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Pathway

-- Boy oh boy, man oh man....This whole attempt at being an author thing is something SERIOUS! I mean like hot damn! Oh shit fa'real fa'real, muh'muh'muh-MOTHERFUCKING fa'fa-REAL(?) YES I AM! Will I make it another page or will I crumble it all up and throw it away? Worth vs. Self > or = to my type & spray, that be my write & say. -- To put my life on Word thus into words for others to observe, requires a sort of loosening of nerve combined with the acceptance that I am running the risk of ridicule, and above it all letting people that I know..those who know me, and that those I don't know at all, inside of a place that I for most part I've kept to myself for the past 32 years. This may turn out to be my toughest thing I've ever done in my life and God knows..I have dealt with some very tough shit before, but shit God also knows the real shit I've been dealing with on a daily for the past few months away from this book that at this...
SuperStar O - Lights Down Instrumental Taking Over  I'm just like you, you'll see, yet unlike you I like being me, me is he, I am Who, Who of whom the confused seethe pools of hate for the me they'll never be, hated so much because he is who few could never understand or relate, blind never see, defeat is by conscience so unconsciously I delve with schooled matter grey, Einsteinian lisp leaks, defect my past I'm a whole 'nother me, eclipsed the climax of shined moons over sleep, soon the sun will shed light on all I laid in plain lands full of dreams, That's the plan, that's the path, no plot, thicker than them big girls with shorts showing ass, Every time I see the lights go on, I'm ON, I'mma get it tick-tick 'til my life's gone cold, Steady rising to the top skybox no end insight always in the zone, If ya really for penny change thoughts with me ohhh, dropping dimes over lines for the minds open eyes , See me on the list of goats, face f...

Ups and Downs

In the span of two months I've done seen, been through and overcome a got damn lot, life's ups outweighed by the downs but fuck them frowns I keep a smiling mouth, as I ink my thoughts I hope this helps someone somewhere in some got damn way somehow, spent two months in jail with no bail until them motherfuckers let me out, then I lost my aunt, the only person in the world who seemed to understand my thoughts (RIP Audrey),  damn I really miss you & love you lots, gained a nephew back in Feb but now in June his parents are splitting apart, wish I could save their love searching for the glue that bonds two hearts together when two minds are lost, celebrated the graduations of my little brother, and my two nieces hope I'm around to see the '15 of my future daughter inlaw, hope my son recognizes all his past failures are the foundation of future success the types of which few have known before, while I hope my brother puts it all together soon before he loses it all,  l...

Wondering WTF

The high and ever rising price of oil and thus the price of gas is but enough to drive a person mad, while big corps watch from the windows of their offices fresh suit & tie they laugh. Just as politicians are content to sit hold counsel behind closed doors, drafting unwritten agreements each planning to do very much in the way of forever achieving nothing, yet place blame on each other when questioned by the voting public. So quick they say , “it’s the Presidents fault,” so quick to quick to tear him down, expect “his people to lift him up. I’m wondering WHAT THE FUCK? The fate of man has truly gone off course, no matter the color of skin it appears that each day more and more people are losing their jobs, even teachers. The numbers of those who fail to posses the proper education and skills to fill the openings available are growing, while others with talents beyond that of many are constantly being overlooked. But everyday a new ‘g’ is being added by cell phone provide...

Full of Forethought

If you’re reading this page, and this is your first time..I welcome you, and the same time I offer you very little explanation of course of verbal direction as I foolishly assume you possess the mental capability to comprehend.. For anyone else…You may not know this, but it’s been a while since I’ve sat down and just wrote what I thought and how I felt. Pretty strange turn my page has taken over the course of the past few months, I suppose one would be correct in saying that lately I’ve put so much of my efforts and thoughts into writing music, that a part of me has fallen silent. Well I’m quite sure how I would respond to such a opinion, perhaps mainly because on some level such an opinion would be true. But you see, it’s not that I no longer care about sharing what I think, or that I feel as though nary a soul would care anyway…It’s just that it’s hard to know and understand how people feel, if everyone is so afraid to share… The world as you know is ever changing, as one c...

Home Pride

  The hardest tasks that will ever be involved will that of defining, understanding, interpreting, and reasoning…. A’s & B’sorta scholar, student kinda maybe I’m stunna, staying rolled ^ to the sleeve with my hands on pulse, riding waves of the coast, headed straight to U of C, Golden Bridge off the edge, Golden Bear on my back, watch me as I saddle ride, narrowed my choice down to one and in the end this is the place that changed my life, challenged me to give my best, each time, every line, beyond knowledge always question what’s next> played in front of the eyes off the cuff my styles hands free catering feeds mouths through ears, traveling circus, crossing rivers, moving mountains upon miles, city buildings fading slowly, watch me closely, appetite for distinction ,hold my tongue references 'til the day of my extinction, desires for  falling confetti, work the greatest Dr. on critically ill patients, offer...

New Season

In 2010 my biggest mistake was holding it all in for the sake of others and letting others dictate all that went on in my life,  which left me starting 2011 homeless, clueless, and feeling lost. No worried,  in 2011 my goal is to let it all out , let whatever happens happen, and prove for once and to all that I all know how to do is win! First step is to rally back from the situation I'm in, take it all as lesson, past mistakes, swear to never make errors like those again, dream still  remains the same, Grammy/AMA/my name on all the contract, multiple songs with radio play, and a degree on the wall. >No more holding back, means no more giving in >No more excuses, means procrastination doesn't exist >Set myself up to go full sail, 'til the day my ship comes pulling in >Ready or not, here I go >Win, Lose, no draw, success is the only thing I care to know Some may view my front page thoughts as top story type issues scatter brain foolish eve...

Who Now?

I'm too real, too wild with my style Sex appeal, ladies know they want ta freak me, freak me out RIGHT NOW Swag so strong, weigh too much to keep me down Had the nerve to say I can't write, well bitch enjoy the freestyle Dance along in your cubicle if ya feelin' the geek now Tuesday on the lunch menu I'm 'bout eat this bitch out, holding too much shit in will kill ya So turn it up blow them fucking speakers out, eyeglasses on my face can you, can you see me now, turn my hat to the back let you read these words, scream 'em out: WHO'S SAYING THIS NO SHIT THAT'S REALLY ME WOW!!! Oh my God, he really does exist No shit I'm not a rapper, just so good at talking shit, Not really a singer, just platinum lyricist, never sold a single album, but I still stack chips Betcha if ya ask ya friends they say I killed this shit, If you ever doubt again, just remember WHO'S THE BEST When you're fighting with your man SAYING I wish, I had...

Chucked Away

Who’s straight from the bench seems I’ve moved up to the starting role, yeah me I’m in the chatters-box, Saying s go so far & hard in it, coming out leaves static outlines of hollowness, catch a mouthful of north every time I show my southerness,   This is just too suave with an approach should be considered nothing short of bold, Catch her dancing with a star every time she hear my ringtone, I’m so unorthodox double jointed ambidextrous with this liquid flow, wavy pink a grey area where the fuck it matters most, gain more daily every time I blink the round browns, She know she love it the way I whisper in her ear, lay her down , have her crying happy tears as tear those inner walls down, pal chuck the deuces if ya want, and I’m gone give it to her, freestyle Command & conquer tactics, fuck a beast I’m just GEEK, now seek to take over and capture all the hearts of the weak, I suppose one day I’ll be known as individually unique, haters will never grasp the by ...

Where I Stand

Right behind you every moment, Right behind you each step along the way, Behind you through all that happens, always will, won't ever walk away Behind the lines of confusion, heartbreak, and broken trust that has fallen upon you here I am, the one who has long ago perfected the art of hiding the cries beneath dry eyes and a simply silly grin, I confess to the charge of secretly plotting and attempting to change and heal the heart of man, by taking the weight of the world on my back, while allowing the pain that others face to soak into my skin, asking not for a second to anyone for assistance I persevere, know that I for any I'd give up everything but my kids, sacrifice personal wants for the sake of anthers' needs, life is what you make of it, thus so amazing to me, see the world the way I see it and see what true love really means, taste the air the way I taste it and have always the constant the taste of success born from the silliest of dreams... Right behind you eve...

From the Ground to the Throne

Rich. Famous. Powerful Live for all that is destined and designed by the above and the words Rich.Famous.Powerful will guide and shield you,  show you  all the troubles before you could never measure up to what to what He can do, I’m telling you the sum total of those words will mean more to me than any dollar amount could ever show, and just in case your wondering yes I am rich , famous , and above all else yes I will forever be powerful even if my BofA account currently shows current valued worth as $-82.70 , I’m short on this months rent, and my phones are turned off, I could probably feel depressed going on two years without a job, and do to my recent grades worry that my financial aide has been postponed, but I can’t get upset because I’m where I need to be to lift off, ready to make the leap of faith and land on a level others can only dream of Rich. Famous. Powerful. just wait ‘til you see us From the ground to the...

Trip

Intro(0:03) Time to pull ya seat up Pilot dun turned the light on Upright positions please, only smoke what you can hold & choke Headed out of sight Board a first class flight Only limits on this trip, is all that we live behind   First Verse: It never gets easy or any fuckin’ better than/being up on stage/thirty-thousand scream n’ hollerin/swear that in that moment my,my,my heart is thirty-thousand/half a world/endless miles and miles away/Who’s Saying This to the world/Dad to La,Nat, and Shay/do this for my girls/damn Hook: You won’t see me cause I’m gone/I’m sitting in the sk yyyyyyyyy /lookin’ forward to coming home/lookin’ forward to the day I’m home/(half a world a way)/sitting with a first class ticket no joy ride/’cause I’m gone/I’m gone/I’m g oooooowwwwwnnnnnnneeeeeeeeeeeee /because I’m gone/I’m gone/’Im goooowwwwwnnnnneeeeee yeeeeaaaaahhh Second Verse: Give anything in the world just to delive...

Tattered & Torn

Intro: True love is so hard to find spend all of our lives blinders on blind leading the blind blindly on the search, search blindly yet seldom find cluelessly searching foolishly amongst fools trapped lost in the spacing of time yet heart steady yearnin’ blind need I remind all of the times we’ve run into it blind, and uncertain simply just a messenger, I message each and everyone searchin need I remind remind you loves rules loves rules need I  be the one to  remind .2. clues  all you blinded fools passing signs without clues I begin, What it do 2 a man I –AMEN-       She say boy take a look at the heart that you’re breakin’ Shattered pictures fall from the walls all the time that we’ve wasted names etched on glass, all the momentary minutes that’ve passed slowly as they pass, time slowly winds back First Verse: his and her wedding cake in fact tomorrow marks the date, June the motherfuckin’ t...

Select, Copy, and Paste

He's  justa young lion, found him lying by a tree justa watching all the leaves  justa catching a few zzz's justa relaxing in the breeze life passing him by at an accelerated speed, my friend the lion formerly known as the one they call "sheep", gonna show the boy how the man becomes king, shit Mik3y already Knows how to make the  jungle halt when he proceeds, teach him to stop and watch time the world and all will stop, close eye the vulchers as they circle above the clouds, keep watch & wait to see what's left for them to eat while zebras justa hope it ain't upon them he feast down for the  top of the food chain roar of lion type of speak, the ama-zone beast remains  so far far from the wars he will always be the piece never in cage often always off the chain it's funny how life is a game many how times the story of history repeats about once everyday wonder if the rest of the world will ever match this pace, will man ever learn that the real key...

Turn It Up

Been known to go upstream extreme, extreme, my style is such that every time I dream, we  dream, I dream we slay the devil what An' when I hunt we stay unseen & clean I mean, we mean, na zdrowie WHO'S winning team just stepped it up [on] & off the court  facts show proof in this report we do really to exceed, exceeded & showed the world how ta make 5883 buck$ in just one swirl shout out to God MEA you forever raise the sun seems son here showed the girls how ta it done for once Put: W-I-L-L-I-A-M-S on any jersey & I betcha it's # 1 wit my MCMILLIAN blood fuel, I call out (361)6-1-9-2-5-4-2-8-1 at anytime represent my #'s an' how keep my checked in line neva forget where I'm from State of California schooled, tatted on the arm is how you made the list WHO? Don't look now ma but I think my skills improved a+ grade top of psycho-philosophy at any school lawyer’d myself up with a motherfuckin' fool type cat ta keep his brain chopped, c...

Roads I Travel

Amari L. Williams always have been and always will be…not like anyone else I am indeed an individual by thought and by nature. While some people can only hope to be and accomplish things in life I believe that everything I want is possible so long as I concentrate on those things, put forth the efforts, and make the necessary sacrifices should I need to…Many people to include those on this page consider me to be selfish, and to a point I am. I’m selfish because I think that the world belongs to me, and that everything in this world is available to me. Does that mean that I should pursue all that there is? No, but does that mean that I should just sit back and try to pick where and when to insert my thoughts and actions? The answer to that is a clear NO as well. So I think that I am a writer, a musician, an actor, a politician, an advocate, a poet, a philosopher, a student, and a few other things. Some of those things are only dreams to others, dreams had or held in youth…could show t...

Who Enters The Room.

Would any of you mind if I just lost it for a mintue? Would you care I shared my mind/my spirit? Think you'd listen even if you had to read hear it? How many of you know how to let the walls down for a minute? Get in touch with your dreams and didn't care who else was in it? How many of you are just too afraid to get, get, get it? How many times you been in the shower and just made your own fuckin' lyrics? How many of you see that life indeed is world full of no limits? As many of you know my name is Amari, but allow me to reintroduce Who for just a minute, been a second sense I let my creative juices flow at 140 B.P.M... I let what I do speak for everything that I am 'cause everything that I do is everything that I can, there's nothing in this world that I can't reach w/my two hands and if you really think you can then try to step before me MAN> I'm on a whole 'nother level, a wh...

Whoa! Stop Tha Bullshit

I gave you three words: Dissected, decimated, and desolate yet you failed to heed my advice and chose not to use them...Okay well: <b><u>Desolate</u></b>: Whoa it is indeed as it seems I got ya shook, an if ya look SdotVic had ta resort to tha biblical book/mistook my lines for lies/now Victor you should know I keep a keen eye/plagiarism is NEVER fine so stop stealin all them  dimes you ain't no dealer yousa crook/dismissed fa ya bullshit and check homie beat  ON [OFF] & look: Wanna "Blog Battle'? We did that and the content I provided yesterday proves just that. However, I feel I must inform you that "Blog Battles" are not a true form of Freestyle, seeing as one is allowed to sit for however long they choose and come up with ways with which to respond. Your post(s) today show that you lack any of the creative necessary to progress in today's music and entertainment world. <u><b>Dissected:</b></u> ...

Dissected, decimated, and desolate

ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha You thought you had M3 done huh/thought-thought ya had it won thought you were MR. # one SdotVIC hunched over shoulders slumped body bagged from pump/fuck Rochelle all day stay reppin Corpus Christi, Texas all Yous Niggas is up north us chumps/sittin atcha desk now wishin ya could but ya won’t/priceline a flight today,tonight I’ll have you dumped in a swamp/you really want it see ya momma screamin “WHO-No,please,don’t”?/Even with this shitty beat your BEAT I think it’s plain to see Who really won. W-H-A-T? Stabbed with pencils to my head huh, left my body all fulla lead huh/ha ha ha I laugh instead punk/read ya story now get off/ ta ni-ni net wonderland it is with you,failed at this level of life must try again reads your script Mr. PREMIER careers’ end is here your through/took 3 days so it’s only fair you get a year plus to come up with some words on anotha sheet/somethin funny ’cause as it stands n...