@Who's Saying This

Isn't it amazing how your circumstances can change in an instant? One minute your outlook provides very little (if any) indication of improvement, the next minute you find yourself on a collison course with that which you had so tirelessly sought.. Funny really how things can change from one picture to the next... For weeks now, months, years really I have sought to prove of myself for myself, to learn from myself to learn more of myself, depending solely upon me to do/attain/have for me because I at one point I found myself lost in life, where I truly had no clue of who I really was as a person. I tried to and eventually became the type of person, the type of son, the type of brother, husband, and friend that I felt those around me wanted to be. I lived up the expectations of others, I went outside of my box and willingly placed myself in the multiple boxes that I allowed myself to placed in. Well, I think I'm closing to rediscover something beautiful I almost left behin...

-- Boy oh boy, man oh man....This whole attempt at being an author thing is something SERIOUS! I mean like hot damn! Oh shit fa'real fa'real, muh'muh'muh-MOTHERFUCKING fa'fa-REAL(?) YES I AM! Will I make it another page or will I crumble it all up and throw it away? Worth vs. Self > or = to my type & spray, that be my write & say. -- To put my life on Word thus into words for others to observe, requires a sort of loosening of nerve combined with the acceptance that I am running the risk of ridicule, and above it all letting people that I know..those who know me, and that those I don't know at all, inside of a place that I for most part I've kept to myself for the past 32 years. This may turn out to be my toughest thing I've ever done in my life and God knows..I have dealt with some very tough shit before, but shit God also knows the real shit I've been dealing with on a daily for the past few months away from this book that at this...

Just the Same If you can't understand my efforts then you'll never get my gains, Bitch-Bitch-Bitch, I know you hear me, I'm so Rich-Rich-Rich in 50 ways, > Money on dresser, take this tip and keep the change, I'm on a Bad Meets Evil clip stay flipping scripts like Tyler P,  > Amari sticks to ownership stacking chips and breaking banks, acting bad in the lab, paranoid of the fake, common man thinks I am, but doesth not know me thus not knoweth the one known for dropping divine shards of matter grey, spray painting all the walls 'til the world see my face  >  Who's Saying This I wash down all the hate with a shot of Gatorade, haters make me tons of profits, picture perfect pause for frame, Cameras click-clack clock it I'm 100 miles ahead You will never touch this level if I put you on the plain, if you can't understand my reason you will never share my pain, fuck it then it's fuck you now, face down ass up false hope i...

Dear Lord, All know is all I ask, so question dear Lord what the fuck is happening to man? Dear Lord, Grant me a lifetime of freedom unhindered by the color of my skin, Black, white, or other I seek for all liberties all the same, In the name of Trayvon Martin I feel society is to blame, lax gun laws lead to murders everyday, cut police budgets lead to vigilante ways, and if them take the borders cartels will run our states leading to a war right here home that we may never win, I say enough with Repubs and Democrats only interested in pay, Greed is taking over, MAN WHAT HAPPENED to the theme? Remember Team U.S first before the money, cars, and rings? Used to be about teaching kids in school now it test 'em cause it's cheap, no one stops to listen unless it's the hot trend on Twitter, shared and liked on Facebook, dear Lord it's seems hell's gate we've entered...just I matter of time I guess until we all fall a...

I TRUST YOU! I trust you to make the smart decision(s) as those decisions pertain to our daughter. I trust you ensure that she is taken care of mentally, emotionally, and physically. We share the life of someone special. A child. A child given to us by God. A child. Better than money, better than cars, far superior to any drug induced high. One of the most beautiful gifts in this world is a child...and when blessed with one you must do your most for them. I trust that you will. So you have made mistakes and bad choices, that's okay...we all have. But for every mistake, you've done your fair share of things correct. I ask that you find a way to teach both (mistakes/correct) to our daughter. Explain each, provide detailed account...shit..show her the result of doing things the right and wrong way. Teach her how to be a woman...more than that...teach her how to be a responsible, goal oriented, over achieving, self reliant and efficient woman. Show her what it is like to be stron...

"Smooth car". That was my initial thought when saw this whatever it is car. "A yellow...yellow something..." Shaking my head. " Yellow." Hand on face. Biting lip. "Yellow Ferrari. A Yellow, topless, Ferarri." 

That when instantly I had a decision to make. 

Hard top or convertible. 

First questions I thought: "Does it come in hardtop and convertible, or is just a convertible? If does come in both, is the top hard or is made out of leather?" Mind you, I never once until just now have even inquired about the cost. I couldn't tell you how much I paid for it, but I can tell you that it's more than what I paid. Gas mileage, technology, interior, insurance not at all considered. No need to test drive, not worried about making the payments, 'cause I'm buying this with one signature. 

The showman is giving me all sorts of details about the history, the tradition, the all that professional type yadder, and all I can really...

Should I do it FUCK 'EM they've had it coming to them from a while back so yeah I is: Self paid nigga doin' made nigga thangs, on the regular smoking trends for the funds, Self paid nigga doin' made nigga thangs on the FIB for the green for AHMES to lead the way Throwing yella diamonds in the air like I'm signed to Hov's team, whole team netting profits on a bracket bustin' theme, faded off the past leading futures is my thing, spinning tops is what I run through, ichimokui on my life shows I've broke trough clouds, no looking down! Self made nigga doin' made nigga thangs, on the regular smoking trends for the funds I'm just a self paid nigga doin' made nigga thangs on the FIB for the green AHMES I'm just a step away from fucking greatness, and if she'll let me I'll seed her with, luck nine months later a screaming successful baby boy, man I'm causing international percent change incidents when I lot the fucking ...

<3-2-<3 We gone, We gon' We gone ride forever baby, Take it to whole new level on them lady, Me + You ='s FOREVER...oh ya-yay So sit back & let me sweet serenade you baby If you ever listened to my heart then my love you've always known, If you ever heard my voice then my love is always told, If you ever took the time to look my love always shown, If I share my heart with you I hope world just rides along, -Shift- We gon' rise forever, we-guh we-guh rise forever baby, I could never, I could never, I could never lose you never ever, ever, ever, ever, ever ever leave you times get rough I do what it takes to please you- Yep, We gone, ride for ever-ever, Treat me like a your sponge, I'm here to soak up all your pain, Know I may not be thug but I'll ride on any bank, shit I may not be hood but I'll bubble up that cake, shit I'm talking 'bout woulds & coulds, for you there ain't anythang I can't, ...

As I told you, I need help with my writing...so if and when I start to trail off the subject or the words appear to difficult to exist, just remember that I told so.. Begin: Is it a test? Thought or Theory.  Is it a riddle or a clue? Three rules I apply to everything are: #1 Anything is possible #2 Proof is as equal to evidence as is 1 in value in terms of relevance #3 Not every rule written, is every rule true The only reminder to maintained are that #'s mean everything. Pushing aside anything allows one to overtake all the remains, all that remains is limitless, thus no limits to what one can do. Now if I were to pose such an idea in the form of philosophical question, "If you could have a sat down with the future would you ask about the past?", how would those who only live for the moment find the time to answer with questioning the reasons?

As the eyes seek to define the architects' proof-wit-meaning view of the world words prognosticate a smattering of intrinsically motivated sights  subjugating chants twined artfully to infinitely clash mystically enticing strength by spirit rendering mental weak souls forever rift from rest as the talented amongst the few dilute care fueled waves collectively soil the drowning pond of forgotten thought deep lapses of gravel pave the way a'head logical definition buried a thousand streams beneath wrought for a wrath of cleverly placed uncovered shall bend minds translated the image stained upon the beating chest  forcing two to wander the relativity of pain a windfall of broken hearts claims connectivity to shame....Sold as is to the highest bidder a better life provided by the luminous ether living eternally incoherent throughout the rampant dream of glimmering lights.. *Sometimes what is most obvious is most obviously unclear...* WHO'S SAYING THIS?

I've never been fired or "let go" because I was too talented, too good, too smart for the job...that is until recently... I've never experienced such confusion ever in my life..until now...and for the first time ever I do not know what to do... I allowed the ideas, thoughts, creativity of others to open up all the ideas, thoughts, and creativity I've been holding in for quite sometime..I placed my trust in them, I showed them the real me...and all I got out of it was hurt...hurt because instead allowing me to put my ideas to use and work...they stole them and had others carry them out...I feel so hurt..hurt when the old me would feel anger...a searing pain that I know will take time to recover from...When? So many ideas I had, so many things I put together..I thought we were a natural fit, a match made in heaven...turns out...My ideas were but I wasn't...I could have made this company an untouchable, incomparable, internationally recognized winner...i...

SuperStar O - Lights Down Instrumental Taking Over  I'm just like you, you'll see, yet unlike you I like being me, me is he, I am Who, Who of whom the confused seethe pools of hate for the me they'll never be, hated so much because he is who few could never understand or relate, blind never see, defeat is by conscience so unconsciously I delve with schooled matter grey, Einsteinian lisp leaks, defect my past I'm a whole 'nother me, eclipsed the climax of shined moons over sleep, soon the sun will shed light on all I laid in plain lands full of dreams, That's the plan, that's the path, no plot, thicker than them big girls with shorts showing ass, Every time I see the lights go on, I'm ON, I'mma get it tick-tick 'til my life's gone cold, Steady rising to the top skybox no end insight always in the zone, If ya really for penny change thoughts with me ohhh, dropping dimes over lines for the minds open eyes , See me on the list of goats, face f...

I keep my nose so buried in many books, my head cluttered with so many random thoughts, and my heart open to so many people that more often than I forget that but only a simple a man, no greater than the next, no more supreme than the supreme King... It's weird to me that I am in many ways I am unable to connect with my fellow man, and as a result am often left wondering how to make the connection. I recognize that I lack the ability to communicate my visions in a clear enough manner that those around me are able to share what I think and see...I've been told on numerous occasions by a great number of people that I am too complex, that I am wildly unique, that I am...different...but when I press for details as to how, my head is often filled with more questions than answers, which leaves me dumbfounded... The one reasons why I push so hard, why read so much, why do so many things, take so many risks, and am so confident is because I truly do believe that anything is possibl...

                      This here is a celebration, shining moment, lights bright, letting it all go soak in, taking a minute for tonight, Yeah its on, this here’s a hit, made it happen, no denying Time tome sit and enjoy it all, took a mighty long time, pushing builders up hill with no help I have arrived, Dark days forever gone, all I do now is shine, seems my tomorrows finally here, yeah today’s finally arrived Pop them bottles and celebrate Yeah its going down tonight So often & quite handedly do I deliver thoughts of mine, so mind numbingly quick you’d think I fucking shattered time, hold my own on every track, broke the mold now I shine, took a while to get here, now that I have it’s all mine, Out to break the hearts those while I end the career of foes, middle finger in the air forever screaming forever fuck ‘em both Laying down heavy tracks of  heavenly scripture, dontcha know don’t provoke,...

I ask- What is Love? Whatcha know about love beyond bond when things change,  When the hard rain comes, are you down enough to remain?,  What is Love,  Is love strong in the face of all disaster acting as a shield to shield lovers from heartbreaks pain,  as its written is as I how I say,  how I prove it, love, is no game,  What is love? What is Love? I loved her more in the morning love than any man could in their lifetime, like three days grace, she was a gift from the above in the chess game of love she played the queen to my knight, build a fortress by a lake I just might’ve had my queen not slayed me past fortnight, killed by her the one I wanted as my wife- Whatcha know about love beyond bond when things change, When the hard rain comes are you down enough remain, What is Love She keeps a smattering of torn hearts, scorned lovers, and missed connections, scattered across globe like a broken heart...

Time & time again, I find myself so stifled and stuffed, stuck on repeat Stuck on stupid, stupid-stupid me for all times lost spent in thought, fell so deep I fell apart, There are nights when all I can do is think about that life I've always imagined & have always know that I may never have, never have because I'm too afraid to explore, too afraid to explore, because of my history full of failures, There are moments when I wish that I could take it all back, times when I just want to give it all up, hours I wish I could give in, Seconds lead to minutes, minutes lead to hours, hours lead to days, days lead to weeks, weeks lead to months, and months lead to years, yet no matter how much time passes somethings seem as though they may never change, There are days when I wake up & all that I want to do is pack a bag, gather a few belongings and walk out of the door, but I think about you my secret love it's true, Throw it all away, throw away all of ...

From the paranormal mind of the worlds foremost cognitively apt, Comes a rush of analogous flow, Take a seat and lean back, As this psychedelic toxin overdose of lisp effectively infects the deoxyribonucleic acids of this track, Lyrically transcribe tricyclic anti-depressants for those whom my mere presence exposes the confidence they lack, For the sake of keeping it real, I'm just too good for record deals, Subliminal mental illusion artist inking the hearts of those my words are often eye targets, I appeal    Discreet secretions in the form of knowledge keeps 'em cumming back so much I call 'em nymphowhoaholics, Whatcha need, know I got it, Planters Seed, I spit knowledge, If divinity is a gift then consider this my allegiance to that alliance, Sorta kinda like a beast, ancient soul of the Mayans, Rhodium status life radiates like blue diamonds shining, Consider this a cease and desist order to all those envious laced thoughts kept in secret, just know your sil...

There will no doubt be some that will find offense to what I’m about to say, I don’t give a fuck, no way, ‘cause I’m already heaven saved, so far up I rise from sand… BITCHES, BITCHES, BITCHES ….Click and bob your fucking head. Bitches, Bitches, Bitches Written by: Amari L. Williams (Hook) YYYYYYYOOOOOOUUUUUU BITCHES,BITCHES,BITCHES Don't know me (You) Bitches, bitches, bitches, Can't hold me, (You) Bitches, Bitches, Bitches, Wanna know me now (You) Bitches all around, wishing & wanting to tie me down,     What the fuck mind gone genius, blown off chopped up kush no seedings, plot & scheming alls uh nigga really here for, Who's Saying This aka Mr. Top Spot no dreaming pitch black tint push button start goes top down no ceilings, (Hook) BITCHES,BITCHES,BITCHES Don't know I run the business now, Bitches, Bitches, Bitches, I hold the fucking crown, Bitches, Bitches, Bitches, Lips tight silence, bitches all around Too late for then, it's over for yo...

“Circumpolar Star” Written By: Amari L. Williams I could never measure my love for you on a scale of 1 to 10, Just keeping it 100 with you baby, my feelings for you INFINITE, You keep me straight laced up with your curiously amorous innocence, no disrespect when it seems I’m not paying attention or I show little interest in all the things you say, I’m just trying to time the moment I silence you with a kiss, mmm those soft full lips, I bet their sweet as honey, YES, forever etched, your in my head, fresh to death when you dress, f--k the rest you’re the best, I must admit, openly I confess, you’re light years above and beyond the next, can't compare your love to none, forever & eternity, all you’ve given me borders on too much, no way that I could ever repay you but offer the rest of my life for starts, from the moment you take my hand, on the our voyage we depart, our future a love filled expedition, here’s to you/me and a success...

"I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life." Seems the perfect verse to start with, JESUS in John 8:12 Leads me to an action of thoughts, through my heart I let these words flow: I'll take freedom, give me love I need liberty, live a life of going strong for the ones who depend on me,  forever wants trump desire, Are you hearing me? Seems I've found a new use, know the truth, the devils' a liar, ask God for the proof Who's Saying This - no strings required - keep inspiring the youth Gospel says give to love is always give back - thing I'm wrong check the book for the fact, I speak the truth can't no hater silence that, spread ya angel wings baby, soar an' rise 'cross the map, wave my 50 stars high, while I break through to minds, can't feel me then you're blind, I'm on that Halo but ain't no Master Chief in me, While some are staring, I lean a shoulder for weak...