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Lucky Chance

 

They say that dogs are “Man’s Best Friend”, and until today I never really understood what that meant…Today I lost a very important and special member of my family, a part of the family that while now gone, will never be forgotten.

For you Chance..I miss you and  I love you

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I already miss you
Miss you forever I will
Just know I really will
Hurts me to my heart to lose you, a part of my world is gone and right now I don't know else what to do
My BFF4Ever & Ever
Never will there be another replace you

I already miss you
Miss you forever I will

My baby Chance has gone off to heaven today, guess that means that come tomorrow there's no more ears for me to play with, no more watching you trying to catch your tail, stared at me with those big brown eyes while the girls painted your nails, really gonna miss those one-of-a-kind Chancey-pants licks, and even yes the doggy gas from hell that gave my senses fits, loved the way you smiled and beat the hell out everything with your tail AKA the whip,

I already miss you
Miss you forever I will
Just know I really will
Hurts me to my heart, to lose you,
My BFF4Ever & Ever
Never will there be another replace you
 
Miss you forever I will
Just know I really will

My little bruiser, remember the day always that you found me, miss the way we'd play around, looking at the scar on my nose remind me of our showdowns, swear sometimes you were the only world who knew me, fighting back tears, you were a special gift delivered directly to me, dammit Chance daddy already misses his fatty girl, his Chancey-Wance, fighting back these tears, laughing at how you managed to keep me sane all these years

I already miss you
miss you forever I will
Hurts me to my heart, today I lose you, and part of my world has fallen the fuck apart

I already miss you
Just know forever will
 
My puppy-wuppy Chance, although I'm never able to hold you again,I cherish every single moment that I pushed you around in the shopping cart my little four legged friend, sorry for all the nights I'd kick you off the bed, but if only I'd known that today would be the end, 'cause come tomorrow there'll be no more you chasing the water the hose like your hunting down a cat, use to have to fight with you to cut your nails, and cuss that each time was the "last time I'll give your silly ass a bath", now I'm soaked but this time is due to all tears streaming down my face and soaking up my shirt, dammit all, right now it really fucking hurts, my puppies gone home, I really miss you Chancey-girl

Not too long since you’ve gone home, yet, already I miss you, miss you forever I will, hurts me to my heart, today I lose you, and part of my world has fallen the fuck apart…Goodbye Chance I’ll miss you

*Dedicated to the one & only* Lucky “Chance” Williams, RIP

Why me

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