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∞ Versus

Staring up at the constellations and I’m wonderin’ something new, will I’m waitin’ for that Folger’s French Vanilla Blend  this feeling that I’m gettin’s-gots-me grinnin’ like a kid   No shit notions adding to the pile of ∞ Goals versus ∞ Dreams (Yet again) For the moment, I'm going forward with all hope and casting aside all reasonable doubt What if I fucked around and I did it! What if I fucked around and I made it! What if I fucked around and flipped a penny on it’s ass Going for it Goal was only to attend the iHeart Music Festival this year and every year for the rest of my life has now quickly became the Dream opportunity of my life…what if a friend shared and showed with a friend could turn into a voice millions could understand, if you feel me then you’ll hear me the moment when I’m @ the point SayingThis in front of all my homeboys and homegirls with they bottles of  Rye Jack in the air that’s gettin’ it in mixed with Rockstar What if did that, would you s...

GET IT GOT IT

No matter how hard you may try, until you for yourself are able to recognize the reality that lays within all that you dream, then unfortunately my friend you will never be able to follow in the footsteps of those who believed. #GETITGOTIT Let's float: If I can do it, then my friend you can too, swift flip of the switch leads to treks never trips foggy quips slipped often appear clearer upon reflections lipped, quietly climbing ladders to think chains it through sync'n deep, attic finds stick to the wall like hanging tick that's inner talk text for takin' time, get-it-got-it make-it-take-it own or set on the line, lease fear to your hopes and sign a contract of worry filling yourself worth account with a lifetime of debt, sleep nightly with your worries awake daily with regret, |YOU|'n commits suicide that's a RIP, risk [ON] OFF for anything that sets the tone for everything you dream.. If I can make it, ten folded for ya friend, share the naked filthy proof...

Dear Lord

  Dear Lord, Maybe it's because I always feel so alive on the inside that perhaps then Lord the reason why I'm so unafraid ta die again and again on the outside is because I know that no matter what as long as there is time there always a moment for me to shine, Until it bursts my heart beats harder and faster, until they pop I keep my eyes staring farther and farther past the limits, past the limits, Boom I see Chance Boom I see Audrey Boom Just like Einstein once said IMAGINATION MAKES ANYTHING POSSIBLE The solution to the Theory of Relativity requires you that you see past the obstacles 1/2 is what you connect to the . . . in order to cross the _ Makes ¢ if change your outlook, talking $ always if you change your mind   Who's Saying This stays in concert with constant life shift on forward focused from within toward the invisible limitation of gifts, fatal head on collision awaits any anyone emotionally incapable of mentally v...

CREATIVE REALITY

IMAGINE.   Imagine it all. Imagine not if you can't...nah...IMAGINE and I'll swear you'll see you could.   Circle of MUST, Square of CARE   The same old thing, just-just uh'me and my same old dreams, me and my tired thoughts, me on how I feel versus the seeds, growth through victory, stiff arm my way pass doubt dealing defeat a bit of bitter lathered kick blocking low and swinging wide connectin' knockouts on repeat I win the most, sprinkled scantily gladly I take the reigns of success while sailing life through all storms, good with the bad mixed mood seas of salties range my peeps happy-happy joy-joy or :('y doin' it for my team wit no chains only αδάμας in our rings I@y@ Imagine' if: THIS = THAT THAT = WHAT WHAT = WHO WHO = YOU YOU = ME See it. Feel it. Say it. + Belief is how I manage to beyond, what others perceive as improbable or impossible is simply a matter or worth in my self estimation. I'm making scents for my Beans & Brew, blaz...

Just YlelolMlu

Sit back, relax, and breathe I'm just an ordinary man performing the extraordinary  -Humph- Just'uh Just'uh being who I am, Just me being who I am, Just me being who I am, Just up ta always being the one they need when you fail to Y ǝ o q u, I'm you in the moment it's all on the line, I'm you when you rise, for the team stay clutch mode [ON] OFF and prepared for hell when it's time, All I'm asking you to do is apply what you know to everything you dream, All I need you to do is imagine that it's possible...'nah mean? All I'm telling you comes from everything I know, everything I've done is everything I show, never lead you wrong if you follow me, you'll always make moves forward simultaneously, connected at the joint wires dangling, All I'm asking you to do is BELIEVE IN ME A .lways M .e A .nywhere R .egardless of I .fluence Just believe in me, that's all I'm really askin' Just trust I'm always ready for th...

Random Favors Open Doors

For the past few days I have been trying to figure out how to ask you for this one favor and one favor alone. But I haven't the slightest clue of how to ask in you such a way that you'll get without me having to explain to you the why & the reason... So I'll try yet again... I need a really huge favor.  (BTW) I am having a celebration soon...and well....I was wondering.if I send you an invitation wills uoy atttend? That's later, but for now here is my favor: Maintain your sights on all that you visualize as real and proceed forward only in that direction which places all that you seee before within your tenderest of holds. And do so at your pace and your pace alone.

Three Rules of One

Ever since the idea hit me as a child, my has been to buy beachfront property somewhere along the coast of San Diego, California and building a house with walls that open so that every night I can fall asleep to the sounds of the sea. Purchase a sports franchise or two and run one of the world's most successful companies ever. All while giving back, paving new ways, and providing an avenue of forw ard. I held onto that plan throughout my life and not once have I ever considered any alternate. I couldn't, though I admit there have been a plethora of moments where a review of the steps taken has been warranted. Never a single day where "I'll settle with this for now" or "Maybe it's not possible" prevailed over my pursuit. The end result has appeared to move farther into the distance, but never into the abyss. I have examined the results achieved by those before me and those along side me, and have drawn the conclusion that if it were possible for one t...

Truly iMind

Isn't it amazing how your circumstances can change in an instant? One minute your outlook provides very little (if any) indication of improvement, the next minute you find yourself on a collison course with that which you had so tirelessly sought.. Funny really how things can change from one picture to the next... For weeks now, months, years really I have sought to prove of myself for myself, to learn from myself to learn more of myself, depending solely upon me to do/attain/have for me because I at one point I found myself lost in life, where I truly had no clue of who I really was as a person. I tried to and eventually became the type of person, the type of son, the type of brother, husband, and friend that I felt those around me wanted to be. I lived up the expectations of others, I went outside of my box and willingly placed myself in the multiple boxes that I allowed myself to placed in. Well, I think I'm closing to rediscover something beautiful I almost left behin...

Pathway

-- Boy oh boy, man oh man....This whole attempt at being an author thing is something SERIOUS! I mean like hot damn! Oh shit fa'real fa'real, muh'muh'muh-MOTHERFUCKING fa'fa-REAL(?) YES I AM! Will I make it another page or will I crumble it all up and throw it away? Worth vs. Self > or = to my type & spray, that be my write & say. -- To put my life on Word thus into words for others to observe, requires a sort of loosening of nerve combined with the acceptance that I am running the risk of ridicule, and above it all letting people that I know..those who know me, and that those I don't know at all, inside of a place that I for most part I've kept to myself for the past 32 years. This may turn out to be my toughest thing I've ever done in my life and God knows..I have dealt with some very tough shit before, but shit God also knows the real shit I've been dealing with on a daily for the past few months away from this book that at this...

Just the Same

Just the Same If you can't understand my efforts then you'll never get my gains, Bitch-Bitch-Bitch, I know you hear me, I'm so Rich-Rich-Rich in 50 ways, > Money on dresser, take this tip and keep the change, I'm on a Bad Meets Evil clip stay flipping scripts like Tyler P,  > Amari sticks to ownership stacking chips and breaking banks, acting bad in the lab, paranoid of the fake, common man thinks I am, but doesth not know me thus not knoweth the one known for dropping divine shards of matter grey, spray painting all the walls 'til the world see my face  >  Who's Saying This I wash down all the hate with a shot of Gatorade, haters make me tons of profits, picture perfect pause for frame, Cameras click-clack clock it I'm 100 miles ahead You will never touch this level if I put you on the plain, if you can't understand my reason you will never share my pain, fuck it then it's fuck you now, face down ass up false hope i...

Dear Lord, A Prayer

Dear Lord, All know is all I ask, so question dear Lord what the fuck is happening to man? Dear Lord, Grant me a lifetime of freedom unhindered by the color of my skin, Black, white, or other I seek for all liberties all the same, In the name of Trayvon Martin I feel society is to blame, lax gun laws lead to murders everyday, cut police budgets lead to vigilante ways, and if them take the borders cartels will run our states leading to a war right here home that we may never win, I say enough with Repubs and Democrats only interested in pay, Greed is taking over, MAN WHAT HAPPENED to the theme? Remember Team U.S first before the money, cars, and rings? Used to be about teaching kids in school now it test 'em cause it's cheap, no one stops to listen unless it's the hot trend on Twitter, shared and liked on Facebook, dear Lord it's seems hell's gate we've entered...just I matter of time I guess until we all fall a...

Clarity Sans Meaning

As the eyes seek to define the architects' proof-wit-meaning view of the world words prognosticate a smattering of intrinsically motivated sights  subjugating chants twined artfully to infinitely clash mystically enticing strength by spirit rendering mental weak souls forever rift from rest as the talented amongst the few dilute care fueled waves collectively soil the drowning pond of forgotten thought deep lapses of gravel pave the way a'head logical definition buried a thousand streams beneath wrought for a wrath of cleverly placed uncovered shall bend minds translated the image stained upon the beating chest  forcing two to wander the relativity of pain a windfall of broken hearts claims connectivity to shame....Sold as is to the highest bidder a better life provided by the luminous ether living eternally incoherent throughout the rampant dream of glimmering lights.. *Sometimes what is most obvious is most obviously unclear...* WHO'S SAYING THIS?

Worst Week Ever

I've never been fired or "let go" because I was too talented, too good, too smart for the job...that is until recently... I've never experienced such confusion ever in my life..until now...and for the first time ever I do not know what to do... I allowed the ideas, thoughts, creativity of others to open up all the ideas, thoughts, and creativity I've been holding in for quite sometime..I placed my trust in them, I showed them the real me...and all I got out of it was hurt...hurt because instead allowing me to put my ideas to use and work...they stole them and had others carry them out...I feel so hurt..hurt when the old me would feel anger...a searing pain that I know will take time to recover from...When? So many ideas I had, so many things I put together..I thought we were a natural fit, a match made in heaven...turns out...My ideas were but I wasn't...I could have made this company an untouchable, incomparable, internationally recognized winner...i...
SuperStar O - Lights Down Instrumental Taking Over  I'm just like you, you'll see, yet unlike you I like being me, me is he, I am Who, Who of whom the confused seethe pools of hate for the me they'll never be, hated so much because he is who few could never understand or relate, blind never see, defeat is by conscience so unconsciously I delve with schooled matter grey, Einsteinian lisp leaks, defect my past I'm a whole 'nother me, eclipsed the climax of shined moons over sleep, soon the sun will shed light on all I laid in plain lands full of dreams, That's the plan, that's the path, no plot, thicker than them big girls with shorts showing ass, Every time I see the lights go on, I'm ON, I'mma get it tick-tick 'til my life's gone cold, Steady rising to the top skybox no end insight always in the zone, If ya really for penny change thoughts with me ohhh, dropping dimes over lines for the minds open eyes , See me on the list of goats, face f...

Pushing on, Pushing up

I keep my nose so buried in many books, my head cluttered with so many random thoughts, and my heart open to so many people that more often than I forget that but only a simple a man, no greater than the next, no more supreme than the supreme King... It's weird to me that I am in many ways I am unable to connect with my fellow man, and as a result am often left wondering how to make the connection. I recognize that I lack the ability to communicate my visions in a clear enough manner that those around me are able to share what I think and see...I've been told on numerous occasions by a great number of people that I am too complex, that I am wildly unique, that I am...different...but when I press for details as to how, my head is often filled with more questions than answers, which leaves me dumbfounded... The one reasons why I push so hard, why read so much, why do so many things, take so many risks, and am so confident is because I truly do believe that anything is possibl...

Times When

Time & time again, I find myself so stifled and stuffed, stuck on repeat Stuck on stupid, stupid-stupid me for all times lost spent in thought, fell so deep I fell apart, There are nights when all I can do is think about that life I've always imagined & have always know that I may never have, never have because I'm too afraid to explore, too afraid to explore, because of my history full of failures, There are moments when I wish that I could take it all back, times when I just want to give it all up, hours I wish I could give in, Seconds lead to minutes, minutes lead to hours, hours lead to days, days lead to weeks, weeks lead to months, and months lead to years, yet no matter how much time passes somethings seem as though they may never change, There are days when I wake up & all that I want to do is pack a bag, gather a few belongings and walk out of the door, but I think about you my secret love it's true, Throw it all away, throw away all of ...

Whatcha Need

From the paranormal mind of the worlds foremost cognitively apt, Comes a rush of analogous flow, Take a seat and lean back, As this psychedelic toxin overdose of lisp effectively infects the deoxyribonucleic acids of this track, Lyrically transcribe tricyclic anti-depressants for those whom my mere presence exposes the confidence they lack, For the sake of keeping it real, I'm just too good for record deals, Subliminal mental illusion artist inking the hearts of those my words are often eye targets, I appeal    Discreet secretions in the form of knowledge keeps 'em cumming back so much I call 'em nymphowhoaholics, Whatcha need, know I got it, Planters Seed, I spit knowledge, If divinity is a gift then consider this my allegiance to that alliance, Sorta kinda like a beast, ancient soul of the Mayans, Rhodium status life radiates like blue diamonds shining, Consider this a cease and desist order to all those envious laced thoughts kept in secret, just know your sil...

Circumpolar Star

“Circumpolar Star” Written By: Amari L. Williams I could never measure my love for you on a scale of 1 to 10, Just keeping it 100 with you baby, my feelings for you INFINITE, You keep me straight laced up with your curiously amorous innocence, no disrespect when it seems I’m not paying attention or I show little interest in all the things you say, I’m just trying to time the moment I silence you with a kiss, mmm those soft full lips, I bet their sweet as honey, YES, forever etched, your in my head, fresh to death when you dress, f--k the rest you’re the best, I must admit, openly I confess, you’re light years above and beyond the next, can't compare your love to none, forever & eternity, all you’ve given me borders on too much, no way that I could ever repay you but offer the rest of my life for starts, from the moment you take my hand, on the our voyage we depart, our future a love filled expedition, here’s to you/me and a success...

Raise Ya Hands

"I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life." Seems the perfect verse to start with, JESUS in John 8:12 Leads me to an action of thoughts, through my heart I let these words flow: I'll take freedom, give me love I need liberty, live a life of going strong for the ones who depend on me,  forever wants trump desire, Are you hearing me? Seems I've found a new use, know the truth, the devils' a liar, ask God for the proof Who's Saying This - no strings required - keep inspiring the youth Gospel says give to love is always give back - thing I'm wrong check the book for the fact, I speak the truth can't no hater silence that, spread ya angel wings baby, soar an' rise 'cross the map, wave my 50 stars high, while I break through to minds, can't feel me then you're blind, I'm on that Halo but ain't no Master Chief in me, While some are staring, I lean a shoulder for weak...

End is Clear

I spend so much time thinking that when it comes to speaking I tend to stutter but I hope you understand that it's only because I care so much that I know never where to begin. Known as Amari to some, Who's Saying This to the few whom share my plan, feel the pain inside my thoughts and know my heartbeats for those lost and gone, share my soul, share my soul, share my soul until I die, may never apologize for staring 'cause I wonder oh so much, can I help because I can't help but not ignore those who may need help, every child needs a teacher even if the schools close their doors, every sinner needs a preacher, every hurtin' needs a healin', for you all I do my all, 'til I fall, 'til I fall I'm out to prove that I can improve the lives of all... I hope that one day my kids will understand that their births were the moments I truly felt most blessed, I hope that all the people I have ever met realize that just how much those conversations really mean...