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Could be because I’m a SUCH A FAN..Could be because I love sports so much..Could be because I love HISTORY so much…Hmm, Could be because I’m one of those people who can see/recognize when HISTORY is being made…Could the reason I ask so many questions be because you never ask…? Here’s my Q’s , Now it’s your turn…Come on…Turn around and show me that A: How many times has a former “ MVP ” coached his team to an NBA Championship? How many player/coaches have one the NBA Championship in their first season in that role? Of that number of coaches, How many were a “ Superstar "? How many were considered among, if not, the Worlds Greatest Player not only of their era, but in their sport overall? The A: was 1 you A: This is why I love HISTORY!! This is why the NBA is still & will always be FAN tastic. The world is getting watching the chance to see something that no one has ever seen before.  Kobe Bryant aka Bean aka Mamba aka  THE BLACK MAMBA aka  The 8th Wonder aka STIL

“…and here we are it’s 2009 and we have a White House in which we have a Negro as President, surrounded and protected by a bunch of Jews…” Jack Levin, Criminologist That’s the world that we live in today, that above quote is what I heard on the news just now.  A “negro surrounded by Jews”, is that like a pimp surrounded by all his hoes? What the fuck America? Now we’re shooting up Monuments in the Summer time? There’s kids out there,  89 years old WTF is wrong with that dude?  Anti-Semitic or not, shooting up a museum goes way beyond “crossing the line” my children go to museums. What if little Maria and her family, who were at the museum today, had another question for that security guard. What if we had to rush more than the “Hero” & the “Villain” to the hospital? And…If that is his red “Hyundai then I’ve gotta call “Bullshit”, so now you mean to tell me that we have 89 y.o Anti-Semitic, skin heads, who shoot up museums in the middle of the day with a rifles, racist…racist…raci

It’s “Thought A.M” and this is what I think… -Can an open “Can of Worms” be buried beneath the surface? -Is it possible to “Make Believe” on purpose? -When is it ever “Okay” to “Fuck-Up” on purpose? -Is it possible to do something on purpose by “accident”? -When is it “cool” to be the idiot? -How can you tell when an actor is “acting”? -How does one “practice” being “fake”? -How can a argument be one sided if neither person agrees? -Speaking of “One-Sided”…How “One-Sided” is Where’s Waldo? Think about it…we are supposed to look at the picture to figure out where Waldo is..but we never know what Waldo is looking for… -How the FUCK did Waldo end up in there to begin with? -Is Waldo on the Stuff? Is Waldo like Kobe, is he to “Unstoppable”? -is it possible to make a living by not being perfect? -Is “Sexting” Illegal if both parties consent and are over 18? -If it is legal, can someone “Sext” me and “teach me” how to do it? -What do you do when you know that yo

*The ? is for you to fill in the missing _… I’m not sure if I’m going to school online because I see it as an “easy way” to get a degree, or because I see it as the best way to ask for help(Probably not the correct wording for what I’m trying to say, so please do not read too far into that). I’m going to school to earn my Bachelors in Art – History, because I want to know if there is anything in the past that can tell me why I am the way that I am now…At this point in my life I think that I am more concerned with figuring out myself and my thoughts than I am about learning anything else. I just want to learn how to help….Everything else in the world is well… EASY ..to me, I can learn anything by reading about it, doing it or watching others..I learned how to do that in Pre-School. What do I need to know to be “successful”in life? And when/how do I know if I am successful? Who will tell me? Right now, I already feel that I am successful, it’s 2009 and I’m still living, I’ve been thru

So I started my first course and on the first “homework assignment”, I had to answer questions based on the Chapters that I read. The book is called “Peak Performance” and is written in part by Sharon K. Ferrett. The questions were: After reading Chapters 1 & 2, What did you learn about yourself? How will your styles and preferences help you to be successful in college? Construct a one or two paragraph response to each question…Well… After reading the Chapter 1, this is what I came up with: I am an Introvert in my everyday life and an extrovert in my writings. I've always thought of myself as a "Peak Performer" even when I didn't know the correct verbiage or term. I still don't know what to make of my thought process, because I think that I am a creative & analytical person, who, based on previous experiences in life, has been thought of as a "directive" type. Almost every position that I've ever held in life has been in the "aut

Follow Up on the above “Theory” Is it possible to only learn what I want to? I want to be a Motivational Consultant. I  want to be the best. I want to be so good that I am FAMOUS. I want to learn whatever I don’t know and need to know..I don’t know if there is a “Degree” for that or if there is an “actual term”. I know it’s a dream of mine, how do I turn that dream into reality? I want to learn how to relate my personal experiences in life, the things that I’ve learned and the things that I will learn to other people. I want to be paid a for that. I want a “career” where I can combine what I know  with who I am to help others.  I want everyone in the world to know that I am always willing to help. I want to show and teach that others that sometimes we make mistakes, I want to help others when they make mistakes of there own and fall down, I want peers who understand me and the way that I think. Does that make a writer, a philosopher, a psychologist, a sociologist, a person who lives

Is it the person of the their presence that we miss the most when a loved on is away? What hurts the more, losing someone or having to let them go?  A friend, a distant relative, a sibling, a best friend, a lover, even a pet. Who for whatever reason is gone or is “away” at the moment. I sit and wonder about things like this, I wonder how they’re doing, I wonder if they know that they are in thought..Funny- but-not-funny how we get the joke a person tells well after they’re gone and “unavailable” to tell it again. Funny the “tricks” that one performed that one time…Even with all of the “Technology” that we have today, nothing is better than when you have a few moments to share with those & that which is close to you. I asked my mom & sister what they thought about this and just like everything else I say to them, my questions were answered with questions and the only conclusion that they came up with is this: I NEED MEDS My mom feels that I have problems and that I use words t

So I was cleaning out my Recycling Bin today and came across some thoughts that I had been meaning to throw away. Uncompleted pieces of work that I’ve erased from my mind, then I thought, why not just combine them into something to share with others…   > Parallel Thought.mid < Okay..I’m not sure if that above file will play for you or not, but it’s music..I kinda just wrote it and well it kinda sucks..but hey at least I wasn’t afraid to take another chance… --------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I call this “A Quick 180” Written to “So Fly" Instrumental: By: A.Williams Intro : This is how fly I am, This is who I be, I said This is how fly I am, This is who I be, I said This is how fly I am, This is who I be, I said This is how fly I am, your girl chose me…   Hook : She chose me dawg, ya girl chose me, I said, check the message on your new PALM Pre, I say…I think the message sai