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Dear Lord

  Dear Lord, Maybe it's because I always feel so alive on the inside that perhaps then Lord the reason why I'm so unafraid ta die again and again on the outside is because I know that no matter what as long as there is time there always a moment for me to shine, Until it bursts my heart beats harder and faster, until they pop I keep my eyes staring farther and farther past the limits, past the limits, Boom I see Chance Boom I see Audrey Boom Just like Einstein once said IMAGINATION MAKES ANYTHING POSSIBLE The solution to the Theory of Relativity requires you that you see past the obstacles 1/2 is what you connect to the . . . in order to cross the _ Makes ¢ if change your outlook, talking $ always if you change your mind   Who's Saying This stays in concert with constant life shift on forward focused from within toward the invisible limitation of gifts, fatal head on collision awaits any anyone emotionally incapable of mentally v...

4Ever Loved

What if I told you all you need is hope to live your dreams? What if I showed you? What if I shouldered all the load? Would you believe? All your worries, all your fear, all your anguish is my pain...                       Tick tocking my way through some ordinary thoughts, scenes of loss, stings of death, pangs of misery all around How can I heal? How can I help? How can I give more of myself? What else is needed from me in this world? What else is needed from me in this world? I'm wondering loudly about tomorrow, but tommorow's a long ways from today, wondering if I give you all my energy, will you allow to quietly absorb all of your pain, If I sacrifice my wants, will that satisfy your needs, If I promise to keep pushing forward, will at least consider following the path I leave, Solemnly swear to you my open heart, hand-in-hand, I gotcha back, bet as long as...

Just YlelolMlu

Sit back, relax, and breathe I'm just an ordinary man performing the extraordinary  -Humph- Just'uh Just'uh being who I am, Just me being who I am, Just me being who I am, Just up ta always being the one they need when you fail to Y ǝ o q u, I'm you in the moment it's all on the line, I'm you when you rise, for the team stay clutch mode [ON] OFF and prepared for hell when it's time, All I'm asking you to do is apply what you know to everything you dream, All I need you to do is imagine that it's possible...'nah mean? All I'm telling you comes from everything I know, everything I've done is everything I show, never lead you wrong if you follow me, you'll always make moves forward simultaneously, connected at the joint wires dangling, All I'm asking you to do is BELIEVE IN ME A .lways M .e A .nywhere R .egardless of I .fluence Just believe in me, that's all I'm really askin' Just trust I'm always ready for th...

Never

Never lettin' go, Never shall I give up, Never shall I give in, I'm just too damn tough, Love me now or keys hand, Know heart, know reason, If life ain't about the hunger then my friend why you eatin' Can not hang on my level if you've never reached for stars, If you've never lived the struggle, then you'll never bare the scars, writing ballads on the wall reveal my heart, show my cards Huuuuuuhhhhhh.. So amazing is THIS-world-thank you God! Amazing what I'm doin', stay amazed is your charge, Amongst us ask not, Who is brave, Trust for he /^\ho is brave is also he who answers the call,  Fear not or know one, for all a man, immortal forever is my soul Admit it, I've been about that life, askewed, and back a battle tested vet from rooms board to grounds of war, scenes happiness eschewed   through the shine of the suns rays to the darkness of the storms, I've torn apart all my ene...

daUze

Live or die. *I tell myself* Deep in thought I realize. It's always life or death. *That* Deep inside my feelings hide. Cry for help. I do, I do, I do. Yessinknow *you're the only reason* Why? *I made a choice.* To live for once and be no others. Life. Without limits expectation opens roofs, I'm almost half as nice on paper as the chosen One, Who speaks the truth, dialect just like my Father leaves a fair share searching clues, gift enough photos for 'em and expect to leave roots, I need a suit head to profit while I kick it, no shoes on meet feet no shackles on my arms spinning heads around the globe life (of a) rover wit so laser beam, make copies of the scene and watch the loyal support the team, my pop & squat weights heavy on the shoulders of the fiend .iLIVE| my 1LIFE| forever. @daUze@ when I speak. ? Who's S aying This ?

Random Favors Open Doors

For the past few days I have been trying to figure out how to ask you for this one favor and one favor alone. But I haven't the slightest clue of how to ask in you such a way that you'll get without me having to explain to you the why & the reason... So I'll try yet again... I need a really huge favor.  (BTW) I am having a celebration soon...and well....I was wondering.if I send you an invitation wills uoy atttend? That's later, but for now here is my favor: Maintain your sights on all that you visualize as real and proceed forward only in that direction which places all that you seee before within your tenderest of holds. And do so at your pace and your pace alone.

I'm About Ta Blow Up

I'm About Ta Blow Up by: Who's Saying This                       I'm about ta blow up (Clap, clap, clap)  Say I'm about ta blow up I said that I'm about ta blow up I'm about ta blow,  I'm about ta blow, I'm about ta blow up! I don't give a fuck about them no life biatches stalkin' me on the threads, Bitch #IMABOUTTABLOWUP how I mean it cup Red, grip ingrained helmet off flo back diggin' in, Rich boy Cali board certified product Real dropped from the gums my seed invades the hearts of the weak in a spring is to secrete as flood her river overflows when I'm in bed sorta peep, over This sick BlindBeat Who has 'em throwin' up arms in defeat, while them girls I used ta fuck wit wrists at risk of deep tissue rip, Scrreeetchh and pump tha brakes on ya Corolla when a Ninja burns the 'crete, pose unique when it comes to the handeye so fucks with my stand strong and find...

All I Know

Step One:   http://www.soundclick.com/bands/default.cfm?bandID=1108668 Step Two: Read while listening to songs 1-4 (Songs must play in order) Step Three: Sit back and mid-day groove one Final Step: TURN THAT ISH UP!! GiiiiiiiiiYou hold the key to my heartiiiiiiiiiiiirrMy BabyrrrrrrI love yourrrrrrrrrrllllllllllMore & Morellllllllllllll ALL I KNOW from This All I want and I care for's throUgh- that's it So for the rest of my life it's hand to heart ring on finger, Kiss after kiss no grass grows greener, Is what it is when I say this shit: Fuck the rest only make love to the Mrs. Real talk 365 days and nights, Who can't love no bitch that ain't his wife, When I hit them gears she's right by side, As I make these mills WE paid for life Saying All I -all I wanna know Is you wit(h) that boo? All I wanna do is Honor you All I wanna do is Love ya too All I want Infinity & Beyond Is to be...with..you All I wanna do All I wanna do A...

Truly iMind

Isn't it amazing how your circumstances can change in an instant? One minute your outlook provides very little (if any) indication of improvement, the next minute you find yourself on a collison course with that which you had so tirelessly sought.. Funny really how things can change from one picture to the next... For weeks now, months, years really I have sought to prove of myself for myself, to learn from myself to learn more of myself, depending solely upon me to do/attain/have for me because I at one point I found myself lost in life, where I truly had no clue of who I really was as a person. I tried to and eventually became the type of person, the type of son, the type of brother, husband, and friend that I felt those around me wanted to be. I lived up the expectations of others, I went outside of my box and willingly placed myself in the multiple boxes that I allowed myself to placed in. Well, I think I'm closing to rediscover something beautiful I almost left behin...

Pathway

-- Boy oh boy, man oh man....This whole attempt at being an author thing is something SERIOUS! I mean like hot damn! Oh shit fa'real fa'real, muh'muh'muh-MOTHERFUCKING fa'fa-REAL(?) YES I AM! Will I make it another page or will I crumble it all up and throw it away? Worth vs. Self > or = to my type & spray, that be my write & say. -- To put my life on Word thus into words for others to observe, requires a sort of loosening of nerve combined with the acceptance that I am running the risk of ridicule, and above it all letting people that I know..those who know me, and that those I don't know at all, inside of a place that I for most part I've kept to myself for the past 32 years. This may turn out to be my toughest thing I've ever done in my life and God knows..I have dealt with some very tough shit before, but shit God also knows the real shit I've been dealing with on a daily for the past few months away from this book that at this...

We Gon/Heart2Heart

<3-2-<3 We gone, We gon' We gone ride forever baby, Take it to whole new level on them lady, Me + You ='s FOREVER...oh ya-yay So sit back & let me sweet serenade you baby If you ever listened to my heart then my love you've always known, If you ever heard my voice then my love is always told, If you ever took the time to look my love always shown, If I share my heart with you I hope world just rides along, -Shift- We gon' rise forever, we-guh we-guh rise forever baby, I could never, I could never, I could never lose you never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever ever leave you times get rough I do what it takes to please you- Yep, We gone, ride for ever-ever, Treat me like a your sponge, I'm here to soak up all your pain, Know I may not be thug but I'll ride on any bank, shit I may not be hood but I'll bubble up that cake, shit I'm talking 'bout woulds & coulds, for you there ain't anythang I can't, ...

Clarity Sans Meaning

As the eyes seek to define the architects' proof-wit-meaning view of the world words prognosticate a smattering of intrinsically motivated sights  subjugating chants twined artfully to infinitely clash mystically enticing strength by spirit rendering mental weak souls forever rift from rest as the talented amongst the few dilute care fueled waves collectively soil the drowning pond of forgotten thought deep lapses of gravel pave the way a'head logical definition buried a thousand streams beneath wrought for a wrath of cleverly placed uncovered shall bend minds translated the image stained upon the beating chest  forcing two to wander the relativity of pain a windfall of broken hearts claims connectivity to shame....Sold as is to the highest bidder a better life provided by the luminous ether living eternally incoherent throughout the rampant dream of glimmering lights.. *Sometimes what is most obvious is most obviously unclear...* WHO'S SAYING THIS?

Worst Week Ever

I've never been fired or "let go" because I was too talented, too good, too smart for the job...that is until recently... I've never experienced such confusion ever in my life..until now...and for the first time ever I do not know what to do... I allowed the ideas, thoughts, creativity of others to open up all the ideas, thoughts, and creativity I've been holding in for quite sometime..I placed my trust in them, I showed them the real me...and all I got out of it was hurt...hurt because instead allowing me to put my ideas to use and work...they stole them and had others carry them out...I feel so hurt..hurt when the old me would feel anger...a searing pain that I know will take time to recover from...When? So many ideas I had, so many things I put together..I thought we were a natural fit, a match made in heaven...turns out...My ideas were but I wasn't...I could have made this company an untouchable, incomparable, internationally recognized winner...i...
SuperStar O - Lights Down Instrumental Taking Over  I'm just like you, you'll see, yet unlike you I like being me, me is he, I am Who, Who of whom the confused seethe pools of hate for the me they'll never be, hated so much because he is who few could never understand or relate, blind never see, defeat is by conscience so unconsciously I delve with schooled matter grey, Einsteinian lisp leaks, defect my past I'm a whole 'nother me, eclipsed the climax of shined moons over sleep, soon the sun will shed light on all I laid in plain lands full of dreams, That's the plan, that's the path, no plot, thicker than them big girls with shorts showing ass, Every time I see the lights go on, I'm ON, I'mma get it tick-tick 'til my life's gone cold, Steady rising to the top skybox no end insight always in the zone, If ya really for penny change thoughts with me ohhh, dropping dimes over lines for the minds open eyes , See me on the list of goats, face f...

What is Love/Goodbye

I ask- What is Love? Whatcha know about love beyond bond when things change,  When the hard rain comes, are you down enough to remain?,  What is Love,  Is love strong in the face of all disaster acting as a shield to shield lovers from heartbreaks pain,  as its written is as I how I say,  how I prove it, love, is no game,  What is love? What is Love? I loved her more in the morning love than any man could in their lifetime, like three days grace, she was a gift from the above in the chess game of love she played the queen to my knight, build a fortress by a lake I just might’ve had my queen not slayed me past fortnight, killed by her the one I wanted as my wife- Whatcha know about love beyond bond when things change, When the hard rain comes are you down enough remain, What is Love She keeps a smattering of torn hearts, scorned lovers, and missed connections, scattered across globe like a broken heart...

Triple B's

There will no doubt be some that will find offense to what I’m about to say, I don’t give a fuck, no way, ‘cause I’m already heaven saved, so far up I rise from sand… BITCHES, BITCHES, BITCHES ….Click and bob your fucking head. Bitches, Bitches, Bitches Written by: Amari L. Williams (Hook) YYYYYYYOOOOOOUUUUUU BITCHES,BITCHES,BITCHES Don't know me (You) Bitches, bitches, bitches, Can't hold me, (You) Bitches, Bitches, Bitches, Wanna know me now (You) Bitches all around, wishing & wanting to tie me down,     What the fuck mind gone genius, blown off chopped up kush no seedings, plot & scheming alls uh nigga really here for, Who's Saying This aka Mr. Top Spot no dreaming pitch black tint push button start goes top down no ceilings, (Hook) BITCHES,BITCHES,BITCHES Don't know I run the business now, Bitches, Bitches, Bitches, I hold the fucking crown, Bitches, Bitches, Bitches, Lips tight silence, bitches all around Too late for then, it's over for yo...

Circumpolar Star

“Circumpolar Star” Written By: Amari L. Williams I could never measure my love for you on a scale of 1 to 10, Just keeping it 100 with you baby, my feelings for you INFINITE, You keep me straight laced up with your curiously amorous innocence, no disrespect when it seems I’m not paying attention or I show little interest in all the things you say, I’m just trying to time the moment I silence you with a kiss, mmm those soft full lips, I bet their sweet as honey, YES, forever etched, your in my head, fresh to death when you dress, f--k the rest you’re the best, I must admit, openly I confess, you’re light years above and beyond the next, can't compare your love to none, forever & eternity, all you’ve given me borders on too much, no way that I could ever repay you but offer the rest of my life for starts, from the moment you take my hand, on the our voyage we depart, our future a love filled expedition, here’s to you/me and a success...

Ups and Downs

In the span of two months I've done seen, been through and overcome a got damn lot, life's ups outweighed by the downs but fuck them frowns I keep a smiling mouth, as I ink my thoughts I hope this helps someone somewhere in some got damn way somehow, spent two months in jail with no bail until them motherfuckers let me out, then I lost my aunt, the only person in the world who seemed to understand my thoughts (RIP Audrey),  damn I really miss you & love you lots, gained a nephew back in Feb but now in June his parents are splitting apart, wish I could save their love searching for the glue that bonds two hearts together when two minds are lost, celebrated the graduations of my little brother, and my two nieces hope I'm around to see the '15 of my future daughter inlaw, hope my son recognizes all his past failures are the foundation of future success the types of which few have known before, while I hope my brother puts it all together soon before he loses it all,  l...

Wondering WTF

The high and ever rising price of oil and thus the price of gas is but enough to drive a person mad, while big corps watch from the windows of their offices fresh suit & tie they laugh. Just as politicians are content to sit hold counsel behind closed doors, drafting unwritten agreements each planning to do very much in the way of forever achieving nothing, yet place blame on each other when questioned by the voting public. So quick they say , “it’s the Presidents fault,” so quick to quick to tear him down, expect “his people to lift him up. I’m wondering WHAT THE FUCK? The fate of man has truly gone off course, no matter the color of skin it appears that each day more and more people are losing their jobs, even teachers. The numbers of those who fail to posses the proper education and skills to fill the openings available are growing, while others with talents beyond that of many are constantly being overlooked. But everyday a new ‘g’ is being added by cell phone provide...

Selling Soul

Selling Soul Lyrics Written, Patent & Rights  Held By: Amari L. Williams, otherwise known as “Who’s Saying This” Why am I even doing this, Why the fuck should I try Everybody knows the greatest songs ever made are all full of lies The only way to reach success, is by trading in pride So for the keys to the million dollar home and hundred thousand dollar ride I’m exchanging who I am are for what robot the labels design I’ll smoke a ton a weed and promise to only mix lean with my sprite gotta do it real big ‘cause big sells out shows every night I’ll brag about the girls/fake trips around the world/tell how I used to deal drugs from my trap house in the ‘burbs / roll with a squad goons prepared to kill/all street trained with AK’s is how I plan to seal and secure a deal why because no one wants to sign you if you were born in Beverly Hills/which is why I’m thinking about selling my soul for music industry appeal handing over my soul just to make a millio...