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Is There a School For That?

Follow Up on the above “Theory”

Is it possible to only learn what I want to? I want to be a Motivational Consultant. I  want to be the best. I want to be so good that I am FAMOUS. I want to learn whatever I don’t know and need to know..I don’t know if there is a “Degree” for that or if there is an “actual term”. I know it’s a dream of mine, how do I turn that dream into reality? I want to learn how to relate my personal experiences in life, the things that I’ve learned and the things that I will learn to other people. I want to be paid a for that. I want a “career” where I can combine what I know  with who I am to help others.  I want everyone in the world to know that I am always willing to help. I want to show and teach that others that sometimes we make mistakes, I want to help others when they make mistakes of there own and fall down, I want peers who understand me and the way that I think. Does that make a writer, a philosopher, a psychologist, a sociologist, a person who lives off of theory? Or does that just make me a person? I think that makes me a person, and if that makes a person, doesn’t that mean that I already have a “People Person Degree”? I know it’s “unofficial” and may never be “recognized” but what else do I need to learn if no matter what degree, I’ll still be who I am. I’ll just have a piece of paper that tells other people that I’m smart and that I’m capable of learning new things…well shit(I apologize), but I wanted to learn how to compose music the other night and I downloaded a program, now I’m halfway thru a song. I wanted learn how to install cable a few years back..I watched the guy, watched a video and learned how to do it…The point I’m trying to make is how do I know what to go to school for if I know that I want to learn everything? I repeat this question again because I’m hoping that I’ll find the answer…”Undecided” is the answer that most would suggest, but that doesn’t fit..Because I’m not undecided, I know want to learn any & everything. So anyone who read this, please save me that…That’s just more of a waste of money and time, “undecided” is for those who lack the proper “goals”. That’s not me, I’m a person who has limitless goals..what I lack is an employer who pays me for being me.

I think that I should start on my own company, I want people to “count on me”, I want to learn whatever someone needs me to learn, I want to be me for a living. Whatever a company or a person needs me to do, I want to be able to do that. I already have the confidence and the personality, I have a unique set of skills and marketable attributes. I want to learn how to turn “Amari” into a business, I want a company that specializes in creativity, thought, communication, security, a pretty much a lot of things. And I want employees who have that attitude, I want to judge off of what I can do not what a piece of paper says I know.  I want to be “tested” by that, I want to be “interviewed” for who I am, not what something says I know. I’m perfect, but I want to be paid for always giving the “pursuit of perfection” a try.

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