Alone

 

Ss-Ss-Sometimes I'm all alone,
with these demons,
feel 'em watching,

Waiting for me to fall,
once again,
I see 'em plotting,

My life is a constant bowl of equal circumstance & conflict,

Contemplation of misery or memory confirmation,

Held up in the midst of turmoil using joy as my only outlet,

In my head I see a gathering of enemies friends and family
my end dealt by the same pair of dirty hands that once cared for me,
fatal outlook,

Heart for you to diagnose in the place your secrets dwell,
Laying it all on the line, for mine, give me peace or give me hell,

Ss-Ss-Sometimes I’m wanderin', wanderin', wanderin', all alone in this world
Fighting with my back against the wall,
Against these demons for the throne, I give my all 'till I fall
Epee thrusts for ethics cause,

I give my best,
give my best,
give my best for it......:ALL:

Forum my epic efforts cryptically,
dispensing newly found resolve,
without pause for rejection leave messages no applause,
needed simply to be, without need, reborn sympathy I pound for the weak,
empathy for the washed up, trust, fucked is he in the head sailing oceans upon another's waves reaching the coast of a lonely island naked faces bare the pain,

Woe is for all to know by experience should the crossroads stump 'em, plucking another root from the grave, rows deep beyond lost souls in the name of existence, exhausted areas of gray carve fresh trials out of old matters giving birth to new errors seldom made,

To Infinity & Beyond once again,
once again,

Ss-Ss-Sometimes I'm all alone,
with these demons,
feel 'em watching,

Once again,
Waiting for me to fall,
Once again,
I see 'em plotting,