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Just because I'm never worried, doesn't mean I'm never scared.
Just because I have faith, doesn't mean I'm never afraid.
Just because I'm brave, doesn't mean I'm a fool.

Man! Just because I am, I can. I do.
I do believe like Joesph that our Heavenly Father is real and #itestify this in front of the whole wide world to all my family and all my friends, #itestify from my heart no matter how that makes anyone else feel. #itestify that my mission is to extend Gods love far beyond any stretch of imagination or distance..I may not be a Rhodes Scholar or High School graduate, nor a sports star or a celebrity, doesn't change the fact that I'm blessed in the traditional sense, not wealthy, living just barely above impoverishment, still though I know that when I need, whatever I need will be provided for me in  tremendous abundance.

#TRUTH I oftened wish that making a million bucks was only as simple as closing my eyes and counting...1-2-3. Then one day I opened my eyes and realized that I was bankrupting my future. That was when I knew that the only way to truly infinitely change my life was to truly commit to my dream even if it meant confronting my worst nightmare.

#irepent every time I slip, I praise up every time I fall down.

I try to keep to the #WordOfWisdom just as I try to keep to the #Gospel,  I'd like to think that even though I'm no Thomas, Edison, or Monson in my own way because of my faith I too can hold my hand up like Thurgood Marshall.

#ipray for all and express my love without regard to acceptance, in the name of the one who sacrificed his blood for my flesh, respected or nah, I hereby profess my covenant to forever share the power that comes from daily akˈnälijmənt.

**Let not the judgement of those who walk this earth, persuade not my or  your path. Follow your own vision. Ask your own questions Seek your own answers. Trust your own evidence.**

In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen

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