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Yes No Maybe Always Sincerely Yours

  Dear Miss Thang, I hope you miss like I miss you Dear Miss Thang, I hope you need me like I need you Dear Miss Thang, I hope you love me like I love you... Just so you know I am from here on out, without a doubt, yours and yours only.. Smoking another joint just sitting here after another class thinking about another chance at making love to you my bad if saying this comes out a tad bit awkward but shucks honestly my dear I've been off guard ever since the day I laid eyes on you that's what's up with me my honey-cup just me smitten in oh so many ways since the moment I met you still it takes my breathe away will always & forever so elated and overjoyed anytime I hear the beautiful sound of your angelic voice ever so so softly in my ears like the first time you said my name knew that you were the only one for me the first time we ever came even if my words sometimes are jumbled my thoughts for you always seem to fall perfectly into place simple and plain there...

Alone

  Ss-Ss-Sometimes I'm all alone, with these demons, feel 'em watching, Waiting for me to fall, once again, I see 'em plotting, My life is a constant bowl of equal circumstance & conflict, Contemplation of misery or memory confirmation, Held up in the midst of turmoil using joy as my only outlet, In my head I see a gathering of enemies friends and family my end dealt by the same pair of dirty hands that once cared for me, fatal outlook, Heart for you to diagnose in the place your secrets dwell, Laying it all on the line, for mine, give me peace or give me hell, Ss-Ss-Sometimes I’m wanderin', wanderin', wanderin', all alone in this world Fighting with my back against the wall, Against these demons for the throne, I give my all 'till I fall Epee thrusts for ethics cause, I give my best, give my best, give my best for it......:ALL: Forum my epic efforts cryptically, dispensing newly found resolve, without pau...

CREATIVE REALITY

IMAGINE.   Imagine it all. Imagine not if you can't...nah...IMAGINE and I'll swear you'll see you could.   Circle of MUST, Square of CARE   The same old thing, just-just uh'me and my same old dreams, me and my tired thoughts, me on how I feel versus the seeds, growth through victory, stiff arm my way pass doubt dealing defeat a bit of bitter lathered kick blocking low and swinging wide connectin' knockouts on repeat I win the most, sprinkled scantily gladly I take the reigns of success while sailing life through all storms, good with the bad mixed mood seas of salties range my peeps happy-happy joy-joy or :('y doin' it for my team wit no chains only αδάμας in our rings I@y@ Imagine' if: THIS = THAT THAT = WHAT WHAT = WHO WHO = YOU YOU = ME See it. Feel it. Say it. + Belief is how I manage to beyond, what others perceive as improbable or impossible is simply a matter or worth in my self estimation. I'm making scents for my Beans & Brew, blaz...

Three Rules of One

Ever since the idea hit me as a child, my has been to buy beachfront property somewhere along the coast of San Diego, California and building a house with walls that open so that every night I can fall asleep to the sounds of the sea. Purchase a sports franchise or two and run one of the world's most successful companies ever. All while giving back, paving new ways, and providing an avenue of forw ard. I held onto that plan throughout my life and not once have I ever considered any alternate. I couldn't, though I admit there have been a plethora of moments where a review of the steps taken has been warranted. Never a single day where "I'll settle with this for now" or "Maybe it's not possible" prevailed over my pursuit. The end result has appeared to move farther into the distance, but never into the abyss. I have examined the results achieved by those before me and those along side me, and have drawn the conclusion that if it were possible for one t...

Just the Same

Just the Same If you can't understand my efforts then you'll never get my gains, Bitch-Bitch-Bitch, I know you hear me, I'm so Rich-Rich-Rich in 50 ways, > Money on dresser, take this tip and keep the change, I'm on a Bad Meets Evil clip stay flipping scripts like Tyler P,  > Amari sticks to ownership stacking chips and breaking banks, acting bad in the lab, paranoid of the fake, common man thinks I am, but doesth not know me thus not knoweth the one known for dropping divine shards of matter grey, spray painting all the walls 'til the world see my face  >  Who's Saying This I wash down all the hate with a shot of Gatorade, haters make me tons of profits, picture perfect pause for frame, Cameras click-clack clock it I'm 100 miles ahead You will never touch this level if I put you on the plain, if you can't understand my reason you will never share my pain, fuck it then it's fuck you now, face down ass up false hope i...

Full of Forethought

If you’re reading this page, and this is your first time..I welcome you, and the same time I offer you very little explanation of course of verbal direction as I foolishly assume you possess the mental capability to comprehend.. For anyone else…You may not know this, but it’s been a while since I’ve sat down and just wrote what I thought and how I felt. Pretty strange turn my page has taken over the course of the past few months, I suppose one would be correct in saying that lately I’ve put so much of my efforts and thoughts into writing music, that a part of me has fallen silent. Well I’m quite sure how I would respond to such a opinion, perhaps mainly because on some level such an opinion would be true. But you see, it’s not that I no longer care about sharing what I think, or that I feel as though nary a soul would care anyway…It’s just that it’s hard to know and understand how people feel, if everyone is so afraid to share… The world as you know is ever changing, as one c...

Un Institutionalized

System Status: OFF SLEEP HIBERNATE [ ON ]REBOOT Internal Hardware Analysis: In Progress…5% Complete…Less than 3 Minutes Remaining Internal Software Analysis: 100% Complete…Updates Available *DOWNLOAD  Available Updates Server: [YES] NO LATER External Hardware Analysis: 100% Complete…0 Conflicts Detected External Software Analysis: 100% Complete…NEW Software Detected *USER ATTENTION NEEDED* CRITICAL MESSAGES & WARNINGS: Memory capacity is in critical state!! SYSTEM SUGGESTIONS: UPLOAD DELETE or TRANSFER File named *Who’s Saying This* before continuing.. What would like to do?: [OPEN] DELETE SAVE TRANSFER One Moment Please…. Case Study Subject: WHO’S SAYING THIS Students of mind may one day make endless attempts to decode, decipher and comprehend what will soon be characterized as the inner psychological workings of the worlds’ current only living lyrical genius in his prime. Who’s Saying This- Not ...

Who Now?

I'm too real, too wild with my style Sex appeal, ladies know they want ta freak me, freak me out RIGHT NOW Swag so strong, weigh too much to keep me down Had the nerve to say I can't write, well bitch enjoy the freestyle Dance along in your cubicle if ya feelin' the geek now Tuesday on the lunch menu I'm 'bout eat this bitch out, holding too much shit in will kill ya So turn it up blow them fucking speakers out, eyeglasses on my face can you, can you see me now, turn my hat to the back let you read these words, scream 'em out: WHO'S SAYING THIS NO SHIT THAT'S REALLY ME WOW!!! Oh my God, he really does exist No shit I'm not a rapper, just so good at talking shit, Not really a singer, just platinum lyricist, never sold a single album, but I still stack chips Betcha if ya ask ya friends they say I killed this shit, If you ever doubt again, just remember WHO'S THE BEST When you're fighting with your man SAYING I wish, I had...