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Point Taken

I feel like I am on an entirely different page right now, I feel as though I am in my “Twilight”  right now. See I have this theory, well I think I’m live this theory. I’ll get to that “theory” in a moment, first I wanted to start with something that I like to call: A Series of Confusing Words I’m going to write a series of confusing statements using random words that I think exist…no seriously, I’m warning you that I’m about to not starting to make sense.Whaaat? Never mind, keep reading…see --> I can write slow enough for you to sound out the words <--- all I’m saying is STOP SAYING WHAT YOU’RE READING OUTLOUD ‘cause I swear that I’ve already told you that I’m making sense… *PAUSE* *PAUSE* *PAUSE*, gotta stop thinking out loud, that or stop typing the words that my eyes see me saying…Yeah I know that makes “US” 2 Confused  & You the 1 l 0^0 king at the 3 numbers on the page. We’ll continue after this message: Back to the confusion shall we, we shall, I th

This is how I Cope

I suppose that I should start this letter by thanking you for taking the time to read what I have to say, but I’m not going to do that. Not because I want to be rude, but because this is something that you need to hear this former soldier has to say. And before you check my military history I’ll admit that I did in fact make some mistakes. I apologize in advance for those, and if given the opportunity I‘ll be more than glad to address them.  But for now I feel that there is something about OUR military that I need to get off of my chest. The current mental preparedness, evaluation, monitoring and treatment of OUR troops is an absolute travesty. The way that the mental side of the soldier is handled is the biggest mistake in the history of man. Right now we care more about how we treat captives than we are about Pvt. Smith., the pictures and video show the gory side of war…HBO has a show about what it’s like inside of a hospital in a war zone, but they don’t have a show about the live

Okay, I’m Sorry

Okay so I get it now NOTHING that I do is right, I understand now that everything that I do is wrong. Every decision that I make. I know this because my wife was nice enough to tell me, her words were pretty sharp and to the point. I do not make her happy, and I am indeed a part of her daily stress. NOT a relief like I thought that I was, I am more of a burden than a relief of burdens. Awesome, That’s so cool. I’ve got to say I glad that at least she had the nerve to tell me, unlike well I guess anyone else in the world. I suppose that after all these years she knows me better than I know myself.  I feel sooo awakened and refreshed with this news. At a time when some people would be infuriated and full of anger, perhaps even rage. I surprisingly am not. I’m not happy nor am I sad, I kinda feel like the band-aid that was covering my scab of life has just been ripped off, even took a few hairs off. Please excuse me if I jump subjects while writing this but I’m just “letting it all out”

Facts. You Know?

Did you get that M3SSAG3 now AMERICA? And if you got the message can you please let us Veterans know if you’re ready to understand. 5 Soldiers, 6 Soldiers really because even though we should be outraged at what this young man has done, we can’t be that way right now. Not when 6 families have just been informed that they’ll never get the chance to hug their loved one’s again. More than just 6 lives when you think about, I can’t imagine the total number because I don’t know any of them, I am however related to them in some way shape or form by the Creed that we all take when we join the military and I feel I have a connection with the soldiers that we’ve lost today because I’ve been there so I know what it’s like. That incident that happened today simply reflects all of the similar “incidents” that have once soldiers have gone home. The amount of daily pressure that we are under over there pail in comparison to the amount of pressure we face everyday when we’re at home, but the mental s

National Police Week – Who Cares?

I just found out that it’s: National Police Week, and now I’m hoping that one of you .’ s out there joins me and  doesn’t do anything to mess it up. Don’t be the one who kills a cop this week, don’t be the one that does it by accident or intentionally , and seriously to the following OFFENDERS : - middle aged guy , DO NOT go out and get drunk this week and  then crash into a cop on your way to another bar, and a – FELON ,Can you wait until NEXT WEEK to  “pull your strap”  and “ BAD COP ”, that cop who treats what he does as “just another job” and not as a commitment to protect & serve the community. As a matter of fact I’m “CALLING ALL COPS” ,Can ALL COPS EVERYWHERE just take a break on respond to any & all calls for a week & let a real POLICE Officer take the next one ...I mean can the Police just get the chance to stop holding his breath this week? Just for this one week, I’m sure it can’t be that hard..I mean if you have to do something, keep it minor and within

Promises, Promises

Let’s Start with the definition( http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/promise ) 1 prom·ise Pronunciation: \ˈprä-mÉ™s\ Function: noun Etymology: Middle English promis, from Latin promissum, from neuter of promissus, past participle of promittere to send forth, promise, from pro- forth + mittere to send Date: 15th century 1 a : a declaration that one will do or refrain from doing something specified b : a legally binding declaration that gives the person to whom it is made a right to expect or to claim the performance or forbearance of a specified act2 : reason to expect something <little promise of relief> ; especially : ground for expectation of success, improvement, or excellence <shows considerable promise >3 : something that is promised   Now my Adaptation : I promise to always write something for you if you promise to always be the one who can read me. I promise that my words will never be used to hurt you, if you promise to tell me when you’

2 Dots

  “.2..2.www.2dot” My new blog site is gonna be crazy .2dot it’s where I’ll say  all these lame things like .2.   Have I told you lately about my “day dreams”? .2. Yeah I know, some of  my writings say the same things .2. but new words are such rare thing .2. One day an R8 will be my “ play thing ” .2. All from My Thoughts and random sayings .2. That I keep cool in my locked “Brain Thing” .2. I must admit however that I’d give up on this daily .2. But that’s not how God made me .2. All my failures and lessons have are what lead me .2. Come up with this saying .2. I know it’s uncanny & a little crazy .2. But something keeps telling me that when you leave here you’ll still be saying:  .2dot …,;:’``’—>|<—‘``’:;,…