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Thought A.M

It’s “Thought A.M” and this is what I think…

-Can an open “Can of Worms” be buried beneath the surface?

-Is it possible to “Make Believe” on purpose?

-When is it ever “Okay” to “Fuck-Up” on purpose?

-Is it possible to do something on purpose by “accident”?

-When is it “cool” to be the idiot?

-How can you tell when an actor is “acting”?

-How does one “practice” being “fake”?

-How can a argument be one sided if neither person agrees?

-Speaking of “One-Sided”…How “One-Sided” is Where’s Waldo? Think about it…we are supposed to look at the picture to figure out where Waldo is..but we never know what Waldo is looking for…

-How the FUCK did Waldo end up in there to begin with?

-Is Waldo on the Stuff? Is Waldo like Kobe, is he to “Unstoppable”?

-is it possible to make a living by not being perfect?

-Is “Sexting” Illegal if both parties consent and are over 18?

-If it is legal, can someone “Sext” me and “teach me” how to do it?

-What do you do when you know that you’re not perfect?

-What if you just want to be considered among the “best”?

-Television is so full of “Make Believe”, how do I know when something I’m watching is real?

-Why is everything on television that is supposed to be “Reality” so fake?

-How come with all this “technology” my television still doesn’t respond when I yell at it?

-Why is it that I can yell at me kids and they still want to talk to me?

-When is XBOXLive going to let me punch a camper in his mouth?

-When will people on XBOXLive figure out my GamerTag?

-Why do I love sex soo much?

-Why am I soo good at it?

-Why is it that when I was in Iraq, one of my biggest fears was dying, not because I was scared to die(I wasn’t, nor will I ever be),but because I knew if I died I could never again enjoy the feeling of a “blow job”.

-Why do we men love BJ’s so much? Is it because that’s the ONE TIME we can get a woman to “SHUT THE FUCK UP”..?lol.

-If that’s the case then why is it that I love to “eat the …..” rather than just playing with it?

-Is there a college where I can have “credit” applied towards a a degree, by having sex? Would that be “legal”? Think about it…You can get a grade for jsut about anything, you can get a grade for cooking, a grade for playing a sport, a grade for acting…Why can’t you get credit based on how well you perform in the bedroom? I’m smart, possibly gifted and well…WELL ENDOWED..so..

-Is it possible for a “person” to be a “personal ad”? Can saying; “Hello, my name is Amari” be all that I need?

-Is anything I said funny? That’s a trick question, by now I know that something I’ve said has gotten you to L-O-L..

Read the Bible, The Quran and The Book of Mormon(I have), and even if you don’t want to be a Mormon..Get to know one..some “elders” are cool…My youngest daughter is sick and I’m kinda scared because for once in her life I have to hope that she has a “Cold” and not the “Swine Flu”…One daughter is sick, one daughter just lost her pet and another daughter is in a Foster Home..My car just broke down and due to my budget I have to wait to get it fixed…One of my dogs is old and is getting to the point where I’m going to have to put her down so she won’t have to suffer…my son/best friend is gone for the next 9 weeks, my family thinks that I’ve “lost it”…I have no insurance…I can’t find the “right job” and well…parts of my body are broke…Yet with all of that..PLUS A TON MORE THINGS..I won’t allow myself to ever give up on a silly childhood dream…When I was a little kid I made a promise to myself to make $1,000,000.00 by the time that I was 30 years old. Here I am 29 years old with 6 months to go and while that outcome may not seem likely…The “hope” part of the equation stills seems possible…PTSD, ADHD, a bad shoulder, and wicked Insomnia and yet I still manage to awake each day to this simple m3ssag3:

I think my life is…FUCK IT…No matter what happens in this world, no matter how big the obstacle, I will ALWAYS be up to “give it a try”, I will ALWAYS be there to “accept the challenge”…I will forever do what is necessary…I have to, that’s the only way that I can ensure that EVERYTHING in my life is ALWAYS PERFECT…

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