   Imagine it all. Imagine not if you can't...nah...IMAGINE and I'll swear you'll see you could.   Circle of MUST, Square of CARE   The same old thing, just-just uh'me and my same old dreams, me and my tired thoughts, me on how I feel versus the seeds, growth through victory, stiff arm my way pass doubt dealing defeat a bit of bitter lathered kick blocking low and swinging wide connectin' knockouts on repeat I win the most, sprinkled scantily gladly I take the reigns of success while sailing life through all storms, good with the bad mixed mood seas of salties range my peeps happy-happy joy-joy or :('y doin' it for my team wit no chains only αδάμας in our rings I@y@ Imagine' if: THIS = THAT THAT = WHAT WHAT = WHO WHO = YOU YOU = ME See it. Feel it. Say it. + Belief is how I manage to beyond, what others perceive as improbable or impossible is simply a matter or worth in my self estimation. I'm making scents for my Beans & Brew, blaz...

Just YlelolMlu

Sit back, relax, and breathe I'm just an ordinary man performing the extraordinary  -Humph- Just'uh Just'uh being who I am, Just me being who I am, Just me being who I am, Just up ta always being the one they need when you fail to Y ǝ o q u, I'm you in the moment it's all on the line, I'm you when you rise, for the team stay clutch mode [ON] OFF and prepared for hell when it's time, All I'm asking you to do is apply what you know to everything you dream, All I need you to do is imagine that it's possible...'nah mean? All I'm telling you comes from everything I know, everything I've done is everything I show, never lead you wrong if you follow me, you'll always make moves forward simultaneously, connected at the joint wires dangling, All I'm asking you to do is BELIEVE IN ME A .lways M .e A .nywhere R .egardless of I .fluence Just believe in me, that's all I'm really askin' Just trust I'm always ready for th...

Never

Never lettin' go, Never shall I give up, Never shall I give in, I'm just too damn tough, Love me now or keys hand, Know heart, know reason, If life ain't about the hunger then my friend why you eatin' Can not hang on my level if you've never reached for stars, If you've never lived the struggle, then you'll never bare the scars, writing ballads on the wall reveal my heart, show my cards Huuuuuuhhhhhh.. So amazing is THIS-world-thank you God! Amazing what I'm doin', stay amazed is your charge, Amongst us ask not, Who is brave, Trust for he /^\ho is brave is also he who answers the call,  Fear not or know one, for all a man, immortal forever is my soul Admit it, I've been about that life, askewed, and back a battle tested vet from rooms board to grounds of war, scenes happiness eschewed   through the shine of the suns rays to the darkness of the storms, I've torn apart all my ene...

daUze

Live or die. *I tell myself* Deep in thought I realize. It's always life or death. *That* Deep inside my feelings hide. Cry for help. I do, I do, I do. Yessinknow *you're the only reason* Why? *I made a choice.* To live for once and be no others. Life. Without limits expectation opens roofs, I'm almost half as nice on paper as the chosen One, Who speaks the truth, dialect just like my Father leaves a fair share searching clues, gift enough photos for 'em and expect to leave roots, I need a suit head to profit while I kick it, no shoes on meet feet no shackles on my arms spinning heads around the globe life (of a) rover wit so laser beam, make copies of the scene and watch the loyal support the team, my pop & squat weights heavy on the shoulders of the fiend .iLIVE| my 1LIFE| forever. @daUze@ when I speak. ? Who's S aying This ?

I'm About Ta Blow Up

I'm About Ta Blow Up by: Who's Saying This                       I'm about ta blow up (Clap, clap, clap)  Say I'm about ta blow up I said that I'm about ta blow up I'm about ta blow,  I'm about ta blow, I'm about ta blow up! I don't give a fuck about them no life biatches stalkin' me on the threads, Bitch #IMABOUTTABLOWUP how I mean it cup Red, grip ingrained helmet off flo back diggin' in, Rich boy Cali board certified product Real dropped from the gums my seed invades the hearts of the weak in a spring is to secrete as flood her river overflows when I'm in bed sorta peep, over This sick BlindBeat Who has 'em throwin' up arms in defeat, while them girls I used ta fuck wit wrists at risk of deep tissue rip, Scrreeetchh and pump tha brakes on ya Corolla when a Ninja burns the 'crete, pose unique when it comes to the handeye so fucks with my stand strong and find...

Three Rules of One

Ever since the idea hit me as a child, my has been to buy beachfront property somewhere along the coast of San Diego, California and building a house with walls that open so that every night I can fall asleep to the sounds of the sea. Purchase a sports franchise or two and run one of the world's most successful companies ever. All while giving back, paving new ways, and providing an avenue of forw ard. I held onto that plan throughout my life and not once have I ever considered any alternate. I couldn't, though I admit there have been a plethora of moments where a review of the steps taken has been warranted. Never a single day where "I'll settle with this for now" or "Maybe it's not possible" prevailed over my pursuit. The end result has appeared to move farther into the distance, but never into the abyss. I have examined the results achieved by those before me and those along side me, and have drawn the conclusion that if it were possible for one t...

All I Know

Step One:   http://www.soundclick.com/bands/default.cfm?bandID=1108668 Step Two: Read while listening to songs 1-4 (Songs must play in order) Step Three: Sit back and mid-day groove one Final Step: TURN THAT ISH UP!! GiiiiiiiiiYou hold the key to my heartiiiiiiiiiiiirrMy BabyrrrrrrI love yourrrrrrrrrrllllllllllMore & Morellllllllllllll ALL I KNOW from This All I want and I care for's throUgh- that's it So for the rest of my life it's hand to heart ring on finger, Kiss after kiss no grass grows greener, Is what it is when I say this shit: Fuck the rest only make love to the Mrs. Real talk 365 days and nights, Who can't love no bitch that ain't his wife, When I hit them gears she's right by side, As I make these mills WE paid for life Saying All I -all I wanna know Is you wit(h) that boo? All I wanna do is Honor you All I wanna do is Love ya too All I want Infinity & Beyond Is to be...with..you All I wanna do All I wanna do A...

Truly iMind

Isn't it amazing how your circumstances can change in an instant? One minute your outlook provides very little (if any) indication of improvement, the next minute you find yourself on a collison course with that which you had so tirelessly sought.. Funny really how things can change from one picture to the next... For weeks now, months, years really I have sought to prove of myself for myself, to learn from myself to learn more of myself, depending solely upon me to do/attain/have for me because I at one point I found myself lost in life, where I truly had no clue of who I really was as a person. I tried to and eventually became the type of person, the type of son, the type of brother, husband, and friend that I felt those around me wanted to be. I lived up the expectations of others, I went outside of my box and willingly placed myself in the multiple boxes that I allowed myself to placed in. Well, I think I'm closing to rediscover something beautiful I almost left behin...

Dear Lord, A Prayer

Dear Lord, All know is all I ask, so question dear Lord what the fuck is happening to man? Dear Lord, Grant me a lifetime of freedom unhindered by the color of my skin, Black, white, or other I seek for all liberties all the same, In the name of Trayvon Martin I feel society is to blame, lax gun laws lead to murders everyday, cut police budgets lead to vigilante ways, and if them take the borders cartels will run our states leading to a war right here home that we may never win, I say enough with Repubs and Democrats only interested in pay, Greed is taking over, MAN WHAT HAPPENED to the theme? Remember Team U.S first before the money, cars, and rings? Used to be about teaching kids in school now it test 'em cause it's cheap, no one stops to listen unless it's the hot trend on Twitter, shared and liked on Facebook, dear Lord it's seems hell's gate we've entered...just I matter of time I guess until we all fall a...

Self Paid

Should I do it FUCK 'EM they've had it coming to them from a while back so yeah I is: Self paid nigga doin' made nigga thangs, on the regular smoking trends for the funds, Self paid nigga doin' made nigga thangs on the FIB for the green for AHMES to lead the way Throwing yella diamonds in the air like I'm signed to Hov's team, whole team netting profits on a bracket bustin' theme, faded off the past leading futures is my thing, spinning tops is what I run through, ichimokui on my life shows I've broke trough clouds, no looking down! Self made nigga doin' made nigga thangs, on the regular smoking trends for the funds I'm just a self paid nigga doin' made nigga thangs on the FIB for the green AHMES I'm just a step away from fucking greatness, and if she'll let me I'll seed her with, luck nine months later a screaming successful baby boy, man I'm causing international percent change incidents when I lot the fucking ...

We Gon/Heart2Heart

<3-2-<3 We gone, We gon' We gone ride forever baby, Take it to whole new level on them lady, Me + You ='s FOREVER...oh ya-yay So sit back & let me sweet serenade you baby If you ever listened to my heart then my love you've always known, If you ever heard my voice then my love is always told, If you ever took the time to look my love always shown, If I share my heart with you I hope world just rides along, -Shift- We gon' rise forever, we-guh we-guh rise forever baby, I could never, I could never, I could never lose you never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever ever leave you times get rough I do what it takes to please you- Yep, We gone, ride for ever-ever, Treat me like a your sponge, I'm here to soak up all your pain, Know I may not be thug but I'll ride on any bank, shit I may not be hood but I'll bubble up that cake, shit I'm talking 'bout woulds & coulds, for you there ain't anythang I can't, ...

Clarity Sans Meaning

As the eyes seek to define the architects' proof-wit-meaning view of the world words prognosticate a smattering of intrinsically motivated sights  subjugating chants twined artfully to infinitely clash mystically enticing strength by spirit rendering mental weak souls forever rift from rest as the talented amongst the few dilute care fueled waves collectively soil the drowning pond of forgotten thought deep lapses of gravel pave the way a'head logical definition buried a thousand streams beneath wrought for a wrath of cleverly placed uncovered shall bend minds translated the image stained upon the beating chest  forcing two to wander the relativity of pain a windfall of broken hearts claims connectivity to shame....Sold as is to the highest bidder a better life provided by the luminous ether living eternally incoherent throughout the rampant dream of glimmering lights.. *Sometimes what is most obvious is most obviously unclear...* WHO'S SAYING THIS?

Worst Week Ever

I've never been fired or "let go" because I was too talented, too good, too smart for the job...that is until recently... I've never experienced such confusion ever in my life..until now...and for the first time ever I do not know what to do... I allowed the ideas, thoughts, creativity of others to open up all the ideas, thoughts, and creativity I've been holding in for quite sometime..I placed my trust in them, I showed them the real me...and all I got out of it was hurt...hurt because instead allowing me to put my ideas to use and work...they stole them and had others carry them out...I feel so hurt..hurt when the old me would feel anger...a searing pain that I know will take time to recover from...When? So many ideas I had, so many things I put together..I thought we were a natural fit, a match made in heaven...turns out...My ideas were but I wasn't...I could have made this company an untouchable, incomparable, internationally recognized winner...i...
SuperStar O - Lights Down Instrumental Taking Over  I'm just like you, you'll see, yet unlike you I like being me, me is he, I am Who, Who of whom the confused seethe pools of hate for the me they'll never be, hated so much because he is who few could never understand or relate, blind never see, defeat is by conscience so unconsciously I delve with schooled matter grey, Einsteinian lisp leaks, defect my past I'm a whole 'nother me, eclipsed the climax of shined moons over sleep, soon the sun will shed light on all I laid in plain lands full of dreams, That's the plan, that's the path, no plot, thicker than them big girls with shorts showing ass, Every time I see the lights go on, I'm ON, I'mma get it tick-tick 'til my life's gone cold, Steady rising to the top skybox no end insight always in the zone, If ya really for penny change thoughts with me ohhh, dropping dimes over lines for the minds open eyes , See me on the list of goats, face f...