@Who's Saying This

Uh-huh... Pass me that lighter.. Now turn me up a bit..                       "Click, click, click, click" "Inhale, exhale Inhale, exhale Inhale, exhale" Yeah I'm ready in tha tent time to flip off the suit slide soft cross sheets key 'em chillin off the loop in the fridge 'til I'm ready for that alphabet soup off the sauce in the pan if you get then you hand fail to follow then no cup for two my friend time ta Click, click, click, Inhale, exhale, Inhale, exhale, Inhale, exhale Soon as I spark it baby we goin' Waldoff, , soon as I light it we goin' Woolworth, , soon as I fire it up we taking off, so take it all gripin' grape til the papers tall token golden flakes in all drips seeing sugar walls wide as rulers whoatmosphere is thick gettin' looser by the foot Ajustawinner by the yard while they choking off my soot I'm getting closer to catching a bag full of falling stars buy...

Sit back, relax, and breathe I'm just an ordinary man performing the extraordinary  -Humph- Just'uh Just'uh being who I am, Just me being who I am, Just me being who I am, Just up ta always being the one they need when you fail to Y ǝ o q u, I'm you in the moment it's all on the line, I'm you when you rise, for the team stay clutch mode [ON] OFF and prepared for hell when it's time, All I'm asking you to do is apply what you know to everything you dream, All I need you to do is imagine that it's possible...'nah mean? All I'm telling you comes from everything I know, everything I've done is everything I show, never lead you wrong if you follow me, you'll always make moves forward simultaneously, connected at the joint wires dangling, All I'm asking you to do is BELIEVE IN ME A .lways M .e A .nywhere R .egardless of I .fluence Just believe in me, that's all I'm really askin' Just trust I'm always ready for th...

Never lettin' go, Never shall I give up, Never shall I give in, I'm just too damn tough, Love me now or keys hand, Know heart, know reason, If life ain't about the hunger then my friend why you eatin' Can not hang on my level if you've never reached for stars, If you've never lived the struggle, then you'll never bare the scars, writing ballads on the wall reveal my heart, show my cards Huuuuuuhhhhhh.. So amazing is THIS-world-thank you God! Amazing what I'm doin', stay amazed is your charge, Amongst us ask not, Who is brave, Trust for he /^\ho is brave is also he who answers the call,  Fear not or know one, for all a man, immortal forever is my soul Admit it, I've been about that life, askewed, and back a battle tested vet from rooms board to grounds of war, scenes happiness eschewed   through the shine of the suns rays to the darkness of the storms, I've torn apart all my ene...

For the past few days I have been trying to figure out how to ask you for this one favor and one favor alone. But I haven't the slightest clue of how to ask in you such a way that you'll get without me having to explain to you the why & the reason... So I'll try yet again... I need a really huge favor.  (BTW) I am having a celebration soon...and well....I was wondering.if I send you an invitation wills uoy atttend? That's later, but for now here is my favor: Maintain your sights on all that you visualize as real and proceed forward only in that direction which places all that you seee before within your tenderest of holds. And do so at your pace and your pace alone.

Isn't it amazing how your circumstances can change in an instant? One minute your outlook provides very little (if any) indication of improvement, the next minute you find yourself on a collison course with that which you had so tirelessly sought.. Funny really how things can change from one picture to the next... For weeks now, months, years really I have sought to prove of myself for myself, to learn from myself to learn more of myself, depending solely upon me to do/attain/have for me because I at one point I found myself lost in life, where I truly had no clue of who I really was as a person. I tried to and eventually became the type of person, the type of son, the type of brother, husband, and friend that I felt those around me wanted to be. I lived up the expectations of others, I went outside of my box and willingly placed myself in the multiple boxes that I allowed myself to placed in. Well, I think I'm closing to rediscover something beautiful I almost left behin...

-- Boy oh boy, man oh man....This whole attempt at being an author thing is something SERIOUS! I mean like hot damn! Oh shit fa'real fa'real, muh'muh'muh-MOTHERFUCKING fa'fa-REAL(?) YES I AM! Will I make it another page or will I crumble it all up and throw it away? Worth vs. Self > or = to my type & spray, that be my write & say. -- To put my life on Word thus into words for others to observe, requires a sort of loosening of nerve combined with the acceptance that I am running the risk of ridicule, and above it all letting people that I know..those who know me, and that those I don't know at all, inside of a place that I for most part I've kept to myself for the past 32 years. This may turn out to be my toughest thing I've ever done in my life and God knows..I have dealt with some very tough shit before, but shit God also knows the real shit I've been dealing with on a daily for the past few months away from this book that at this...

<3-2-<3 We gone, We gon' We gone ride forever baby, Take it to whole new level on them lady, Me + You ='s FOREVER...oh ya-yay So sit back & let me sweet serenade you baby If you ever listened to my heart then my love you've always known, If you ever heard my voice then my love is always told, If you ever took the time to look my love always shown, If I share my heart with you I hope world just rides along, -Shift- We gon' rise forever, we-guh we-guh rise forever baby, I could never, I could never, I could never lose you never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever ever leave you times get rough I do what it takes to please you- Yep, We gone, ride for ever-ever, Treat me like a your sponge, I'm here to soak up all your pain, Know I may not be thug but I'll ride on any bank, shit I may not be hood but I'll bubble up that cake, shit I'm talking 'bout woulds & coulds, for you there ain't anythang I can't, ...

As the eyes seek to define the architects' proof-wit-meaning view of the world words prognosticate a smattering of intrinsically motivated sights  subjugating chants twined artfully to infinitely clash mystically enticing strength by spirit rendering mental weak souls forever rift from rest as the talented amongst the few dilute care fueled waves collectively soil the drowning pond of forgotten thought deep lapses of gravel pave the way a'head logical definition buried a thousand streams beneath wrought for a wrath of cleverly placed uncovered shall bend minds translated the image stained upon the beating chest  forcing two to wander the relativity of pain a windfall of broken hearts claims connectivity to shame....Sold as is to the highest bidder a better life provided by the luminous ether living eternally incoherent throughout the rampant dream of glimmering lights.. *Sometimes what is most obvious is most obviously unclear...* WHO'S SAYING THIS?

I've never been fired or "let go" because I was too talented, too good, too smart for the job...that is until recently... I've never experienced such confusion ever in my life..until now...and for the first time ever I do not know what to do... I allowed the ideas, thoughts, creativity of others to open up all the ideas, thoughts, and creativity I've been holding in for quite sometime..I placed my trust in them, I showed them the real me...and all I got out of it was hurt...hurt because instead allowing me to put my ideas to use and work...they stole them and had others carry them out...I feel so hurt..hurt when the old me would feel anger...a searing pain that I know will take time to recover from...When? So many ideas I had, so many things I put together..I thought we were a natural fit, a match made in heaven...turns out...My ideas were but I wasn't...I could have made this company an untouchable, incomparable, internationally recognized winner...i...

SuperStar O - Lights Down Instrumental Taking Over  I'm just like you, you'll see, yet unlike you I like being me, me is he, I am Who, Who of whom the confused seethe pools of hate for the me they'll never be, hated so much because he is who few could never understand or relate, blind never see, defeat is by conscience so unconsciously I delve with schooled matter grey, Einsteinian lisp leaks, defect my past I'm a whole 'nother me, eclipsed the climax of shined moons over sleep, soon the sun will shed light on all I laid in plain lands full of dreams, That's the plan, that's the path, no plot, thicker than them big girls with shorts showing ass, Every time I see the lights go on, I'm ON, I'mma get it tick-tick 'til my life's gone cold, Steady rising to the top skybox no end insight always in the zone, If ya really for penny change thoughts with me ohhh, dropping dimes over lines for the minds open eyes , See me on the list of goats, face f...

                      This here is a celebration, shining moment, lights bright, letting it all go soak in, taking a minute for tonight, Yeah its on, this here’s a hit, made it happen, no denying Time tome sit and enjoy it all, took a mighty long time, pushing builders up hill with no help I have arrived, Dark days forever gone, all I do now is shine, seems my tomorrows finally here, yeah today’s finally arrived Pop them bottles and celebrate Yeah its going down tonight So often & quite handedly do I deliver thoughts of mine, so mind numbingly quick you’d think I fucking shattered time, hold my own on every track, broke the mold now I shine, took a while to get here, now that I have it’s all mine, Out to break the hearts those while I end the career of foes, middle finger in the air forever screaming forever fuck ‘em both Laying down heavy tracks of  heavenly scripture, dontcha know don’t provoke,...

I ask- What is Love? Whatcha know about love beyond bond when things change,  When the hard rain comes, are you down enough to remain?,  What is Love,  Is love strong in the face of all disaster acting as a shield to shield lovers from heartbreaks pain,  as its written is as I how I say,  how I prove it, love, is no game,  What is love? What is Love? I loved her more in the morning love than any man could in their lifetime, like three days grace, she was a gift from the above in the chess game of love she played the queen to my knight, build a fortress by a lake I just might’ve had my queen not slayed me past fortnight, killed by her the one I wanted as my wife- Whatcha know about love beyond bond when things change, When the hard rain comes are you down enough remain, What is Love She keeps a smattering of torn hearts, scorned lovers, and missed connections, scattered across globe like a broken heart...

If I told u were the 1, U, all I think about when I lay down at night, no matter where u are in the world, would see our stars aligned, would u see the dreams I have for u & I, My plans for the future, Babies maybe if it's u & I, damn, I've fallen hard for ur love can't even lie, no way I'd deny, u're the one I need at night, U are the one, U are the one, Please say, please say, please say u'll be my wife Eternity we'll share, making memories of dreams no others dare, my dear, the sweetest rose I'll kiss ur nose & lick u anywhere, I'll rub ur toes & help u pick out fancy underwear, so fuck the haters let 'em hate, let 'em watch & stare, I'm cards all in show my hand it's a ring I bare, U are the 1, U are the 1, Please say, say u're down to meet me there Castle wedding for my princess, here's me asking, are u listening? Gotta do it over Facebook 'cause my phone is fucking missing...Posted on...