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Chapter i

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Chapter i
Two Forms, One Meaning

On any given day I'm sure that we all have our own issues and our own problems, which on their own, keep us connected.

Oh but how I sit here and wonder aloud if somehow, someway, to someone I could show the proof of daily prayer.

For a way through, my life.
I.  Seek. Ways.
Ways to show another how to make use of the tools provided us each by each. I give thanks and show gratitude as often as possible, as I know that without Jesus how profound an impact consistent trust, faithful patience, and commitment to loyalty comes to fruition in form of firm absolutes would not be possible.

The role of pure in the rawness that is love for one another regardless of, and how such provides all the glue anyone shall ever need to hold us together is if nothing else….an awakening.

As essential as one Lego is to another with which to build upon an idea projected, love and my dreams are exactly one in the same in my self discovery that all I surround myself with now is all I have found myself to need, whether too realized by another or not I gain prosper from ever still. That while we all have many must have’s unalike, a like we have none different, and well, have all the more in unison. Be that as separate approaches we postulate to walking the path, the same are steps I have found we mirror amongst, gathered in similar as being drawn from the individual experience of the seeking of a single drop from the same tap; all conclusions sought therein, are lead by progression towards a unified outcome, thus stride for stride no matter what ones strife is surely it to is stands as anothers conflict.

In  ˈlÉ™v and təˈgethÉ™rnÉ™s I know that we receive both salvation and sustenance.  Any who refute such are welcome to provide objection.  

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So much so that, I can sit here and tell you that without a moments notice or preparedness my entire life could fall apart right now and it wouldn't even matter, wouldn’t matter not one bit, would not could not will not can not shake me nor break me. Shit to be honest I may not ever have all of the physicals I desire here on this earth but it wouldn't matter though 'cause I know that as long as I have love, I posses a piece of what makes all things in this world probably and with that piece I'll have all the pieces I need to make all else possible. As to say the only thing I don't know or care to know is how that translates into meaning for outside of…

How I see it sometimes

I love ever more,
I hope you know that yo,
know that yo you're all I'll ever need, yeeeeaaahh forever-eva I'm in &'s over you fa'sho, I'm down for you my Juliet, no other damsel will do, suffice to say I'm your rubber you're my glue, and I'll do whatever it takes to show you how much it means to be stuck with you, I’m struck, struck by love, love so pure as pure can be my only hopes always been crystal clear to see, that you love, as you are, are rather essential to my each and every way, and love, though I am aware that tomorrow is never assured, one thing I am sure of is that as long as I have you I have all the sustenance I'll ever need.

Love, I feed off of your energy and know that with you never once will I starve for, for no matter what love, you always provide, so while I wish to fill all of the wants I sometimes see in your eyes, know these dreams I have today provide me with sustenance, strength, and shelter that I require nothing more than consistent for us is why through all the ups and downs I grind..


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