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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

I unlike most people that I know stay up all night and in doing so I've come up with some interesting shit from time to time, and on most ocassions the thought of "blogging" about them hits me when I do finally lay down to go to sleep.. So tonight/today(whatever) I'll let you all in on one:

I've finally reached a point in my life where I just don't give a damn anymore, not about life in general but about what "everyone feels is sooo damn important". I can honestly say(unike many other men) that I've lied to make myself "seem" better than other men, I've been the player, the pimp and damnit the hustler, I've had more than my far share of women thru the years, even been married. But one thing that I've always TRIED to be is real, i..and by that I mean I've never once "acted" a certain way, I know I know earlier I said I've done my share of lying...shit we all have. But I'm passed all of that now...This blog is mainly for EVERY woman that I know, friends and otherwise.

I need y'all to do me a favor, kinda like the movie Pay if Forward, take what you kow about men, all that you've learned and pass that knowledge along. I'm not saying this to be a guy hater, but more as a "Real Man" supporter, lately it seems to me that every woman in this world has been hurt in someway by a guy...well damn I'm tired of it just as much as you are. One simple thing that you all have to learn is that we NEVER change, I don't care what we say or how we say it....it's never going to happen. I should know I am a guy. Take myself for example....terrible with the phone, horrible at the return phone call and sometimes I tend to drop off the map. Not because of the person who's calling but mainly because I'm an idiot when it comes to that. Women on the other hand seem to put sooo much weight into us men that you often forget who you are, by that I mean you sacrifce your own goals, tend to lose your on personality. Basically y'all just turn into mindless slaves. 'Sup with that? Why not be who you are no matter what?? And while I know that a few of you are going to say "Well that's what you do when you fall in love" that's not what we think about, honestly I don't know what we think about sometimes(myself included). I do know that feelings and love often aren't on the top of the list.

Maybe I'm wrong maybe I'm right, who knows then again who cares? Certainly not me....I'll go ahead and end this little rant before I confuse even myself but I'll end it by say this: No matter who you meet and how long you date(or whatever) just be you, 'cause in the end that's all us real men want anyway.

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