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Worst Week Ever

I've never been fired or "let go" because I was too talented, too good, too smart for the job...that is until recently... I've never experienced such confusion ever in my life..until now...and for the first time ever I do not know what to do... I allowed the ideas, thoughts, creativity of others to open up all the ideas, thoughts, and creativity I've been holding in for quite sometime..I placed my trust in them, I showed them the real me...and all I got out of it was hurt...hurt because instead allowing me to put my ideas to use and work...they stole them and had others carry them out...I feel so hurt..hurt when the old me would feel anger...a searing pain that I know will take time to recover from...When? So many ideas I had, so many things I put together..I thought we were a natural fit, a match made in heaven...turns out...My ideas were but I wasn't...I could have made this company an untouchable, incomparable, internationally recognized winner...i
SuperStar O - Lights Down Instrumental Taking Over  I'm just like you, you'll see, yet unlike you I like being me, me is he, I am Who, Who of whom the confused seethe pools of hate for the me they'll never be, hated so much because he is who few could never understand or relate, blind never see, defeat is by conscience so unconsciously I delve with schooled matter grey, Einsteinian lisp leaks, defect my past I'm a whole 'nother me, eclipsed the climax of shined moons over sleep, soon the sun will shed light on all I laid in plain lands full of dreams, That's the plan, that's the path, no plot, thicker than them big girls with shorts showing ass, Every time I see the lights go on, I'm ON, I'mma get it tick-tick 'til my life's gone cold, Steady rising to the top skybox no end insight always in the zone, If ya really for penny change thoughts with me ohhh, dropping dimes over lines for the minds open eyes , See me on the list of goats, face f

Pushing on, Pushing up

I keep my nose so buried in many books, my head cluttered with so many random thoughts, and my heart open to so many people that more often than I forget that but only a simple a man, no greater than the next, no more supreme than the supreme King... It's weird to me that I am in many ways I am unable to connect with my fellow man, and as a result am often left wondering how to make the connection. I recognize that I lack the ability to communicate my visions in a clear enough manner that those around me are able to share what I think and see...I've been told on numerous occasions by a great number of people that I am too complex, that I am wildly unique, that I am...different...but when I press for details as to how, my head is often filled with more questions than answers, which leaves me dumbfounded... The one reasons why I push so hard, why read so much, why do so many things, take so many risks, and am so confident is because I truly do believe that anything is possibl

From Above

                      This here is a celebration, shining moment, lights bright, letting it all go soak in, taking a minute for tonight, Yeah its on, this here’s a hit, made it happen, no denying Time tome sit and enjoy it all, took a mighty long time, pushing builders up hill with no help I have arrived, Dark days forever gone, all I do now is shine, seems my tomorrows finally here, yeah today’s finally arrived Pop them bottles and celebrate Yeah its going down tonight So often & quite handedly do I deliver thoughts of mine, so mind numbingly quick you’d think I fucking shattered time, hold my own on every track, broke the mold now I shine, took a while to get here, now that I have it’s all mine, Out to break the hearts those while I end the career of foes, middle finger in the air forever screaming forever fuck ‘em both Laying down heavy tracks of  heavenly scripture, dontcha know don’t provoke, Who Saying This stays so lethal with this gift streak unma

What is Love/Goodbye

I ask- What is Love? Whatcha know about love beyond bond when things change,  When the hard rain comes, are you down enough to remain?,  What is Love,  Is love strong in the face of all disaster acting as a shield to shield lovers from heartbreaks pain,  as its written is as I how I say,  how I prove it, love, is no game,  What is love? What is Love? I loved her more in the morning love than any man could in their lifetime, like three days grace, she was a gift from the above in the chess game of love she played the queen to my knight, build a fortress by a lake I just might’ve had my queen not slayed me past fortnight, killed by her the one I wanted as my wife- Whatcha know about love beyond bond when things change, When the hard rain comes are you down enough remain, What is Love She keeps a smattering of torn hearts, scorned lovers, and missed connections, scattered across globe like a broken heart bandit, little miss hop in head

Times When

Time & time again, I find myself so stifled and stuffed, stuck on repeat Stuck on stupid, stupid-stupid me for all times lost spent in thought, fell so deep I fell apart, There are nights when all I can do is think about that life I've always imagined & have always know that I may never have, never have because I'm too afraid to explore, too afraid to explore, because of my history full of failures, There are moments when I wish that I could take it all back, times when I just want to give it all up, hours I wish I could give in, Seconds lead to minutes, minutes lead to hours, hours lead to days, days lead to weeks, weeks lead to months, and months lead to years, yet no matter how much time passes somethings seem as though they may never change, There are days when I wake up & all that I want to do is pack a bag, gather a few belongings and walk out of the door, but I think about you my secret love it's true, Throw it all away, throw away all of

Whatcha Need

From the paranormal mind of the worlds foremost cognitively apt, Comes a rush of analogous flow, Take a seat and lean back, As this psychedelic toxin overdose of lisp effectively infects the deoxyribonucleic acids of this track, Lyrically transcribe tricyclic anti-depressants for those whom my mere presence exposes the confidence they lack, For the sake of keeping it real, I'm just too good for record deals, Subliminal mental illusion artist inking the hearts of those my words are often eye targets, I appeal    Discreet secretions in the form of knowledge keeps 'em cumming back so much I call 'em nymphowhoaholics, Whatcha need, know I got it, Planters Seed, I spit knowledge, If divinity is a gift then consider this my allegiance to that alliance, Sorta kinda like a beast, ancient soul of the Mayans, Rhodium status life radiates like blue diamonds shining, Consider this a cease and desist order to all those envious laced thoughts kept in secret, just know your silen

Triple B's

There will no doubt be some that will find offense to what I’m about to say, I don’t give a fuck, no way, ‘cause I’m already heaven saved, so far up I rise from sand… BITCHES, BITCHES, BITCHES ….Click and bob your fucking head. Bitches, Bitches, Bitches Written by: Amari L. Williams (Hook) YYYYYYYOOOOOOUUUUUU BITCHES,BITCHES,BITCHES Don't know me (You) Bitches, bitches, bitches, Can't hold me, (You) Bitches, Bitches, Bitches, Wanna know me now (You) Bitches all around, wishing & wanting to tie me down,     What the fuck mind gone genius, blown off chopped up kush no seedings, plot & scheming alls uh nigga really here for, Who's Saying This aka Mr. Top Spot no dreaming pitch black tint push button start goes top down no ceilings, (Hook) BITCHES,BITCHES,BITCHES Don't know I run the business now, Bitches, Bitches, Bitches, I hold the fucking crown, Bitches, Bitches, Bitches, Lips tight silence, bitches all around Too late for then, it's over for yo

Circumpolar Star

“Circumpolar Star” Written By: Amari L. Williams I could never measure my love for you on a scale of 1 to 10, Just keeping it 100 with you baby, my feelings for you INFINITE, You keep me straight laced up with your curiously amorous innocence, no disrespect when it seems I’m not paying attention or I show little interest in all the things you say, I’m just trying to time the moment I silence you with a kiss, mmm those soft full lips, I bet their sweet as honey, YES, forever etched, your in my head, fresh to death when you dress, f--k the rest you’re the best, I must admit, openly I confess, you’re light years above and beyond the next, can't compare your love to none, forever & eternity, all you’ve given me borders on too much, no way that I could ever repay you but offer the rest of my life for starts, from the moment you take my hand, on the our voyage we depart, our future a love filled expedition, here’s to you/me and a success

Raise Ya Hands

"I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life." Seems the perfect verse to start with, JESUS in John 8:12 Leads me to an action of thoughts, through my heart I let these words flow: I'll take freedom, give me love I need liberty, live a life of going strong for the ones who depend on me,  forever wants trump desire, Are you hearing me? Seems I've found a new use, know the truth, the devils' a liar, ask God for the proof Who's Saying This - no strings required - keep inspiring the youth Gospel says give to love is always give back - thing I'm wrong check the book for the fact, I speak the truth can't no hater silence that, spread ya angel wings baby, soar an' rise 'cross the map, wave my 50 stars high, while I break through to minds, can't feel me then you're blind, I'm on that Halo but ain't no Master Chief in me, While some are staring, I lean a shoulder for weak

End is Clear

I spend so much time thinking that when it comes to speaking I tend to stutter but I hope you understand that it's only because I care so much that I know never where to begin. Known as Amari to some, Who's Saying This to the few whom share my plan, feel the pain inside my thoughts and know my heartbeats for those lost and gone, share my soul, share my soul, share my soul until I die, may never apologize for staring 'cause I wonder oh so much, can I help because I can't help but not ignore those who may need help, every child needs a teacher even if the schools close their doors, every sinner needs a preacher, every hurtin' needs a healin', for you all I do my all, 'til I fall, 'til I fall I'm out to prove that I can improve the lives of all... I hope that one day my kids will understand that their births were the moments I truly felt most blessed, I hope that all the people I have ever met realize that just how much those conversations really mean

U R the 1

If I told u were the 1, U, all I think about when I lay down at night, no matter where u are in the world, would see our stars aligned, would u see the dreams I have for u & I, My plans for the future, Babies maybe if it's u & I, damn, I've fallen hard for ur love can't even lie, no way I'd deny, u're the one I need at night, U are the one, U are the one, Please say, please say, please say u'll be my wife Eternity we'll share, making memories of dreams no others dare, my dear, the sweetest rose I'll kiss ur nose & lick u anywhere, I'll rub ur toes & help u pick out fancy underwear, so fuck the haters let 'em hate, let 'em watch & stare, I'm cards all in show my hand it's a ring I bare, U are the 1, U are the 1, Please say, say u're down to meet me there Castle wedding for my princess, here's me asking, are u listening? Gotta do it over Facebook 'cause my phone is fucking missing...Posted on

Unicode

If I told the world what I do, how many would really have clue, If I showed the world my cards, how could I keep the upper hand, See me I'm a deep thought with eyes open wide glance at that, I dream lots, I think to some imagination realized is just a scheme of plots, turning effortless actions into interpretable building blocks, Real guy no disguise keep my hunt on the prize, chance to chase top or bust, I wall climb Tears to cheers raise a toast to the death of luck tonight a must killing of lust for hope, no time for loss, a triple homicide for success at all cost, adjust your vision for I'm justa move above 'em all, directions vertically challenging to some unnerving and heart shattering, leaves losers lost, as I run 'n gun my stampede unique battering ram approach clears path for the crowd gathering, the watch is on, no matter what they think I think they need to read, double meaning flow leaves an overflow of feelings, breath deep and hold your breathe coun

Forex (I Trade Funds)

Written to the "On One" Instrumental by Drake ft. Rick Ross & Lil Wayne (Get em on) I trade funds (Get em on) I trade funds (Get em on) I said I trade funds I'm getting so throwed Baby's momma staying paid Fibonacci Retractements Forex Money pockets, positioned long for days Stochastic Momentum Index, what/what/what more can I say Like 'em Swiss, French, or Russian We could all have some funds, believe me And whats up with these new niggas? And why they think it all comes so easy But get it while you here boy Cause all that hype don't feel the same next year boy Yeah and I'll be right here in my spot with a little more cash than I already got Trippin off you cause you had your shot With my skin tanned on a 60ft hatch On that yen been so patient, me and D so off chart across the map Hate the rumours, hate your bullshit Hope y'all REALIZE that, I'm just feeling like the throne is for the taking no looking back All I

Ups and Downs

In the span of two months I've done seen, been through and overcome a got damn lot, life's ups outweighed by the downs but fuck them frowns I keep a smiling mouth, as I ink my thoughts I hope this helps someone somewhere in some got damn way somehow, spent two months in jail with no bail until them motherfuckers let me out, then I lost my aunt, the only person in the world who seemed to understand my thoughts (RIP Audrey),  damn I really miss you & love you lots, gained a nephew back in Feb but now in June his parents are splitting apart, wish I could save their love searching for the glue that bonds two hearts together when two minds are lost, celebrated the graduations of my little brother, and my two nieces hope I'm around to see the '15 of my future daughter inlaw, hope my son recognizes all his past failures are the foundation of future success the types of which few have known before, while I hope my brother puts it all together soon before he loses it all,  l

Wondering WTF

The high and ever rising price of oil and thus the price of gas is but enough to drive a person mad, while big corps watch from the windows of their offices fresh suit & tie they laugh. Just as politicians are content to sit hold counsel behind closed doors, drafting unwritten agreements each planning to do very much in the way of forever achieving nothing, yet place blame on each other when questioned by the voting public. So quick they say , “it’s the Presidents fault,” so quick to quick to tear him down, expect “his people to lift him up. I’m wondering WHAT THE FUCK? The fate of man has truly gone off course, no matter the color of skin it appears that each day more and more people are losing their jobs, even teachers. The numbers of those who fail to posses the proper education and skills to fill the openings available are growing, while others with talents beyond that of many are constantly being overlooked. But everyday a new ‘g’ is being added by cell phone provide

Full of Forethought

If you’re reading this page, and this is your first time..I welcome you, and the same time I offer you very little explanation of course of verbal direction as I foolishly assume you possess the mental capability to comprehend.. For anyone else…You may not know this, but it’s been a while since I’ve sat down and just wrote what I thought and how I felt. Pretty strange turn my page has taken over the course of the past few months, I suppose one would be correct in saying that lately I’ve put so much of my efforts and thoughts into writing music, that a part of me has fallen silent. Well I’m quite sure how I would respond to such a opinion, perhaps mainly because on some level such an opinion would be true. But you see, it’s not that I no longer care about sharing what I think, or that I feel as though nary a soul would care anyway…It’s just that it’s hard to know and understand how people feel, if everyone is so afraid to share… The world as you know is ever changing, as one c

Home Pride

  The hardest tasks that will ever be involved will that of defining, understanding, interpreting, and reasoning…. A’s & B’sorta scholar, student kinda maybe I’m stunna, staying rolled ^ to the sleeve with my hands on pulse, riding waves of the coast, headed straight to U of C, Golden Bridge off the edge, Golden Bear on my back, watch me as I saddle ride, narrowed my choice down to one and in the end this is the place that changed my life, challenged me to give my best, each time, every line, beyond knowledge always question what’s next> played in front of the eyes off the cuff my styles hands free catering feeds mouths through ears, traveling circus, crossing rivers, moving mountains upon miles, city buildings fading slowly, watch me closely, appetite for distinction ,hold my tongue references 'til the day of my extinction, desires for  falling confetti, work the greatest Dr. on critically ill patients, offer my i

In a Hurry

I'm trying out the new OnStar Facebook Voice App, as I'm riding around town test driving a 2012, and banging to some new instrumentals.. Gonna be a warm one outside, so much for the suit, so much for the tie, gotta shake off these scrubs and drop the top to the 'coupe, VROOM VROOM, I'm off and running suits' off I'm bending traffic on the beltway eating lunch, with them flips on my feet, bout it hit sixth gear and kill the pavement, with this heat I damn fa sho' that candy paint fading, blinding eyes wrist game strong as a gallon of Folgers, depiction of cognitive greatness my only psychological disorder, infused with unshakable nervous of Pennsylvania Avenue skills, my ambitions far beyond the farthest dawn, peaks on the other side show my brightly lit horizons, posses multiple accolades for my contributions towards success, product of my own environment HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALENTINE, may the

NOW HIRING

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Lucky Chance

  They say that dogs are “Man’s Best Friend”, and until today I never really understood what that meant…Today I lost a very important and special member of my family, a part of the family that while now gone, will never be forgotten. For you Chance..I miss you and  I love you     I already miss you Miss you forever I will Just know I really will Hurts me to my heart to lose you, a part of my world is gone and right now I don't know else what to do My BFF4Ever & Ever Never will there be another replace you I already miss you Miss you forever I will My baby Chance has gone off to heaven today, guess that means that come tomorrow there's no more ears for me to play with, no more watching you trying to catch your tail, stared at me with those big brown eyes while the girls painted your nails, really gonna miss those one-of-a-kind Chancey-pants licks, and even yes the doggy gas from hell that gave m

All the Time I Spend Imagining

Who’s Saying This Constantly I will repeat it, until one day everyone in the world comes to recognize that second to only God with whom nothing I do would ever be possible .. I AM THE GREATEST! So, although my methods of self-promotion, my bravado, to some may seem from afar as grandiose, I will never offer an apology when it comes to how I represent myself and my art. I am aware that there may be times when I rub some ever so tightly  in the wrong way, that when they go to compare themselves to me they feel as though any attempts to repeat is quite nearly impossible. T hat is perhaps the reason why I will forever be misunderstood. Yet if only they too could find reasons and ways to imagine, then maybe they too would find that greatness within me by God has given to them as well -Who’s Saying This Presenting:                                                                                                                                                      All the Time I