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January 24, 2009

A little nervous I sit here wondering..Will I be accepted?? Will I be understood?? Will anyone even care to listen??

The "new guy", looking for one bright smile...a welcome of sorts or will there be rejection? I feel excited while at the same time a bit nervous. These are my words/thoughts/feelings, will they be understood? Who cares really, see I'm new so no one knows me anyway..I have the element of surprise on my side, I get to make a mistake here or there..ask the dumb question if I so choose. Like that first day in school or the first day at a new job, I'll just sit back for a bit and evaluate. Watch what those around me do and interject only when I see the perfect opening, sure some will judge me on my outward appearance alone, but will it matter once they know the inner me? Some may make it easy for me to adjust, others may attempt to throw obstacles in my path. I'm just the new guy here people so you know nothing of my past....
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  1. AnonymousJanuary 25, 2009

    very cool, as I said I would check your blog out...Its so cool writing there!

    xoxo

    Laila Rae

    check me out: http://lailarae.wordpress.com/

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