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I just finished doing something that ALWAYS feels good and I want to tell the you all about it…I did it in that way that makes you feel all good inside… I must confess it made me shiver a little bit and I feel that also must admit that there was a minute or two there where I thought I couldn’t handle doing it anymore, it felt like I was going to burst…I even got a little weak-in-my-knees and out of breath during the process…but DAMN was it worth it, just the thing I needed right now. All my problems and the problems of the world seemed to just “fade away” for a moment. No bills, no children, no wars, no politics, nothing just me and that person…it felt like an eternity, like we were on a planet all our own.. Man, y’all have got to do this at least once today…hell more than once…I plan on doing what I just did over and over and over again today. I think next time though I’m going to do it with a group of people around instead of just one person, sounds crazy I know but I want as many pe...

There comes a point in life when all of us feel like giving up on our dreams and for me today was that day. Today I felt so discouraged, I felt like giving up, I felt like no one cared to listen, for awhile there I did give up. I logged on here as I usually do and I just sat here staring at everything that I've written, I thought about how I felt when I wrote certain things, I remembered how I felt when I was writing some of those things. I even went so far as to write my "Goodbye Letter" to writing, I did all that because I felt that my dream was just that a "dream". I even told everyone in my house how it was time for me to put away my thoughts and my childish antics and I even decided to change my college major, from Theater to something I've known I was good at all my life...Computers, even picked out the exact degree that I felt was the best for putting food on the table and for ensuring the futures' of my children. Just when I was doing so and fe...

Did you ever think that you would be the ICON?? Did you know that you would be the HERO?? Striped shirts un-pressed, hair at times a complete mess…IT SEEMS..that while I’m livin thru my dreams, my reality you always seem TO FIND…It’s in your eyes I tend to find “better wishes” of a time when the stresses of my mind aren’t on you all the time…Realize that I am but a man with a “crazy-thought-out” plan, that will take US to a land….We’ll FIND…So to this I’ll put an end, but b-4 I do I’ll say again: That with you I know I can, tread thru blindly in the sand, holding nothing but your hand…My HERO… To INFINITY & BEYOND, ‘till all the stars are faded and gone, my heart will carry on..Our LIGHT. ‘Cause no matter where you are you will always be my star, and I’ll keep you in my jar..Of DREAMS…

Okay so I’ve been driving around for the past 2 Hours with this in my brain: CRACKED out of my mind I feel you, thru the pains from these “lines of dreams” I’m seeing you, my methods methodic so filled with COKE it’s ironic…I smile…my smile is so “GAY” from the way I feel from being so REAL. It’s my wonder then of wonders why I can’t keep from under…my DREAMS…My mind so filled with dreams of things defined, sure I’ll puff it and may I take a…DIME…I NEED it man!!!, that can of “PINE” i feel it man!!!..While I’m sippin down 35 I’m SEEIN-MAN…blurred eyes I’m slippin out into lines..so yellow and unkind on top of the world feeling FiNE: I’m SOOO YOUNG, RICH & HIGH…Is it the liquor or my mind, I’ll have to find the …ANSWER…While I’m wondering if these “WORDS WILL RYHME?”, fuck it though I’m sayin as I blaze a little Haitian with this chick & her “menstrations” face filled with the relations of her mouth and my dick, facin…THE SUN…”Poppin Pills” for thrills did she ever thi...