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Duplicity

Before I leave this earth, I will prove it to each and everyone, in one way or another that sometimes all you need is love.

MAN! The power of love is unstoppable.
MAN! The power of love makings anything possible.


MAN! The power of love is the only weapon I used to survive a war.
MAN! The power of love is all I've had sometimes when my cupboards were bare, when my stomach would rumble, when my hands would tremble until frozen from the cold.

Damn I'm saying though no matter how spicy or dicey, all I needed then, all I need now, all I'll ever eat sleep dream to achieve and beyond with three just three words.

I believe it's true so much so that this is for better or worse is my sworn and solemn testimony:

I Amari L. Williams, stand by my affirmations just as steadily as I do my convictions.
I Amari L. Williams, equally adept at dispensing as I am at receiving.
I Amari L. Williams, find virtue in both failed solo ventures and successful collaborative jaunts.

I come out of my tribulations much like I emerge from wading waters, both replenished and refreshed.

Through hope, faith, and prayer I have found that my God loves me no matter what. No matter what another's words, methods, or motives.
Through true belief I have found that which all this time were seeking me...Pure love in all of it's glorious form. And all I want to do now is not just share...nope..I want to expose. Expose the whole world to real commitment without a shadow of doubt.

May those wrestling,
Answer those questioning,
Test the unprepared.
Hear and heal the voices of the hurt.

I've come to accept and to know that even though I'm no Joesph Smith or Thomas S. Monson. I am just as equally blessed. That even though I am no Jay-Z I too know a little bit.

Only the evil need resort to tools of wickedness,
Only the foolish can be deceived,
Only the weak shall perish first.
Only the shall the strong ever survive.

All of the above written just a few of the lessons I've learned thus far in the 34th year of my journey upon this our wonderful earth.

As I prepare to close this chapter, I want you to know...that I love you, I love you, I love you,
I love you more and more each day.
I love you with a face soaked full of tears,
I love you with a heart that beats to give,
I love you with a spirit that fllls me with joy,
I love you with open arms,
I love you with every second, of every minute, every of hour!

In Jesus name, amen



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