@Who's Saying This

I’m no expert, I just tend to listen a little more than others… You say that you’re “Feeling as though I am not one who is needed..”(Your Words), well I’ve got some news for you…You’re not…you are: wanted, appreciated, cared for and even thought about…But I think that you may just be a little too bottled up and enclosed within your own world that you are truly incapable of understanding what’s going on the world of those around you. It’s kinda hard to isolate yourself, your thoughts and you’re feelings from everyone else you know, yet expect them to know what’s going on inside…So it’s okay for you to push away, matter of fact we’re used to it by now…it’s okay for you to judge our actions and the things that we do, because some of us deserve that…it’s okay to say how you feel, but when will it be okay for you to HEAR what others’ are saying?? At least I am not afraid to live life, and I apologize if this hurts your feelings but this is what’s on my mind…Unlike you I will take chance...

It could be me, but I think we all need to STOP & TAKE a 2nd… Check it - The Swine Flu or N1H1 is currently the “Thing” that has our nations full attention, it’s the new mini crisis and everybody is talking about it..The FUCKING FLU, man oh man…But this isn’t the first appearance of Mr. S (as I call him)…check your history students and you’ll see that we’ve been down this road..We are talking about closing borders, people are wearing masks, schools are closing, people are scared, and DAMN they even talk about it on ESPN..I think the “experts” or those we turn to for answers have the “Pandemic” estimated at a total of like 1500-1900 people MAX, I mean on the news today all they talked about was were the number “already infected”, which was 336 I believe(check that)…um okay maybe it’s just me and maybe I don’t have a heart but…Isn’t the Total Population of the United States ALMOST 392+ Million and growing by the moment?(and NO Republican, I did not count all of the illegal's ...

So check this out, I was just sitting here and reading the news story about the CL Killer guy and it got me to thinking. For most of us, Craigslist like Twitter is something “new” that’s been given to us by the www, and it’s opened the door for more lunacy and a new way for those who’ve ever felt rejected to lash out against society and for the rest of us to keep up with our “peeps”. A guy, a med student placed an ad “For Murder”. This guy REALLY placed an ad in the newspaper(online in fact) to take a human life and the bananas shit is this guy knew what he was doing. It made me wonder how many ads he had posted before that and how many people were “test runs” and never even knew it. I betcha that guy also had a MYSPACE, what is the world coming to? Speaking of Craigslist, I got a dog and went to look at 2 more using that website, and I don’t know about you but I’ve clicked on some of the other ads(they’re hilarious), but I wonder if I should feel lucky that nothing bad happened t...

Man I gotta tell you that I LOVE MY TRUCK!! My truck is so nice, so me, so smooth. That Black paint shining in the sun, the way it looks parked with the roof open, the rims so banging, damn they sit high. Man I love my truck,I love sitting in traffic in that truck. I love the way it sounds, ‘70s music as fading in the background, the smell of Black ‘N Mild's in the air. I love how I can lean in my ride, while at the same time fly by, everyone around here knows “The Truck” , My truck is so cool that it has a name “Niko”, Niko is my dude, more times than not, that’s my wingman. Niko knows all my secrets, he’s seen things, he’s helped me get some things done. My truck is so unlike my car, my car is a “beater”, it NEVER get’s cleaned, rarely gets washed, has dents, even got in a wreck. My car fought a garage and barely won. My cars sees my truck and cries, while my truck just looks at the car and laughs. I’ve come to the conclusion that you can do just about anything in a truck and...

Yeah, I’m happy at the moment…Don’t know why kinda just hit me and well I feel like going on a walk with words leading the way. Word of WARNING I do not plan on making sense and I feel like changing subjects mid sentence and then coming back to them…Kinda like if I were talking out loud…lol.   Something is holding me back, something is preventing me from moving forward. It feels like I’m running thru quick sand and the only thing I can see moving fast is the end. I want to write about nature. about the sun, about life. But every time I try to it seems my brain has “lost sight”, like the rays of light coming from my thoughts and creativity are being shielded and thus left to fizzle out like the tip of a sparkler…I want you to get what I get right now, to get on my level, to hold my hand as take a leap of faith off the edge.  I’m sorry – The smoke from this Black and Mild has got my eyes watering a little bit as I sit here stroking the keys of this keyboard like I’m hittin...