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A Collection of Musical Thoughts: Anybody got a lighter or a match that I can strike ? I’ve got a few words to share, yet I’m sitting in the dark haven’t got a light..If you do, I’m gonna need it  soon as I’ve just been told that my 3 minutes of stage time began 5 minutes ago, Hmm…is that why that guy keeps waving at me from the back of the room? I thought he was just trying to tell me that my time was overdue…   I enter the studio every night just before midnight, I use the side entrance ‘cause I know that’s what she’d prefer. She’s my little secret and I’ll never let her go..all the other dudes keep tryin’ but I’m the only one that can get her to BLOW …I give her my all and will to my death just so that she’ll always know that she’ll forever be a part of my mind, body and soul. I don’t know where I'd be without here, she’s gotten me thru some of the hardest times, some of the strangest places and some of my longest nights..Damn with her I know what Love is ..I love he...

Written to STUNT HARD by Lil Wayne & Drake:   PUT ME IN COACH. The CHAMP wants In Let me get ‘em coach, let me hit ‘em I’M THE MAN!!! Well hello there..why are you just standing there? Come on in…No need to be afraid to come in this area, I took the hard hat warning down a long time ago…so see it’s okay…You have nothing to worry about, EVERTHING AROUND YOU is real here …yeah I know you’ve been told that before but you’ve gotta at least try to believe me. I’m going to make you as comfortable as I am…it’s the least I can do since I’m the one who asked you com come here in the first place…and I guess since it’s part of what I do when I’m writing I guess it’s time that I say something that’s not supposed to make sense. Ah, now I’m ready to write, now I’m ready to put some ink on the page today. Today I want to talk about words like I’m talking about a sport, I wanna my way thru a paragraph today…Give Me the DAMN Comma…I may even use a tr 1 ck or two al 0 ng the way…I...

I told  a story tonight on Twitter(that’s crazy isn’t it)…and I wanna talk about it like this is my “Post Performance Interview”: With all the lights and cameras > eeSI < just finished working on something I dreamed about the other night and sat around for two days trying to figure out how to get the word out. I told everyone that I knew to tell everyone that they knew and hoped that the word would spread that way and then WHAM, it hit me…I could tell my story by telling a story on Twitter. See THIS IS HOW BAD I WANT TO TURN MY DREAM INTO REALITY , this is how I get Diddy to want to be on MY Friends List …Are U…-^`->Red - - - - E ?   Okay so it's that time that I told you about I would tell(lol) you how ? you and well I guess we should go ahead and get started. :One Hundred and Forty Characters at a timeThe best music to write to can be found at www.whossayingthis.blogspot... and YES I know that I keep "Plugging" my page but you should.19 O...

LET’S->LETS>LETS…Let’s get a little naked…let’s get a little France…Nah wit all that fakin’ baby…I’ma get you out them pants…I’ve been way to patient lately & almost missed out on my chance...Hell your man will probably hate how I get it shakin’ in his bed… I hear you asking me, begging me, & telling me  you need it…What with all the calling and the texting, how the hell is this a secret? I know how you want it and I feel it just the same… shit ..the weather outside is perfect for some PLAYING-IN-THE- RAIN …or maybe the…shower..anyway you want it my flower…you can show your super power as your ridin’ the waves of my thighs..maybe arch back a bit..ooh baby, the way you bite that lip... makes me tense a little bit as I position and sit…now it’s time for someone to see what I can do…from behind…is that what you were after when you sped thru that last chapter of: “Amari’s: Beds, Bedrooms, and Eyes”..oh that name?         ...

FUCK It..I know what I said y’all, but fuck it I’m still here..gotta be, who would tell you what I like to hear?..I think that we all know what in the HELL (?) you just WITNESSED , I mean to think you saw the greatest when you TELL YOUR FRIENDS you didn’t..It’s a shame, who’s to blame…Shit Kobe had a secret…I think it’s funny oh so funny when WE GREATEST tend to PLAY with all the lessers see who pay to $ee me(?) me play, how I play it’s okay mom I’m not worried I know your a T-Mobile ‘call away.. What did J 23 say? who’s that may I say? It is I, and I say: Heeeee’sssss back ain't I fine, ain't I great? Did I stop or did I quit? I thought I waited just a bit, took a chance on wonderin’ if you cared a little bit…Even for that little bit...Now sit... My man, my girl help me wonder thru this world..yeah I did...I think I started a new trend , just to push my product into the deepness and depth of YOUR MIND.  It’s not crazy, I’m just lazy…Why go out and look for(what? you ma...

FUck it this shit is so good that I’m not even going to EDIT IT if it’s that g$$d you’ll forgive the errors that come along with my level of cCcRr3AaTiV1t>|< The story that I am about to tell you will one day hopefully be a movie, so grab a drink, something to eat, turn the bass ^^ LOUD and listen as you read my FIRST BOOK entitled: Amari, Just 1 Part of my Mind by me. Oh and I think I may need a lawyer and an ENTOURAGE. <HMW> Begin: For all you Slackers, Degenerates, and Class Clowns: I’ve just been told that while I was away, some of you have decided to make a mockery of my class. I heard about some of you gallivanting around here like you fucking own the place, some of you may have forgotten what in the hell it is that I brought you here for. Well I tell you what, that will not happen here, not in my class not today. I will not stand by and be an idle part to this. Show me some respect when you come in here, don’t just wipe your seat before you sit down, ...

Apparently someone who reads this has been feeling a  little neglected lately and instead of just clearing the air with me they decided to “ descriptively ” express their displeasure with me as opposed to just coming out and saying it too my face…I wonder how that worked out in hindsight… So for you: Oh I get it…you thought that all my thoughts and words were supposed to be about you(so much for creativity)...well Damn I’m so sorry Sherlock , but ooops apparently you must’ve missed a few clues …See like it says on the top of the page…sometimes I just like to take a journey, maybe I should add a tag line that says: Thoughts & Subject MAY NOT ALWAYS SUIT YOU. Ah maybe I knew I should’ve put in a *disclaimer* , you know something like > look here for clue < maybe then you would’ve realized that I REALLY am no fool, I guess that doesn’t move you closer to the head of the line…perhaps maybe it does in fact move you a few steps back and DAMN now you’ve gotta ...

Hmm… If I told you what I’m thinking, could you paint a picture with the words I’m trying to get you to see?? If I handed you all of my thoughts & words in a bag, could you string together all of the nouns and verbs that I keep in my can of alphabet soup of love for you?? If I sung you the song that I see us dancing to in my mind, would you do me the honor of dancing with me in the middle of a crowded room?? These are my words, my thoughts , my feelings, my..PASSION…Is this what you wanted hear me say…I’m sorry I thought that look in my eyes and the way that my voice seems to get high pitched around you gave it away..   I’m going to try not to wreck this like a car spinning out of control in the rain on an abandoned street..But I want you to feel my rhythm, feel my beat, hear my voice as I shout, scream, yell and do whatever else it is that will get you to pay attention, I’m trying to tell you something here but you keep turning your back. Look at me, I’m talking to you...

I wonder if I can get you to love the idea of falling in love with someone who’s already fallin in love with the thought of being the one who loves you? I wonder if I can get you to care how I care by allowing me to care for you? I wonder if I can get you to feel the way that I feel, maybe then you’ll get how I feel about you..I wonder if I can get you to think about me the way that I think about you, hell as a matter of fact I’m sitting here thinking about whether or not you’re sitting there thinking about me too…see I may not have all of the answers and I may ask a lot of questions, but I don’t think it’s because I’m indecisive I think it’s ‘cause I consider you my lesson …You have me as your student and you’re classes I’m not missin…and while I may have failed before I plan to graduate next session… Some of you may not get that and some of may, but either way..if you stop and think about it, you’ll see that you’ve thought about someone in your life the same exact way toda...

This is… GRAPHIC- Fucking you would just be a waste of time, having sex with you would be probably get boring…so how about…how about if each time you gave me the pleasure of being inside of you I made love to you . What if instead of rushing to stick it in, I slide it in slowly …one inch at a time…damn you know what what if I went an inch a second? That would give us what… 8 SECONDS … 8 seconds where time and our hearts stop…and at the end that 8 seconds I’ll bring  you back to reality as you feel me hit that spot …I like this spot so much that my muscles are tensing as I try to push in a little deeper , not to hurt you but so that you can feel all of me as I feel all of you. Parts of me throbbing to your movements, sweat forming on my brow…the dampness of your body sweating, while your nipples stand fully erect ..would you mind if I took one of them into my mouth and rolled my tongue around it a little bit, I promise not to forget about the other one…as a matter of fact ...

I think it’s the way that I touch you that keeps you wanting me…the way that l run my fingers thru your hair, that little bit of static that builds up ..I wonder if that is because of the friction or because of the electricity between us…Whatever it is, it’s powering my movements at this very moment… Mmm and how I just love to lick your ear…that little spot right…there feels good knowing that I maybe the only person who knows that you love to kissed on that spot on your neck, right there on the corner of your hair line…the Goosebumps on your neck indicate that it drives you crazy when I run my tongue from the under your chin, around to the front of your neck and then slowly up to your lips, oh and check me out …running my tongue along the edges of your lip, leading to that slight nibble on your bottom lip…aahh that kiss ..that’s the moment that we’ve both been waiting for…Pardon those wandering hands of mine, they seem to believe that you’d feel far more comfortable with that shirt ...

I’m sitting here staring at the screen and all that I can see is the SYSTEM ERROR Message flashing over and over again, it keeps saying that a FILE IS MISSING and that annoying FUCKING “AAAANNNNGAAAANNNAA” sound has my ears ringing and since I’m just sitting here doing nothing this current problem appears URGENT desperate need of my full attention.   I should do something about it. Only problem is that that message isn’t coming in from the computer thru my eyes, this message is coming straight from my heart… Okay let’s see the problem apparently isn’t with her so I guess that means the problem is within me so let’s go down the Checklist : - Could it be my sense of humor that drives her crazy or could it be my annoying tone of voice? - Could it be my love for sports and competition or the way that I sometimes compete with others if for no reason than to prove that I am indeed better than they are? - Could be my ego…I am a VERY confident person, I think that we all should ...

EVERYONE LISTEN TO: Kanye West –”Amazing” It’s the only way to get what I’m about to say and if you can get the Instrumental then get it. I’m going to write about something that I very RARELY even talk about at the same time I’m going to write about someone special to me…My only hope is that she one day sees this and finally gets what I’ve ALWAYS been trying to say… Song Begin -----> Man, I know it was a long time ago but you gotta know that when I first saw you I knew that I could never let you go, and I know that it’s crazy that I've waited to tell you until now…but yeah you were right I do love you..it’s amazing the way you look, but FUCK it’s so FANTASTIC to see you smile…I don’t think it’s crazy the way you make my heart beat when you stare and girl I’ve got to give it to you, because your just about the only one who makes me nervous when my phone rings, I can’t ignore you…how could I ignore you, just like how my foot thumps the floor to the bass of this song, my heart be...

I’m no expert, I just tend to listen a little more than others… You say that you’re “Feeling as though I am not one who is needed..”(Your Words), well I’ve got some news for you…You’re not…you are: wanted, appreciated, cared for and even thought about…But I think that you may just be a little too bottled up and enclosed within your own world that you are truly incapable of understanding what’s going on the world of those around you. It’s kinda hard to isolate yourself, your thoughts and you’re feelings from everyone else you know, yet expect them to know what’s going on inside…So it’s okay for you to push away, matter of fact we’re used to it by now…it’s okay for you to judge our actions and the things that we do, because some of us deserve that…it’s okay to say how you feel, but when will it be okay for you to HEAR what others’ are saying?? At least I am not afraid to live life, and I apologize if this hurts your feelings but this is what’s on my mind…Unlike you I will take chance...

It could be me, but I think we all need to STOP & TAKE a 2nd… Check it - The Swine Flu or N1H1 is currently the “Thing” that has our nations full attention, it’s the new mini crisis and everybody is talking about it..The FUCKING FLU, man oh man…But this isn’t the first appearance of Mr. S (as I call him)…check your history students and you’ll see that we’ve been down this road..We are talking about closing borders, people are wearing masks, schools are closing, people are scared, and DAMN they even talk about it on ESPN..I think the “experts” or those we turn to for answers have the “Pandemic” estimated at a total of like 1500-1900 people MAX, I mean on the news today all they talked about was were the number “already infected”, which was 336 I believe(check that)…um okay maybe it’s just me and maybe I don’t have a heart but…Isn’t the Total Population of the United States ALMOST 392+ Million and growing by the moment?(and NO Republican, I did not count all of the illegal's ...

So check this out, I was just sitting here and reading the news story about the CL Killer guy and it got me to thinking. For most of us, Craigslist like Twitter is something “new” that’s been given to us by the www, and it’s opened the door for more lunacy and a new way for those who’ve ever felt rejected to lash out against society and for the rest of us to keep up with our “peeps”. A guy, a med student placed an ad “For Murder”. This guy REALLY placed an ad in the newspaper(online in fact) to take a human life and the bananas shit is this guy knew what he was doing. It made me wonder how many ads he had posted before that and how many people were “test runs” and never even knew it. I betcha that guy also had a MYSPACE, what is the world coming to? Speaking of Craigslist, I got a dog and went to look at 2 more using that website, and I don’t know about you but I’ve clicked on some of the other ads(they’re hilarious), but I wonder if I should feel lucky that nothing bad happened t...

Man I gotta tell you that I LOVE MY TRUCK!! My truck is so nice, so me, so smooth. That Black paint shining in the sun, the way it looks parked with the roof open, the rims so banging, damn they sit high. Man I love my truck,I love sitting in traffic in that truck. I love the way it sounds, ‘70s music as fading in the background, the smell of Black ‘N Mild's in the air. I love how I can lean in my ride, while at the same time fly by, everyone around here knows “The Truck” , My truck is so cool that it has a name “Niko”, Niko is my dude, more times than not, that’s my wingman. Niko knows all my secrets, he’s seen things, he’s helped me get some things done. My truck is so unlike my car, my car is a “beater”, it NEVER get’s cleaned, rarely gets washed, has dents, even got in a wreck. My car fought a garage and barely won. My cars sees my truck and cries, while my truck just looks at the car and laughs. I’ve come to the conclusion that you can do just about anything in a truck and...

Yeah, I’m happy at the moment…Don’t know why kinda just hit me and well I feel like going on a walk with words leading the way. Word of WARNING I do not plan on making sense and I feel like changing subjects mid sentence and then coming back to them…Kinda like if I were talking out loud…lol.   Something is holding me back, something is preventing me from moving forward. It feels like I’m running thru quick sand and the only thing I can see moving fast is the end. I want to write about nature. about the sun, about life. But every time I try to it seems my brain has “lost sight”, like the rays of light coming from my thoughts and creativity are being shielded and thus left to fizzle out like the tip of a sparkler…I want you to get what I get right now, to get on my level, to hold my hand as take a leap of faith off the edge.  I’m sorry – The smoke from this Black and Mild has got my eyes watering a little bit as I sit here stroking the keys of this keyboard like I’m hittin...

My ideas have filed for divorce from you, my thoughts, my dreams and my aspirations are all following suite. I’ve decided today not to give up on me…but instead to give up on you. You with your judgment and your ideas on what it is that I am doing. It’s funny because I thought that out of anyone you would be the one most destined to join me on my journey. Forever I will love you and nothing will ever change that, it’s just that at a time when I needed you most, you felt it necessary to turn away from me. What now then my “zebra shirt” will we do know that we both know..that my dreams of a “new reality” were to you both MY DREAM & MY FAULT.   There once was a time when I thought the person who was most close to me was in fact the one person who was close to me and I’ve come to realize that while they may not see the world I do, they hope that one day I’ll see my dreams come true. For I am not a perfect man though I may tell stories of a “perfect Time” I am a man nonetheless,...

I just finished doing something that ALWAYS feels good and I want to tell the you all about it…I did it in that way that makes you feel all good inside… I must confess it made me shiver a little bit and I feel that also must admit that there was a minute or two there where I thought I couldn’t handle doing it anymore, it felt like I was going to burst…I even got a little weak-in-my-knees and out of breath during the process…but DAMN was it worth it, just the thing I needed right now. All my problems and the problems of the world seemed to just “fade away” for a moment. No bills, no children, no wars, no politics, nothing just me and that person…it felt like an eternity, like we were on a planet all our own.. Man, y’all have got to do this at least once today…hell more than once…I plan on doing what I just did over and over and over again today. I think next time though I’m going to do it with a group of people around instead of just one person, sounds crazy I know but I want as many pe...